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Friday, October 30, 2015
Thursday, July 9, 2015
Kira turun
Makanya, bila kau berbuat baik, atau cuba bersikap baik dengan orang, tak semestinya they will return the same gesture to you. Buktinya? Bila kau ada satu hubungan dengan bos, yang mana saling tidak menipu antara satu sama lain, kebenaran tentang orang mengata atau bawa mulut di belakang surely akan terbongkar. That's what happened to me, bila bos tetiba je bengang cakap kau bitching behind his back, kau bersabar. Tunggu sampai dia balik sini (or the next time you see him/her), confront. He asked why I didn't call him to ask? Satu, we both were hurt, so we might say something we both regret (atau aku kena buang kerja). Keduanya, I'm a true believer of settling things face to face. Result? Better than you expected, the truth and much more. Trust and the unspoken bond of respect as well. Oh, juga remark dari boss yang kau ni jenis jujur sampai kekadang rasa rude macam nak kena pecat. But hey, the rudest people is the honest man. Buat apa nak tanam tebu kat bibir pastu tambah caramel atas coffee but you are not being honest?
Encik tunang pernah cakap, orang sales ni semua mulut manis pandai putar belit and manipulate. I beg to differ sayang. I am a salesman yang tak pandai manis2, siap warn client bagitau how they have wronged us previously, to make sure they won't manipulate us anymore. Aku rasa, as long as kau tau prinsip kau, jadi jurujual tak perlu manis2 pun, yang penting integrity.
Dulu-dulu masa merancang majlis abang, masa tu community bride-to-be masih, hijau. Masa tu memang beranganlah nak blog untuk persiapan kahwin, etc. Ah kau, blog yg sedia ada pun berhabuk, lagi nak berangan. Anyway, few things makes me give up on the idea. Satu, me and fiance, kinda on a fast track. We've known each other for quite sometimes, heck, we've been good friends for couple of years. Next thing we know, we came back from a vacation and everything is on fast speed. We dated, planned, met the parents, risik, tunang, and less than year, getting married (tengok kalendar, mencungap). Mengenangkan my current position yang tidak membenarkan aku meluangkan masa pada persiapan, dan juga to make my parents happy, since this is the last wedding for the family, biarlah depa yang run the show. Lagipun, masa tunang dah cukup drama, so for me to be happy is to let them be happy. Jadi, takde apa pun lah nak cerita dalam blog sangat.
Nak cerita pasal tunang? Er, you can see him in my instagram/facebook feeds as we've been friends for years, close friends. I am excited and of course in love with him, but I keep it between us, sebab aku memang tak rajin pun upload gambar bagai ni. And seriously, satu kepuasan juga, bila few days ago, I put our picture together as profile pic, ada satu comment ni made me happy, and glad I made that decision. Katanya, tak pernah tengok gambar berdua, sekali letak memang sweet. See, the little things that you make, sebenarnya ada impact. Tidak lah kata, kalau selalu letak orang bosan ke apa, but hey, everyone has their own definition of happiness and to what extend they want to share it with others (dengan harapan juga sebab less than a month nak kawen, supaya tiada yg mengacau tunang :p).
Oklah, macam panjang sangat rant. Toodles :)
Encik Farizzamzam, looking forward to finish this countdown :*
Encik tunang pernah cakap, orang sales ni semua mulut manis pandai putar belit and manipulate. I beg to differ sayang. I am a salesman yang tak pandai manis2, siap warn client bagitau how they have wronged us previously, to make sure they won't manipulate us anymore. Aku rasa, as long as kau tau prinsip kau, jadi jurujual tak perlu manis2 pun, yang penting integrity.
Dulu-dulu masa merancang majlis abang, masa tu community bride-to-be masih, hijau. Masa tu memang beranganlah nak blog untuk persiapan kahwin, etc. Ah kau, blog yg sedia ada pun berhabuk, lagi nak berangan. Anyway, few things makes me give up on the idea. Satu, me and fiance, kinda on a fast track. We've known each other for quite sometimes, heck, we've been good friends for couple of years. Next thing we know, we came back from a vacation and everything is on fast speed. We dated, planned, met the parents, risik, tunang, and less than year, getting married (tengok kalendar, mencungap). Mengenangkan my current position yang tidak membenarkan aku meluangkan masa pada persiapan, dan juga to make my parents happy, since this is the last wedding for the family, biarlah depa yang run the show. Lagipun, masa tunang dah cukup drama, so for me to be happy is to let them be happy. Jadi, takde apa pun lah nak cerita dalam blog sangat.
Nak cerita pasal tunang? Er, you can see him in my instagram/facebook feeds as we've been friends for years, close friends. I am excited and of course in love with him, but I keep it between us, sebab aku memang tak rajin pun upload gambar bagai ni. And seriously, satu kepuasan juga, bila few days ago, I put our picture together as profile pic, ada satu comment ni made me happy, and glad I made that decision. Katanya, tak pernah tengok gambar berdua, sekali letak memang sweet. See, the little things that you make, sebenarnya ada impact. Tidak lah kata, kalau selalu letak orang bosan ke apa, but hey, everyone has their own definition of happiness and to what extend they want to share it with others (dengan harapan juga sebab less than a month nak kawen, supaya tiada yg mengacau tunang :p).
Oklah, macam panjang sangat rant. Toodles :)
Encik Farizzamzam, looking forward to finish this countdown :*
Monday, June 15, 2015
Demotivated
Tak tahulah kenapa makin hari jadi demotivated pulak nak kerja. I can sense that I am not as productive as I was before. Tapi rasanya selalu je menyiapkan kerja atau menjawab semua pertanyaan. Hurm.
As my role is more to result (money) oriented position, bila orang lain tiada kerja, kau yang bertanggungjawab. Tak senang. You will be under microscope all the time. Buat kerja gila-gila pun takda la pulak nampak bawak kanta pembesar. Hurm.
Or mungkin sebab apa yang jadi sejak kebelakangan ni buat aku rasa tak seronok kerja? Dengan colleagues yang banyak support dah nak berhenti, aku pun rasa makin tak seronok kerja.
I don't like being unproductive, sebab it will be seen by other people and, aku rasa tak puas hati. Tapi tu lah, soal hati ni pun payah gak nak paksa, kalau dah demotivated, cenggitu je la gayanya. Urgh!
Sepatutnya lagi nak kahwin, lagi lah bekerja keras nak cari duit nak kahwin. Tapi? Haih la. Kadang-kadang rasa penat sangat, sebab weekend pun dah bukan masa kau sendiri, banyak je benda yang kena buat. Nampak sangat aku punya time management ke laut. T_T
You, I am lucky to have someone who understands me and willing to listen to my whining, bebel, sedih dan semua-semualah. Yes. I am lucky to have you. Stay with me forever, please?
45daystogo.
As my role is more to result (money) oriented position, bila orang lain tiada kerja, kau yang bertanggungjawab. Tak senang. You will be under microscope all the time. Buat kerja gila-gila pun takda la pulak nampak bawak kanta pembesar. Hurm.
Or mungkin sebab apa yang jadi sejak kebelakangan ni buat aku rasa tak seronok kerja? Dengan colleagues yang banyak support dah nak berhenti, aku pun rasa makin tak seronok kerja.
I don't like being unproductive, sebab it will be seen by other people and, aku rasa tak puas hati. Tapi tu lah, soal hati ni pun payah gak nak paksa, kalau dah demotivated, cenggitu je la gayanya. Urgh!
Sepatutnya lagi nak kahwin, lagi lah bekerja keras nak cari duit nak kahwin. Tapi? Haih la. Kadang-kadang rasa penat sangat, sebab weekend pun dah bukan masa kau sendiri, banyak je benda yang kena buat. Nampak sangat aku punya time management ke laut. T_T
You, I am lucky to have someone who understands me and willing to listen to my whining, bebel, sedih dan semua-semualah. Yes. I am lucky to have you. Stay with me forever, please?
45daystogo.
Friday, March 20, 2015
Sesekali
Bila ada time, mula lah datang malas. Kerja semua urgent, satu pun tak jalan.
Bila ada time, mula lah teringin nak makan macam-maca. Tak sedar kena kurangkan berat (bukan setakat untuk mencantikkan diri, juga untuk kesihatan sebab doktor dah bising)
Bila ada time, mula lah merapu.
Dan sekarang, selalu sangat nak berjiwang kat Twitter and blog. But yeah, I'm too happy.
Dulu masa takda sesiapa happy juga, ada kawan-kawan yang baik, setia. Yang paling penting ada family, yang love you unconditionally, and supporting you no matter what.
Tapi sekarang rasa lagi happy, lagi lengkap. Terutamanya bila tengok tunang dan family ngam, mama seronok bakal menantu datang makan, papa suka tegur dan abang boleh bercakap.
I am blessed.
And you, thank you.
Toodles :)
#nowlistening - Photograph (Ed Sheeran)
Bila ada time, mula lah teringin nak makan macam-maca. Tak sedar kena kurangkan berat (bukan setakat untuk mencantikkan diri, juga untuk kesihatan sebab doktor dah bising)
Bila ada time, mula lah merapu.
Dan sekarang, selalu sangat nak berjiwang kat Twitter and blog. But yeah, I'm too happy.
Dulu masa takda sesiapa happy juga, ada kawan-kawan yang baik, setia. Yang paling penting ada family, yang love you unconditionally, and supporting you no matter what.
Tapi sekarang rasa lagi happy, lagi lengkap. Terutamanya bila tengok tunang dan family ngam, mama seronok bakal menantu datang makan, papa suka tegur dan abang boleh bercakap.
I am blessed.
And you, thank you.
Toodles :)
#nowlistening - Photograph (Ed Sheeran)
Monday, March 9, 2015
143
I love you, maksudnya.
Juga, to forever.
You saved me, and you love me. And I can never than you enough.
Friday, March 6, 2015
Darjah Satu Dah
Blog turned 7, so Happy Birthday! Belated, but it's never late :D
Kalau budak betul dah masuk sekolah darjah satu dah.
Banyak yang jadi for the past 7 years. Suka, duka, naik, tergolek semua ada. Alhamdulillah, I'm at my best moment now. You should be a happier blog now :) You're my longest relationship ever, but someone is going to fight you :P
Pengalaman masa darjah satu, masuk sekolah cikgu marah sebab pakai kaler pensel member, because mama bought our own while others bought a pack (like school-starter pack) from the school. Tak ingat dah cap apa my color pencil but I do remember it has clowns on the packaging, while others are Luna. I don't like mine sebab kaler dia cair, so dok pakai la yang member punya, sebab Luna kaler terang and pekat, was so jealous. Pastu kena marah ngan cikgu, sobs! Ala cikgu pun, member kasi je pinjam, cikgu pulak perli sapa suruh tak beli yang ni. Kecik hati saya. Sudahnya, balik mengadu ngan mama, but unlike kids nowadays, of course la kena marah balik, takde maknanya mama nak beli baru. Haha! Itulah pengalaman masuk kelas 1 Hijau, SRK Zainab 1.
Baaanyaaakkkkkk nak tulis, tapi guess I have someone better to share, so I tend to share it with him rather than here, unlike I used to before. Semoga perasaan dan ikatan ni berkekalan, insyaAllah.
Banyak lagi benda nak buat ni, kerja berlambak. Kadang-kadang rasa nak menangis je, tapi alhamdulillah, niat yang baik dan faith, everything can be endured, aite?
So, toodles for now :)
Kalau budak betul dah masuk sekolah darjah satu dah.
Banyak yang jadi for the past 7 years. Suka, duka, naik, tergolek semua ada. Alhamdulillah, I'm at my best moment now. You should be a happier blog now :) You're my longest relationship ever, but someone is going to fight you :P
Pengalaman masa darjah satu, masuk sekolah cikgu marah sebab pakai kaler pensel member, because mama bought our own while others bought a pack (like school-starter pack) from the school. Tak ingat dah cap apa my color pencil but I do remember it has clowns on the packaging, while others are Luna. I don't like mine sebab kaler dia cair, so dok pakai la yang member punya, sebab Luna kaler terang and pekat, was so jealous. Pastu kena marah ngan cikgu, sobs! Ala cikgu pun, member kasi je pinjam, cikgu pulak perli sapa suruh tak beli yang ni. Kecik hati saya. Sudahnya, balik mengadu ngan mama, but unlike kids nowadays, of course la kena marah balik, takde maknanya mama nak beli baru. Haha! Itulah pengalaman masuk kelas 1 Hijau, SRK Zainab 1.
Baaanyaaakkkkkk nak tulis, tapi guess I have someone better to share, so I tend to share it with him rather than here, unlike I used to before. Semoga perasaan dan ikatan ni berkekalan, insyaAllah.
Banyak lagi benda nak buat ni, kerja berlambak. Kadang-kadang rasa nak menangis je, tapi alhamdulillah, niat yang baik dan faith, everything can be endured, aite?
So, toodles for now :)
Wednesday, January 21, 2015
Twenty Fifteen: The Beginning
New Year
New Hope
New Love
New Life
Dah lama tak update blog. Rindu tetiba. Dah siap masuk tahun baru dah.
Alhamdulillah, for this new year, I can't thank Allah enough, been giving my highest gratitude but it still won't be enough.
I have more adorable anak buah, loving family, faithful friends, found the love of my life, climbing up the career stairs, And it is just the beginning of the year. I'm at my happiest moment, for now.
Looking forward to more things, good things. A wedding to attend :)
Love,
Stay with me forever, will you?
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