Thursday, July 31, 2008

..too much?..

m not asking much...
tp ble kamu kate akn hubungi ak, plz do so...
sbb ak akn tgu..
dan ble kamu xkotakn ape yg kamu kate..
i do feel like an idiot..
sbb ak tunggu..

jika kamu xda niat utk hubungki ak..
jgn kate kamu akn hubungi ak..
sbb jika kamu tidak sbut lgsg yg kamu akn call/text..
dan kamu tidak contact ak lgsg..
ak xkn trasa ti..
yes, of cuz ak still wonder where u r n how u've been doing..
bt at least ak xrasa like an idiot menunggu..

tp jika kamu kate akn call/text ak..
n kamu snyap tanpa mhubungi ak..
1st: kamu buat ak tunggu...
2nd: kamu buat ak risau...
so, plz jgn buat begitu..
at least anta a text mengatakn "m where i am, gnite/bye"..
n it will put a fullstop..

is it too much?
m i too demanding?

conclusion:
jgn kate kamu akn call/text ak jika kamu rasa kamu tidak akn buat..
or dun evn say dat..
biar ak m'harap, tp jgn wat ak spt org idiot..

Tuesday, July 29, 2008

..juz a tot..

well...
juz nk layan pale otak gle ne..
nth nape ak tpk psl benda2 ne..

wut i dream from a man..
d guy dat m missing show up unexpetedly..
wut i dream from a man..
dat he'll gv me a bouquet of flower juz bcuz it's "monday"..

kn sronok ble org yg kte rindu..
tbe2 je de munul dpn mata..
show up juz to spend time wit u..

kn sronok kalu dpt bunga..
bt not bcuz of an occasion..
bg bunga sbb it's juz a monday or jumaat..
juz a sincere gift..

kn sronok...
ble tau ade org pk kn kte..
risaukn kte..
n call in d middle of d day juz to noe how u've been doing..

kn sronok..
to noe dat there's sum1 who owez b there 4 u..
ready to lend a shoulder when u needed to cry..
setia n patiently mdengar kte bceloteh...

yeah i noe it;s a lil bit demanding..
n there;s no perfect guy to begin with..
dat's y i said it's juz a tot..
n if does happen once in awhile..
i'll b happier than u can imagine of..
huhuhuhu bt i noe it wont happen masa tdekat ne..
kne cari pakwe dlu, ye x?huhuhu
tp igt sng ke nk cr org yg paham jiwa raga basket bakul ne..
huhuhu tp for me yg plg penting is..
dat person wud ready to take me as i am..
ready to noe d truth bout me..
ready to forgive for wut i've done...


huhu blues d tgh malam...
cian sape yg baca (kalu ade la)..
xda isi lgsg..huhu
juz nk melayan jiwa ak yg agk unstable 3 4 arine..
especially yg x stable arine..
huhu ouh da nk dkt kul 2 pagi..
maknenye ati ak yg xbrape nk ok pd smlm...
ne seme psl kiciwa menanti sumtg...
penantian tu b'akhir ngn sumtg yg xbesh..
*sigh~

k la..
mau tdo...
nanyte

Monday, July 28, 2008

..florafest..

erk...
kalah ms 2nd round..
kalah ngn rafflesia, team boys leopard hunterz...
yg xbesh nye cam kalah bodo gk laa...
sbb marker ak ngn tpah abes gas..
marker c ada lk pehal tah pallet x g jauh...
kalu x mesti fight nye..
huhu bt then..
men utk men2 je..
not a biggie...

tp act cian team tue...
patut leh ke final..
bt i duno wut happened to d urusetia..
tetbe je dorg xdpt msuk final..
cian gle..
kalu x merekalh juara..
huhu

yg beshnye jupe abg use ngn uncle roslim
huhuhu so ak pulang ngn hasil tau walaupn kalah..
uncle kasi neck protector yg masih baru =)
mereka bdua sudah kuknali sjk d mtrx ag..
yg bwk ak ke dunia paintball ne la..
huhu

pg td pn uncle msg ak..
ckp teringat kt ak..
de kate same cam ble de jupe abg long (raja) tahun lepas..
cam ank2 yg da lama x blk, x jupe..
huhuhu sayang uncle kt ktorg eyh..

"i nvr tot dat a bunch of nice crazee kids can be as a 1 big family..seme
perangai sama je..uncle pn pnah pk, dorg ne (kami delta angel jr.) xtau penat
ke..mtrx kdh was d best experinced in my life"

hehe thnx uncle..kami pn sayang uncle tau...

gmba?
antara mereka yg tlibat
kami d pagi hari...
flowertots (kayna's missing)
wif world player..apetah name lupe
flowertots msuk pdg
suasana kt pdg camne laaa
cuba cari kasut baru ku
bloggers yg hadir..

Sunday, July 27, 2008

..bak kaTa kasriDona, it's a TheraPy..

went out d whole day..
well not actually the "whole day"..
bt then kuar dr siang smpai ke mlm laa...

pg2 da trase cam nk kuar..
stelah sesi jogging bsame tpah tpakse dbatalkn..
da tpk nk g jj ke mane ke..
then k.ida anta msg sos.
so adela alasan kukuh nk kuar..
huhuhu..

nina pn sampaikn hajat nk p beli tket..
so we went out..
seb bek tgu bas x lama..
huhu..

smpai kt mc settlekn seme urusan..
then tbe2 trase nk p salon..
abeskn masa kt ctu.. and money oso
did my hair treatment due to severely hair damage..hehe
cut it a lil bit..
gmba? hurm xda...
juz imagine my hair a lil bit shotter since d cutting still da same....

went to dp..
wasted my money over there..
found a nice cardigan at mng..
hehe ;p
atas hasutan kasridona, it is mine now..!!
bought a pair of shoes too..
sbb my shoes tgl kt umah..
n xmo pkai nike tu wat lasak kt pdg...(it's an alasan ok...sdgkn dlu kasut nike tu laa yg tcabut dlm field, so x seswai..ehehe)
so i bought a new pair =)

bole x ak salahkn ainina on my nu bad habit?
dlu jarang mau shopping..
pk 400 kali mau bli sumtg..
bt now *sigh~..
kasridona kata: "it's a therapy"..
i noe wut he meant by dat..
we're d same shoes.. (hurm but not in my nu adidas eyh..kasut ku kecil utk kamu)..

it's a therapy..
to release tension.
it's a therapy..
to put ur mind off sumtg..
it's a therapy..
to forget ur loneliness..
it's a therapy..
to not to think of sum1 u've been thinking of..

bak kate kasRidona..
it's a therapy...


but it's not gud for ur pocket, ok..
n ur bank account too..

seb bek mgu dpn dpt gaji sket..
huh

Friday, July 25, 2008

..a.reF..



MPRO refs



huhu ne gmba ms npl melaka last year... 1st time jd ref npl...mcm2 ak kne duga ngn mohsin..huhu swoh cari name headref la..bwk brg de laa..kne soal psl rule la... yg ak peliknye nape zul xkne cam ak hah? xpuas ati tulll.....



huhu ne gmba ms pbuka tirai MY-NPL 2008..ne 1st leg kt MAPAAC.. aritu tgk kt mpro nye grup dlm facebook...xsgka lk gmba ak byk..huhu xda la byk sgt bt then ade jgk la..huhuhu tp ak ske gmba ne.. slack nye ade ke patut dorg tag gmba ak tu sbg "mija MMU".. sjak ble ak jd dak mmu pn tatau...msti dak2 ref MMU pn pelik sjak ble ak asl sekolej ngn dorg..huhuhu



saje je wat post ne sbenarnye..
tgk2 gmba kt fb..
bulan 8 ne da stahun ak jd ref npl..
there's so much to improve..
da la dis yr nye event da 2 kali ak tgl..
cane laa psediaan nk hadap npl 4th leg kt mlk..

tp besh woo venue kt melaka kali ne..
kt dataran pahlawan..
cube korg bygkn..
ngn bunyi marker xspecially e-marker kt tgh2 bandar..
msti ramai gle crowd..
besh nye...


for the team yg akn men NPL nnt..
GOOD LUCK..!!
xspecially team yg asl from LeoPard HuntErz..
keep it up guyz..
ak hnye leh sokong dr dlm padang jew.. (aikss??)

team FLORAFEST utk ari ahad ne..
GooD LuCk gk..!!
t'utama utk RAFFLESIA, DEBUNGA WANGI & FLOWERTOTS..






GAME ON..!!

..hoW do i feEL..

ak pnat sbenarnye..
guilty?
mgkin ya..
tp wut d heck..
ak sudah pnat..
tuju pd siapa?
kalu kamu tidak terasa ttg post ku..
maknenye kamu bukan org yg ak mksudkn..
so jgn pening kepala...
keadaan hati dan emosi?
ak sudah parah..
sbb tu i dont need mslh from mereka lagi..
ak juga ada ati ak utk dfkirkn..
skrg?
status ku mau m'ilangkn dri dr kamu seme..
kamu yg ak sayang..
baru puas ati mereka..

Thursday, July 24, 2008

..Ye, aku tidAk cantiK sePerti kAmu..

kepada seorg yg slalu baca blog ak..
sbb ak tatau nape pompuan ne bminat sgt ngn life ak..
ak tidak knal pn de..
or takut ak amek pakwe de?
huh..
tp wahai pompuan,
kamu sudah merosakkn hari gembira ak..

dear miss..
pakwe kamu tu juz a fwen of mine whom i noe him b4 u did..
and he's all dat, juz a fren..
kalu kamu xske ak bkawan ngn de..
sila beritahu de sendri..
dan simpan de dlm tong sampah dan kuncikn de dlm closet kamu..
ak sentiasa menolong de jika de ade masalah juz for da sake of the friendship..
ak x bminat lgsung mahu mnjadikan de sbg kekasih ati..
jika ak ade niat bgitu, cant u think it for urself yg ak mgkin patut wat bzaman dahulu??

ye ak tidak cantik spt kamu..
bt then, ak tidak desperate..
oleh kerana ak tdak cantik dan single jgn pk ak hard up sgt pakwe kamu..
n m sick of u bugging into my life..
n m done wif apologizing 4 d things yg bukan salah ak..


salahkh ak menulis blog ttg bjumpa dgn sahabat?
jika xmau ak menulis ttg kamu, sila delete ak...
ya, delete ak dr friendlist dlm hati kamu..
ak sudah b'usaha utk jd seorg kawan yg baik..
tpulang pada kamu utk jaga relationship ini sbg kawan..
jika kamu mahu sembunyi dr kekaseh kamu..
itu suka ati kamu tp knape ak yg kene hadkn ape yg ak mau buat??

jadi miss, plz stop bugging in my blog juz to spy on me..
kerana kamu, ak satu mlm xdpt wat keje..
kerana kamu, proposal ak xciap..
dan jika psm ak tidak spt ak inginkn, ak salahkn kamu..
sbb kamu suka menyusahkn ak..
ak sudah bsusah payah menasihatkn pakwe kamu utk tidak bkawan ngn ak sbb ak xmo korang gado..
kalu de pk buruk ttg kamu, ak yg bagi alasan supaya kamu sentiasa nampak baik dimata de..
so sila jaga diri sendri supaya pakwe kamu tidak dgr benda yg buruk ttg kamu selepas ini..
sbb ak da malas nk layan korang..


n to a fwen of mine whom i used to regard as a besfwen..
kamu nk marah ttg post ini, silakn..
i dun gv a d*mn..
n m done wif both of u..

kali ini ak mintak maaf skali lg..
put d blames on me..
ye ak yg jahat, ak yg salah..
puas ati kamu??

so nxt time miss when u come into my blog..
juz get the hell out of here n go fck urself..
anda tau anda sape..
ouh ya..
one more thing miss,
delete ak dari bookmark kamu..
kamu da cukup menyusahkn ak..

p/s: nina kem salam kt sape rase de yg dimention dlm blog ne...ya, kamu yg menyusahkn ak tu...

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

..wArkah..

<
Takkan lagi aku menunggu
kau hadir di dalam mimpi-mimpiku
puasku mengharapkan dirimu
seperti mereka yang punya cinta

Diriku tanpa dirimu
kau tempuhi penuh bahagia
diriku mahu kau tahu
pedih ini kau tak terasa

Warkahku mengharapkan dirimu
seperti yang aku kenali dulu
setiaku menantikan dirimu
seperti setianya terhadap diriku

Tapiku melepaskan mu
melangkah namun tak berdaya
terusku terus menunggu
cinta yang takkan pernah ada

lagu ne ost sindarela..
lil devil yg swoh cari..
kate owg ske tgk, padahal de ciap tau ag lagu ne..
then ble dgr spt besh la pulak..
ku suka liriknya..
pastu eila ckp cam kne ngn ak jew..
huhuhu kne kew??
mls mau pk..
hurm..

so i dedicate dis song to dearest lil devil..
owg da ade lagu ne..!!
sila jeles ye cyg..
hahahahaa

..demAm..

yep..
spt ku katekn di entry yg lepas..
kn ak kne selsema yg teruk..
so d nxt morning ku terima panggilan pd pkul 6..
e si mamat perasan mntk tolong amek die d melaka sentral..
so ak ngn selsema nye pegi la amek de..
de banje mkn mcD..hehe

blk smpat tdo kejap..
then kul 9 da msuk klas..
tp ms tu da x tahan..
usually ak da leh detect yg ak akn dmm..
sbb ble ko slalu kne selsema, u'll noe when it get worse..
pegi ke klinik d fac, tutup..
so mntk ngn prof a.j utk pulang awl..
then pegi laa klinik kt cubic..
temp ms tu bru 37.3..
bt then doc da bmurah ati bg mc..
blk tdo..
dat's all i did..

pg td papa ngn mama dtg..
huhu gtau dorg yg ak dmm..
n yela sbb ak ne jarang sakit.
ble skali sakit, agk teruk gk la kne kn..
so dorg dtg la, smbil itu utk mengambil aaq pulang.
kete mama xcdent, k.dik wat..
so mama xda kete..tu yg amek kete tu..
hurm..

by evening ak da rasa ok sket..
da bole huha..
huhuhu seb bek da btambah ok..
kire x teruk sgt la dmm kali ne...


well ble sakit nape kte rasa mau attention..
sdikit perhatian yg dberi oleh org sekeliling sudah mbuatkn ak
touched..
dan sdikit ketidak endah oleh org yg disayangi boleh buat ku sedey..



btw thnx kepada yg mdoakn supaya ak ok...
-itupn jika ade lah ye-

Monday, July 21, 2008

..siLver.LiNinG..

m back in mlc..
huhuhu pulang ke sunway bjumpa kesayangan ati..@cinta
n i watched journey to the center of the earth in 3d..!!
hehe...spt kujangka..
sgt besh dpt tgk 3d evn tket mahal pn..

pulang ke semenyih..
jupe ayahanda, bonda n kekanda2 sekalian..
mlm tu kuar cari aircond kt pokan semongih (translated as pekan semenyih)..
huhuhu mbuang duit juga d ctu..

ainina beli tket 2.15 yg perlu dnaiki d shah alam..
lil dvl mau amek d mentari..
jupe dia d sane n bjaya mengebas printer @ayuk
hehehe kemudian menuju ke giant shah alam..
mkn mcD..bt then it's not a gud part of d day..hurm @waswas

selepas itu ke 17 utk menaiki bas..
ku smpai pd kul 2 lebey sket..
tp ainina blom smpai..
sesat katenye..
dan org bas itu jahat xmo tunggu..
huh
:siga:so technically kami ditinggalkn oleh bas..huh ::(

nina cari tket, tp xda yg available..
tetbe lil dvl kate nk anta..
hurm sgt serba salah ketika itu..
ketika harga minyak da nek ne..
subang ngn sunway pn da kira jauh tau..
cian lk kt dear..hurm tp de degil nk anta kami juga..
jd kami berempat pn menuju ke melaka...
tp singgah mentari dlu amek brg..
kali ini berjaya mengebas pc lk @setan
terasa cam pcuri lk..huhuhu

smpai d mlk nk dkt kul 6..
ke rumah letak barang..
then mereka cadang mau tgk dark knight..
so kami menuju ke mbo..
dpt tix kul 8..
mkn 1901 dahulu..

dark knight is an interesting movie..
heath ledger did great for his last act..
lama lk tu cte nye..dua jam stengah..
n d great part is ak kne selsema..huhuhu
kemudian kami trus pulang..
kesayangan2 ati nk pulang..jauh lagi perjalanan mereka..
evndo skejap bt then m so happy
:inlove:

maceh kpd kesayangan2 ati @cium

especially to u dearie, thnx a lot for d trouble..it does means a lot to me..thnx
@cinta@oops@cium

dan ye...sy selsema..
sgt teruk sekali..
hidung sudah mau luka...

:sakit::snow10:

Friday, July 18, 2008

..atas ape terjadi pd mlm ini..

spt ak katakn..
ak x tpu..
ak ckp btul..
btul ak x tpu..
huhuhuhu cuma x gtau je...




tmbahan..
mata sgt gatal..
tp kejap gatal kejap ok..
skrg dlm kondisi ok..
adoi..



tmbahan kedua:
sok balik kl..
tket sudah beli..
nek bas kul 12.30..
mintak tlg shade belikn td..
huhuhu sok pulang ke sunway dlu..
luse bru pulang ke semenyih..
so m away 4 d weekend..
so long~

Thursday, July 17, 2008

..jOurney..

hurm...
mood kembali ok
:snow15:

maw cite psl smlm...
sudah lama janji ngn hanis maw tgk sepi..
so smlm kuar la bsama hns, nina n kasridona..
kuar agk lmbt...
kul 3 lebey..
cadangan ingin menonton di gsc baru kt dp..
tp sbelum tu byk menyinggah..
beli kabel utk tenet...

smpai kt sane..
kosong je..
cte sepi xda..
last2 tgk journey to the center of the earth..
masuk panggung kosong jew..
sgt sronok..
ade kami, sepasang perempuan dan klasmet ku yg b'bangsa cina...
kalu nk merasa dok couple seat pn bole..
bg owg mcm aku laa...
yelaaaa ak xpnah dok kapel seat..
nina gelakkn ak..
kate kesian kt ak sbb xpnah dok kapel seat...
:snow01:
nk wat cane da kapel2 ku yg sbelum ne xpnah belikn kapel seat..
uhuhuhu tpaksa la tunggu teman lelaki yg seterusnye ajk ak tgk muvi dok kapel seat
d muvi was not bad..
tp ak rasa lebey menarik kalu dpt tgk dlm 3d..

after d muvi..
kami melepak d pekan lama ats invitation oleh maoz yg dsampaikn oleh pet..
mnum ptg d ctu..
besh..
tenang jew..
huhuhuuhu






selepas itu kami bjalan2..
men game kt arcade..
pastu window shopping..
pastu shopping..
huhuhuhu

sementelah itu kami pn pulang..
anta kasridona d kbs..
lepak d mcD...
then pulang...

tu je la ape yg blaku smlm..
evndo smlm da tulis..
tp tujuan arini juz to upload d pix..
ngn tmbah beberapa fkta..
huhu

daa~
:snow14:

..undefined..

hurm...
nthla..
tetbe rasa xbesh..
xda mood...

pg td present ok jew..
evndo wat slide on d spot..
seb bek laa leh present..

blk g jj ngn eila..
beli brg sket...
mkn kfc..

mata gatal2..
rasa nk cabut jew mate ne..
hurm nape rasa x besh eyh?

hurm sok jumaat..
nk blk..
tp xnk blk..
hurm mau jupe owg itu..
bt then..
hurm kne blk umh gk..
nk blk ngn kete ke ngn bas??
wit xda la byk sgt..
tmbah ag sudah dibazirkn mlm td..
hurm..

nk blk x?
minggu dpn xle blk..
ade florafest..
huntress nk men..

week after pn xle blk..
ade npl..
kalu x g npl pn mesti nk g pengerang..

hurm nk blk ke x..
k.dik nk blk nxt week..
so last chance nk jupe dis week..
kalu blk jupe die je leh x?
pastu sbtu blk mlk blk..
hurm...

nape mls blk?
sbb blk pn xde org..
blk pn mkn ati..
blk ngn x blk same je..

nina blk sunway sok..
jupe sd..
nk ikut gk jupe lil dvl..
tp..

nth la..
it's juz undefined..

baiknya ku pergi..
tinggalkn dirimu..
sejauh mungkin..
utk melupakn..
dirimu yg slalu..
tak pedulikn ku..
yg mcintaimu

yg menyayangimu..

..bLank..

hurm ptg td x tdo pn..
xsmpt mau tdo..
went out..
g tgk muvi kt gsc baru...
tgk cte journey to the center of the earth
lebey besh jika dpt tonton dlm 3D

pastu lepak d pekan lama bsama maoz, pet n muz..
ouh ya..
kuar bsama ainina, hanis n pakcik don..
selepas itu kami shopping..
n ya sy telah mbazir duit

anta kasridona ke kbs..
dner d mcD..
pulang ke rumah..

now ak da blank..
tatau nk watpe utk presentation sok...
borg tajuk pn x tulis ag...
n da ngantuk..
tdo dlu leh x?
tp kalu x bangun..cane nk present sok?
da la x phm tajuk..
adoiiiiiiiii






nk tdo leh x?

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

..ku Sudah kemBaLi..

:hi:
:astig:

hehe ku sudah kembali...
skrang jalur lebar sudah mbelit kt umah...
bagus...sgt bagus..
hadir di saat ak perlukn..
mklumla sok ade presentation..
abg macho swoh present..
ngn title nye borg pn kne anta..
tp pd ptg ini mau meronggeng dahulu...

:devilishgrin:



hurm byk mau di apdet kn..
tp nnt la ye.,
mau tdo dlu..
sbb smlm xle tdo..
blk kul 1 lebey stelah lepak bsama hunterz kesayangan..
(itu akn dceritakn kemudian juga...tp kalu nk tau sgt g tgk kt blog shepha)

pulang dr naiman...
blk siap nk tdo..
bt then in d middle of my sleep...
tetbe bangun..
sudah kne flu..
n i cant sleep 4 d rest of d nite..

pegi ke kelas..
suhu bilik kuliah sgt sejuk..
ble b'alih ke lab microP pn btmbh rendah la suhu nye..
dan rasa spt mau demam ketika itu...
hurm rasa je la...tp x demam..

jd kesimpulannya..
sy mau tdo..
nanyte..
m off to bed
:snow43: