Saturday, November 29, 2008

..bon appetite..

you're only a dinner set
when you're with a man who serves breakfast set


..slap me, please slap me hard..

ak pnh ckp, looking at sum1 dat u like/love while they're sleeping is sumtg


n it made me cry..

gosh..i do realize how stpd i am..wut an idiot i m..bt..bt..argh..bodo..!!

plz..slap me hard..wake me up from dis stupid dream dat m living in..



i noe i've been saying dis hundreds of times but..

i do feel dis is d last..

is it?



hmm nanges like an idiot..nsb bek de x sdar..if not mst kne marah..
msti de akn kate i told u bla bla bla..
msti de kate, c how dependent u r..
msti de kate, u r selfish n ignorant..

*sigh~

bt cyg..
thnx 4 meeting me today..
thnx 4 d dinner..
thnx 4 d movie..
i njoyed our time..u me n fz..

syg nina xda..



sumhow i look at u, i remember all those things in d msg...
it's juz a fling n it means nothing..
n d thing, it means nothing..


slap me, hard plz..

Sunday, November 23, 2008

..there's gotta be somebody..

pnah dgr lagu pd tajuk d ats oleh nickelback?
dgr la..seswai utk org yg single spt ku ini..hehehe

sbelum ape²...
my 7th sem has officially ended..!!
so i got 1 more sem to go..
arap² ak akn grad on time =) insyaAllah..

ouh ya..aritu papa ade msg..saje tnye khbar ank de yg ehm x dgr kate ne..
sembang pasal pinggan royal albert, tp outcome nye?

amy: xpela..nnt kalu b.cik kawen, xda la susah sgt nk cr pinggan meja pengantin
papa: kalu pkai utk kamu kawen ape salahnya :-) :-) (erk???bior betul)
amy: hahaha..tu kena cari calon dulu (gelak nk cover musykil)
papa: mulakanlah pencarian..mane tau ade org nk anak papa ni (erkkkk????????)

oke, dat was not our typical normal conversation ok...bior btul papa ne??? seyes..ak suspect k.dik yg gatal reply msg aku..sbb ade smiley sgale bgai..seyes mdatangkn kemusykilan tahap tertinggi.. seyes...hahahaha seyes ak confuse..btul ke ayah aku yg msg dgn aku????

nxt..keadaan hati? sudah mati barangkali..sudah tiada rasa ape²..sudah malas maw rasa ape².. ye, mgkin at times ak akn jd vulnerable n crying myself out..bt then, sumtym crying is comforting kn?

ak mgkin xdpt apdet blog..bgantung pd lokasi kediaman ak spjg cuti sbulan ne..kalu ak brada d sunway; mgkn bule la apdet..kalu dok d smyh aje, x lah kot..depends..kalu ak dbenarkn bkerja, mb ak bkerja d bkt cerakah kot..tgkla nnt gmana..huhuhu

skrg; mari kte blibur..!! ye, ak sudah bole mengatakn epy hols kwn²..!!

Friday, November 21, 2008

..kembali kepada memori..

abg long was here last nite..!!
huhu sgt ske..
ainina msg kate abg long call maw jupe..
da lama x jupe..
last skali jupe pn ms de dtg swichtec tnjuk kete (huh)..

jupe abg long pn da lewat smlm..da kul 12 lebey da..
org tua tu pulak nk mkn nasi..so menuju la ke d nangka (sbb tatau mkn mane yg sdap yg still buka pepagi bute..huhu)..
memule ucop pn ade..tp ms otw, tetbe da x nmpak da lori..abg long kate ucop segan pkai comot² sbb dorg kn bru blk dr site..
huh ngade ucop ne..bknnye mkn kt 5 star hotel pn..lempang kang..huh..

kami berempat pn mkn laaa late dinner..xle pgl supper sbb mkn berat..huhu
bcte psl abg long..
sejukkkk ati dgr ble de sbut "adik² aku ne"..
trase diri begitu dhargai..huhuhu

bsembang lama gk ngn abg long..
ye ar cte psl de je da berejam..
pastu cte psl kami pn, mengambil masa gk..
huhuhu puas ati dpt luahkn prasaan kt abg long =)
nnt kte pegi bcuti eyh abg long..huhuhuhu

tau kami blk kul bape??
kul 3.30 pg..mesti org keje d nangka pn bengang je tgu ktorg blah..huhu
tp xpe, ak puas ati dpt jupe abg long..
besh..!!

thanx abg long melawat kami d cni..kami sayang abg long..!! =)



hmm cuti ne maw keje ngn abg long ke keje kt bkt cerakah?
ade idea x?
huhuhu

Thursday, November 20, 2008

..aku bukan siapa-siapa untukmu..

hmm semua org da abes paper..aku je blom ag (ye classmate ak pn blom)..ahad baru officially my 7th sem ne tamat..aish, lmbt nye...tp std pn blom :D

badan ak kesakitan =( smlm pas dak umah ku yg 2 itu meninggalkn rumah terus kemas umah..huhuhu ak, nina n eila abes ubh seme blk..serabut ak tgk umah..basuh dapur, ubah itu ini.. mlm nye tolong hns agkt barang lk.. ouh ya my hsemts for nxt sem:
  1. nur ainina ahmad
  2. fazila aziz
  3. nurul hanis mohd nasir
  4. amirah salwani abbas (wah ak msh igt nama penuh die..!!)
  5. sape eyh sorg ag, mmbr c mirah
huhuhu saje nk mglemerkn hsmet ku..xdek keje..hasil dr mengemas umah, tlg hns n biah (biah jd jiran dpn umh) angkt barang, ak kesakitan blkg badan arine..huhu tangan sakit, my back hurts..huhuhu tp arine bjalan x hengat dunia..hehehe

nxt, sape x ske dgr luahan perasaan or jiwang karat besi buruk jgn proceed


hurm..guyz, tell me..
wut else shud i do or say when every word spoken is wrong n every action done is disaster?

seyesly, m at my wit's end..ak da tatau maw wtpe da..ckp sket salah..buat lebey sket dikata ak tlalu dependent..padahal, as far as m concern ape yg ak wat, xda bezanye ngn ape yg ak slalu wat for past 5 months ne..so, ape lagi salah ak? ape ag ak patut wat? suruh jgn dependent, ak x msg pn over a day..kalu msg pn juz wish smoge av a great day/week ahead..tp ble da senyap sehari lebey msti la tdetik rasa risau d ati kn..ble call, dkate dependent..waaaaaaaaaa dlu ak slalu call, de x ckp lk cmtu..nape skang cmtu? uhuk uhuk..

knape?
knape time ak x eran nk msg dolu², dia tnye nape ak senyap..
knape time ak x eran maw kasitau ak da nk pulang ke, maw ke mane² ke, ade la yg msg "bgtau nina je?huh baru nk gtau org"..
knape time ak x eran nk salam or say gudbye sbelum bpisah ade org call "awk lupe buat ape td?slalu sbelum blk awk salam ngn org kn?"..
knape ms ak nyanyi "baiknya kupergi, tinggalkn dirimu, sejauh mungkin utk melupakan"..pastu kn ade makhluk tu tetbe jawab "mcm la jauh sgt melaka kl..mcmla awk x cuti, x balik cni..awk pn igt jalan g puncak alam kn"..
knape time ak x kisah pn akn kehadirannya dalam idup ade org ym nina "nina, ko x ksah ke ak kawan ngn mija?yela ak ne kn..."
knape time ak x jatuh sayang ade org msg dr BANDUNG ckp "yela, org kn jahat..still nk ngorat awk evn.."..

knape dia ckp all those things ms ak xperlukn, xsayang dia? bole x aku kate seme tue bllsht?



you will always be in my life
even if i'm not in your life
cause u're in my memory


cyg..
jgn risau, org pegang pd janji org..i noe where i stand, n i will nvr forget dat..i've known all along dat sumday i'll lose u..bt i nvr tot it wud b dis fast..tp sumpah..org xpenah regard awk as my boyfriend..org slalu sdar diri..tp ape yg awk nk dr org sbenarnye? org rs ape yg org wt same je ngn ape org av been doing for past 5 months ne..bt slap me hard if m wrong..org tau org teruk sgt smpai awk kate org dependent, SELLFISH..n seyes, org da tatau nk watpe da..seyes org da buntu..org da minta kt awk, kalu btul u dun want me in ur life anymore PLZ gtau org..dun keep me in d dark..tell it straight to my face..tu je org minta..

cyg..
keep in ur mind..
awk kenangan terindah org..
u'll owez be there, in my memory..
seyes, org xkn lupakn awk..
tp org tau, mudah bg awk lupakn org kn..n it's gud for u..
org sehina org ne x patut pn dikenang =)
thanx for being in my life evn utk sekejap..
thnx bg org epy evn utk seketika..
thnx wat org bahagia..even utk sedetik..


xpela, da nanges teruk da ne..da la rasa cam nk kne flu je ne...


p/s: maaf entry drama kerajaan...da x terluah kt sape..so luahkn kt cni..

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

..onLy fooLing mYseLf..

hmm sudah smpai d bumi mlk..
seyesly, m mentally n physically exhausted..
mau x nye, gado ngn org, kne marah ngn org, menanges psl org...
seme ade..seyes pnat..

maw tnye pd kamo seme...
wut is wrong with dis pictures??





ye..seseorg tiada =(
misses those times when four of us were together..seyesly =(



well ak ade paper day after tomorrow..sungguh malas maw mbaca subj BACA ini..hmm da lama x tdo ngn lil D..eh salah little D ngn gmok jr..rindu pada kamo..jap ag kte tdo together² ye sayangs ..hurm ble maw std ne..

td jupe lil D, fz, n len2..g mnum jp sbb dorg xle wt keje, server down..smpt gk g karaoke ngn dorg..huhuhu sgt ske time itu..sbb ak rindu zaman dolu² ☺ like i said, if only i cud turn back time..

aritu lil D bg mende kt bwh ne..thnx cyg, evndo tpaksa..so i need 2 more to complete dis collection.. nk z3 ngn db5..cpt²..sape maw kasi??? cyg, kalu nk tolong owg pn lg bgus..kelisa ku slalu x smpai 40 kalu maw isi..huhuhu



k la..nanyte


Cause lately all we do is fight
And every time it cuts me deeper
Cause something’s changed
You’ve been acting so strange
And its taking its toll on me

without you-hinder

Sunday, November 16, 2008

..bila rasaku ini rasamu..

few things happened..seyesly, ak menyesal..


btul ckp mereka..ak x pk org len..ak pk diri ak je..btul la tu..teruk kn ak?


hmm..n i..n i can feel dis wud b d end.. *sigh~ i've done enuf damage for this 'relationship'.. n i noe he av sum1 else to b there for him..so bg dia, xda guna m here kn...

juz..juz dat i hope he'll remember all d things we've been thru..d memories of four of of us..wut we've shared..ms lepak kt mmz dlu after work..ikut abg long gila pegi karaoke la ape la tgh2 mlm..mkn nasi lemak ayam kt darussalam..cyg, igt x korg aja ktorg men pool kt asia cafe..huhu n it was d last time pn kte men xcpt yg sharilnye last day tu..igt x kte men bowling ngn reen n epul...yg ms last day ktorg LI kte men ngn abg mat =) hmm igt x kte g sgmt ms knduri kawen bro..igt x kte g melaka..hmm igt x? *sigh~

smlm pegi the curve..us without lil D..trase hmm sdikit janggal..bkn sbb ak xda partner..sbb we used to b four of us..last night sgt mengingatkn ak how close we used to be..bgurau2, btepuk tampar =( kalu karaoke msti berebut nk nyanyi la..hehe tp *sigh~ tp tu seme dlu..b4 all dis fights..b4 all dis stupid arguments =( b4 we drifted apart =(

if only i cud turn back time.. =(

Thursday, November 13, 2008

..without you..

m in sunway rite now..
smlm tibe scara tbe2..
huhu

igtkn arine bru maw dtg cni sbb smlm still trasa x sdap bdn ag..tp pas blk from melaka mall, ade sumtg happen..trus kmas barang n menuju ke melaka sentral..got 6 pm ticket...kul 8 lebey bru smpai pudu.. da ar ngh ujan, nsb bek dmm da kebah..kalu x maw ag truk dmm..ne pn tgl selsema n batuk je ag..huhuuhu

smlm da la nk tgu bas metro gerak dr kotaraya tu berejam..sejuk ar tu..seb bek ade shawl.. bole thn sket kesejukan..2 jam kemudian baru smpai mentari..blk2 lk tgk umah mcm tongkang pecah..!!! k.ida beli furniture bru, so ade la yg disumbat sane cni..last2 ak yg kne kemaskn bilik yg ak slalu tdo..huhu n d room look different..haha mane x nye, da ade katil instead tilam je..huhuu smpai kul 4 ak tdo kemaskn umah...k.ida ngn k.rozy awl2 ag da tdo..cheh


hmm td ym ngn hns..dia tnye keadaan hati ak..hmm nth la hns, ak pn da tatau ape keadaan ati ak..pnat nk pk seme ne..pnat nk rasa seme ne..nthlaa :'( *sigh~

..sekian lama..

update: ak bru prasan ade skolan yg ak copy paste w/o editing..huhu maafkn inul ya..

tag from shepa..da lama da x wat...huhuhu bacala kalu rajin


What is the relationship of you and him?

  • hmm tiada nama utk relationship ini

Your 5 impressions towards him
  • die baek thadap diriku..huhuhu
  • dia sengal..
  • he's fun to b with
  • he's smart..
  • he's a gud fwen


The most memorable things he had done for you
  • dia dtg bwk kek n rose =) evn bday sy da lepas..he tries to buy me flowers b4 tp dpt beli munge choc..die belikn bju ry..de belikn mcm2..de bg little D n gmok jr..byk benda yg de wt utk sy yg sy xkn lupe kn =)

The most memorable things he have said to you?

  • byk..i treasure every words..

If he becomes your enemy, you will
  • hmm perlu ke jd enemy?

If he becomes your enemy, the reason is

  • i wish he wont..xda sbb kte nk bmusuh

The most desirable thing to do on him is?
  • hahahaha ade ar

>>The overall impression of him is
  • dia sgt mgembirakn sy..dia sesuatu bg sy evn sy nothing bg dia..dia seseorg, sesuatu yg mgembirakn, yg menyedihkn..yg mbuat sy senyum, yg mbuat sy menangis..
How do you think the people around you will feel about you?
  • erk...sengal..mengom..kasar..hmm ape ag eh

The character of you for yourself is?
  • x reti nk ckp..mb i treasure friendship so much..so psahabatan come first then bru pakwe..huhuhu hmmm try kot tlg org kalu bole..ape ag eyh..xreti r nk cte psl diri sendri


On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
  • panas baran
  • hard to fall,when i fall, i fall hard

The most ideal person that you want to be is?
  • me, myself n i

For the people who care about and like you, say something about them.
  • thnx for accepting me as i am

10 people to tag
  1. hunys
  2. kasridona
  3. elira
  4. norsi
  5. naam
  6. fendy
  7. kak we
  8. ainina
  9. k. hana
  10. dba
Who is no. 2 having a relationship with?
  • currently ngn wishbone kot..huhuhu

Is no. 3 a male or a female?
  • female

If no. 7 and no. 10 were together, would it be a good thing?

  • were together canetue? sa get together mgkin ok..as be 'together' mereka orientasinye adalah straight

How about no. 5 and 8?
  • mereka tidak mengenali antra 1 sama len

What is no. 1 studying about?
  • utk final..tp skrg de ngh wt report

Is no. 4 single?
  • mcm da taken je abg ku yg itu

Say something about no. 6?
  • fndy pengayuh basikal n manager wishbone

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

..apabila lagu n irama bersatu..

fuh..
lepas seksaan dua arine..
tp seksaan len pulak dtg..
or actually rahmat Tuhan? hurmm.....
ak demam =(
dr smlm da selsema, nsb bek arine ms xm x teruk dmm..
n actually kali ne ak dmm x teruk..
mb sbb ak da kerap sakit kot dis yr..

hmm smlm a fwen of mine bg award kt bwh ne..
huhu xpnh dpt pn, x tpk pn akn dpt..
mb sbb dia maw jd kwn yg baik, dia kasi kt ak..
hahaha xdala, cik hunys kte mmg baik..n senget..muahahha
pape pn thnx hns..



okla nk kasik kt org..tp tatau maw kasi sape..otak ak xle nk pk ble selsema cani..huhu nnt la ye..




p/s: trase maw tgk impak maksima the musical..ade yg maw blanje x?

p/s/s: spt tdk dpt mhadiri gath yubiyu jew..hurm kemungkinan besar berada d luar kawasan liputan


credit to popshovans

Saturday, November 8, 2008

..kenAngaN teriNdah..

was it still ur kenangan terindah ?
sure still be mine, ours..




gmba kami d redbox celebrate bday nina..baru bkawan² time ne..besh..ce tgk lil D tulis ape..




gmba d asia cafe..hang out ngn shahril ms ari last de kt swichtec..time ne ak ngn nina sakit mata..huhuhu look again ape lil D ckp, "kenangan terindah...always".




i was his teddy bear..huhu cuddly..dis was at hard rock ms mlm valentine..


selepas sesi meluahkn prasaan ngn nina, ak tgk blk flickr ak..too much memories of them..ak rindu..ak rindu time dolu²..no arguments, fights..it was filled with sunshine n rainbows..

nina ckp; knape diorg xnk fhm kite? diorg xnk rasa ape yg kite rasa..
ak ckp; kalu btul la ak selfish, i wont drive at 2 am after a tired kenduri all d way to puncak alam..ak xkn pegi all d way to puncak alam utk hantar dinner when i noe dia x mkn..tp katanye ak selfish..dia pn xpnah rasa ape yg ak rasa nina..he, they nvr understands the hell we've been thru juz to feel happy beside them..

n dia xpnh ke pk cemuhan org thadap ak? tah ape yg org cemuh ak when m with him..ak xpnh amek peduli seme tue evn menyakitkn ati cuz i noe m doing sumtg for me n him..tp pada dia ak selfish..

ak maw delete flickr, tp byk sgt memories dlm tue..d gmba ok la sbb still dlm simpanan..tp those comments, yg epy, mengutuk..it can never be replaced..sigh~


Aku yang lemah tanpamu
Aku yang rentan karena
Cinta yang tlah hilang darimu
Yang mampu menyanjungku

Selama mata terbuka
Sampai jantung tak berdetak
Selama itu pun
Aku mampu tuk mengenangmu

Darimu...
Kutemukan hidupku
Bagiku...
Kau lah cinta sejati

Ooh...

Bila yang tertulis untukku
Adalah yang terbaik untukmu
Kan kujadikan kau kenangan
Yang terindah dalam hidupku
Namun takkan mudah bagiku
Meninggalkan jejak hidupku
Yang tlah terukir abadi
Sebagai kenangan yang terindah
kte seme pnh ckp kalu g karaoke..
ne lagu kite berempat..
kenangan terindah d devilz
*sigh~

..makes me wish dat i was nvr brought to this place..

here i am, staring blankly clueless at the screen..
maw std dr aritu lg tp ak failed..last² ak tdo or blogwalking..
:Rabbit15:

seyes, ak tiada ati nk std..ak da buang 3 ari ak mcm tu aje..cuz i've done nothing..ak xle nk std langsung..tatau mood nk std pegi mane..adoi da la paper nnt bderet, dua² yg ak nye carry mark teruk lk tue..ouhhhh deym..
:Rabbit50:



sudahla di awal hari b'argue..i tot it cud be happy-exchanging-strories tym..bt i was wrong..totally damn wrong..ak xda niat pn nk annoying kamo..juz maw bsembang..tp da kalu kate ak merimaskn, ape lg harus ak kate? ouh mgkn kamo da bosan mdengar ak kate yg ak 'tiada niat' n ak feeling 'sorry'..tp ape lg harus ak rasa? ye ak sedey, ak hurt dgn penyataan kamo itu..n i cud do nothing more..sudah ku kata, kalu kamu maw ak mjauh, katakn saja..i'll leave without question..tlg jgn wat ak begini jika kamo suda tdk maw ape² ag to do wit me..bt plz say it..hmmm ak pk ak sudah b'usaha utk keep my promise..rupenye x memuaskn ati kamo lg..*sigh~

:snow40:


ok jgn kate ak x std bkait ngn masalah ats..ye mgkin ia sdikit m'affect tp xda la spenuhnye...seyesly, ak x jupe mood ak tu..da puas ak cari..da puas ak ligan..still x jupe..
nt la ak jupe nnt ak tambat de..jgn kasi lari lg..

:Rabbit17:

Friday, November 7, 2008

..here i go, so dishonestly leave a note for u my only one..

ngh std numec..
bosan..!!
ak dr dlu kurang cerdik math..
especially yg melibatkn integration n matrix..
adoiii sape nk kasi lesson free utk ak phm mtrx??
:Rabbit15:

td tgk carry mark..
huhu cane nk kasi pndai microcontroller eh?
seyes, marks utk test² ak truk dowh..
ne wat kecut tali perut nk final ne..
which is dis coming monday..
waaaaaaaaaaaaa
:Rabbit37:


ak ada baby baru =)
:Rabbit05:
birthdate de: 24 october 2008..
nama: tiada ag..nk letak ke eyh?huhuhu
(oke, cte da lapuk, tp maw cte juga.)


itu la dia..alaaa ituuuuu tu nmpk x? hehe
:Rabbit44:

Thursday, November 6, 2008

..mysterious way it is..



The Lord acts in mysterious ways,
in ways we often can neither explain nor understand,
tolerate nor bear..

..it's been a while..

kenapa berjumpa jika untuk berpisah
kenapa berjumpa jika bukan untuk bersama


ok ok, ak rasa in d past month ramai gle dak U ak tgk cte sepi..dlu pnh nk g tgk ngn hns, tp time to d movie was no longer in theatre..so smlm hns bg la cte tue, abeskn smlm gk..overall best ag cinta kot..bt there's sumtg u can owez learn when u watch a movie..frm dis 1, i learned dat everything happen for a reason..u meet, befriend n love a person so at the end u'll b wit d person evndo there r many obstacles u av to go thru..bt, evn u love hard enuf no matter how strong the feeling in both of u, if it's not meant to be, u wont be together no matter how many years have passed..n 1 ag, u av to let go evndo u love d person all ur heart so dat u can find another person dat love u wit all his/her heart..fuh, tu dia..

da lama x apdet blog ne..hmm bz gle ble da ujung² sem..ngn psm, report, test, presentation n assignments..pnat gle..n ak rasa sbulan dua ne almost tiap² mgu ak blk..ade kenduri la, blk ipoh la erk tepeng..mgu lepas blk gk, nk anta mama n papa g airport..dorg nk g tgk cucu² mereka..so they wont b around for dis month =) ehehehe

aritu blk tepeng sbb my kezen kawen..sbelum tu singgah ipoh bekfes..tmpt ne laaa ak dok slalu mkn dr zaman kecik² dlu..n menu x pnah berubah..hehe kuey teow kerang kt ctu pn besh gle tau..


smpai kt tepeng agk tkejut laaa tgk perubahan yg blaku kt tepeng..zaman ak skola kt ctu, xda pn shopping mall, bowling alley, ehm ape ag eh, tesco n all dat taw..dlu pegi outing pn stakat g the store je paling hebat..tp skrg da ada TAIPING MALL..wah wah kagum ak...napelaaa zaman ak dlu xda..untung gle jr ak..huhu



ak nye psm or fyp? muahahaha kne gelak je ngn panel..byk keje kne wat..sbb ak da t'tgl jauh gle sbenarnye..hurm miscalculated ape yg patut ak wat sem ne sbenarnye..hmm nnt la dlu..

final? hehehe da lepas 1 paper..nxt paper on 10th..ak nye paper dis sem ada dr 2nd day xm smpai laa 2nd last day xm..lama gle..sbb paper ak gap byk sgt..dsp da lepas..bole jwb ke x? hehe jwb je la..tp xpnuh pn booklet ak =( byk gle ruangan kosong..huhu tp xpe, da lepas.. 1 down n 4 more to go..tp nnt abes paper numec ak nk meronggeng la kejap..sbb nxt paper tu subject BACA, gap 8 ari lk tue..hehe >:)

hmm ape ag eh..ouh smlm kuar ngn nina,lza n hns..since dis sem started x kuar lg scara berempat ngn mereka..plg bjaya pn bertiga ngn hns n liza..kami p mkn seoul garden d mp..lama dowh mkn, dr kul 2 smpai kul 4..yela, u av to cook ur meal oke..ak mmg la jakun, xreti..hehe tp overall not bad la food de..bole la pegi ag.. dorg sopin..ak igt maw beli 1 bju tue, tp x jd..ak abesn wit ak bg ikan mkn kaki ak je..huhuhu da 3 kali da wat menda ne..best..da byk kali wat da x rasa geli da..rasa besh lak..hmm nxt sem ms dpt wit loan ak igt nk g kt fisho yg kt mentari tue la..tue bole wat 1 badan..msti besh kn..huhu




kondisi ati? tidak berapa baik..hurm tidak brape bagus..bt i try to live my life =)

..erk..

rambut ku da panjang...
rasanye bru je potong ms bulan pose..
da pnjg da...

maw potong ag bule x?

Tuesday, November 4, 2008

..i tot i was strong..

penat ngn arguments yg slalu jd sjk kebelakangan ne..

i said he never act lyk dis b4...
he said i nvr ask questions b4..
sape yg berubah?
its either me or him..

i cant evn call dis relationship as a relationship..
it's sumtg for me bt nothing for him..

i tot i was strong..ak bole tahan ati..
bt m damn wrong..
m juz merely a human..
ak juga ada prasaan mcm org len..
d harder i try, lg la prasaan tu dtg..

ak manusia biasa je, ak xle tahan ati utk stiap perkara..
u can call me selfish, ignorant or anythg u want..
ye ak selfish..!!
sbb ak pk ak patut selfish sbb slalunye ak mengalah..
sbb ak pk jika ak selfish utk skali dua, org akn phm..
bt i was wrong..
damn wrong..

ye ak mengaku ak jelez..jelez pd stiap perhatian yg kamo berikn pd org len..
sdgkn skrg, kamo jrg beri phatian pd ak..
u never say no to ppl..
bt u owez say no to me..
sy jelez ttg itu..sgt jelez..

tp kamo xnk phm..
pd kamo sy cuma pushing kamo..
kamo xphm sy bknnye seorg yg perfect, sy manusia biasa..
sy ada perasaan...

sy sedey, kamo lgsg x tnye sy sudah slamat smpai ke blom..