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..2.a.m..

terasa mau berkata2..
td cam ade jew benda nk ckp..
tp cam da lupe lk..

hurm...


aku akn senyum ble aku trase..
aku nanges sbb aku bodoh..
aku ketawa sbb aku sedey..
aku sgt bodoh kerana menanges bile dgr lagu yg aku rasa spt mceritakn perasaan aku...
sbbnye?
sbb sebolehnye aku maw..
aku maw org faham ape aku rasa tanpa aku katakn kpd mereka..
sbb aku tidak bole berkata ape aku rasa kpd mereka..
it's a big no..
knape?
sbb aku tiada hak..
sbb aku tidak layak sama skali..
sbb aku bkn sesape bg mereka..
jd siapakh aku?

kurasa..
ku rasa spt..
hurm..
aku hnye peneman..
aku hnye penghibur mereka..
aku hnye utk mereka bsuke ria..
aku hnye utk bgembire..
adekah aku bgembire?
ya aku gembira dpt mgembirakn mereka..
aku gembire mereka tidak bosan dgn ku..
aku gembire when i saw d smile is sketch across his face..
dan aku sgt gembira ble mereka pura2 care ttg aku..
n adakh aku sememangnye gembire?
epy epy epy me...
m i?
aku layak utk epy?
bgaimana aku layak sdgkn aku tdk layak utk dianggap lebey..
lebey dr phibur..
lebey dr pene…

.mengeapdet..

li da abes..
report da anta..
skrg menganggur...
tanam anggur kt dlm badan..
huh?????


pegi melaka... anta report.. melawat umah sewa. knal mak epul.. knal housemates to be... mereka bertige.. so mencari lg sorg... hurmmmmmm
ape yg berubah di melaka?
ade menara berputar...
bangunan carrefour yg spt wisma negeri...
yg len x smpt dperhati..
mengejar ms dan kepenatan...
muke pn pucat..
kepala sudah weng..
kaki sudah penat..
terasa mau muntah..



jupe sumbody... da lama x jupe die.. since nov last year.. hurm miching u aroung la... fun to b with u.. bt then... nth la... stay close, dont go... i'll remember those words.. evn it hurts.. huhuhuhu sengalkah diriku ini... mbuatkn diriku pk.. diriku sentiasa berada bersama seseorg.. org yg x memerlukn diriku.. tetapi ku akn setia bsama org itu.. evn ku tau dia x memerlukn aku.. ttp ku akn sentiasa bsama org itu.. ku setia akn org itu.. aku bodoh ke? i will owez stay close.. n pray for their happiness.. aku yg risau jika mereka ade prob dgn yg lebih utama.. aku cuba mrationalizekn jika m…

..LeLaki.tEgaR.yg.haLUs..

..kelembutan pada seorang lelaki.. maaf ye hafizi..tp aku ske gmbar ini..

..womeN = haZardoUs..

..go.to.he.LL..

aku tbaca stat seseorg..
xdala aku kate aku trase..
bt then stat tu mcm tuju kt aku jew..
kalu la btul tuju kt aku kn..
brape kali sudah kukatakan..
aku tak mahu amek tau psl jantan sialan itu..
aku tidak pnah knal jantan itu..
aku xpnah kwn pn ngn jantan itu..
aku tidak pnah bsua muka pn ngn itu jantan..
dan aku sgt mbenci jantan itu..
aku sudh x bcakp ngn jantan itu..
malah aku tdk ym/msg pn jantan itu..
aku xpnah simpan no jantan itu..
malah aku sgt bencikn jantan itu..
aku xpnah tau kwujudan itu jantan..

aku bahagia ngn diri aku..
aku xperlu kaco org len..
so jgn kaco aku..
go n f*** sum1 else..
huhu..
aku juga suka akn org len..
aku mberi perhatian kpd org len..
ape shj stat aku, cerita aku kata aku tidak ada kne mengena dgn kamu..
xda keme mengeme ngn jantan sialan itu..

so jgn kaitkn aku dgn hidup kamu..
aku x knal kamu..
aku xknal jantan sialan itu..
go f*** urself..

get a life..!!

lalalalalla

..ru.N..

nth la.. dunno wut to describe dis feeling.. trase bt then i cant b mad.. mau gembira bt yet m sad.. maw nanges bt then aku kne epy.. maw tnye tp i noe where i stand.. maw ckp bt i noe m nothing.. maw minta tp i noe cant.. maw hope bt yet there's no hope.. wanna wait bt there's nothing to wait.. wanna let go bt i juz cant.. maw lari.. maw lari jaoh2.. if only i can run n nvr return.. run n nvr look back. run n forget all of dis.. i wish it cud b simple as dat.. i wish it is simple.. i wish it's easy.. i wish i hadnt fall.. i wish it didnt hv to b dis way.. i wish i cud wish...

..wheN oLD freNz meet Up..

mIni reUnion of ex students of mjsc pt..hehe
dis is d 3rd reu actualy..
yg 1st kt klcc merdeka last yr, bt only 5 of us turned up..
yg 2nd kt melawi, bt i didnt go..(yg ne plg ramai)
pegi lambat aritu, after loads of things to do @ home..
yg pegi:
machenazilifadhilpeneipejajasharinaramiza (hehe)2 org jemputan iaitu kwn ipe n jaja..they met up awl lagi..bt then aku smpai midvalley kul 5..trus g men bowling ngn mereka..hehe besh gk laa..n d best part is, aku nye score lagi tinggi dr pene (wakil masum upnm)..hehehewell guyz, great to spend d day wit u..so hope ade next gathering lak ye..


..tagged again..

tagged by irfan..layankan aje dak kecik ini

TAGSTUFF : Instructions: Remove 1 question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.

1. Pick 1..love or lust..
[luv]

2. What was the last movie you've watched?
[evolusi kl drift..nxt will be over her dead body]

3. If you were to be stranded on a desert island, who are the 3 blog buddies you would take with you?
[shepha,keri,teah]

4. Where is the place that you want to go the most?
[rite now? southampton utk melarikn diri]

5. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
[to av all d wishes in d world]

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
[nope..cuz rainbow juz an illusion, it's a beau, bt it's nvr there]

7. What are you afraid to lose the most now?
[them dat matters to me n faith]

8.Where are you off to after this?
[pegi men pool d 15..pkai bju kurung bul…

..breAk..

penulis di kala ini sedangmenderita sakit mata.. sakit sejak 2 rabu lepas (2 april 08) sgt jarang melayan anda 2 minggu ini kn.. i'll be back n get back to u when m ok.. so hope u'll njoy ur day.. sape yg tag diriku, nnt la ye.. ..m.iss.ing..n..wi.ll..o.wez..mis.sin.g..hi.m..

..poLis sentrY 1 2 jaGa..

..Lyk.u'LL.nVr.sEe.me.agAin..

If I had no more time No more time left to be here Would you cherish what we had? Was it everything that you were looking for? If I couldn't feel your touch And no longer were you with me I'd be wishing you were here To be everything that I'd be looking for I don't wanna forget the present is a gift And I don't wanna take for granted the time you may have here with me Cause Lord only knows another day is not really guaranteed
So every time you hold me Hold me like this is the last time Every time you kiss me Kiss me like you'll never see me again Every time you touch me Touch me like this is the last time Promise that you'll love me Love me like you'll never see me again

How many really know what love is? Millions never will Do you know until you lose it
That it's everything that we are looking for When I wake up in the morning You're beside me I'm so thankful that I found Everything that I been looking for
I don't wanna forget the present is a …

.taG..u'rE it..

hurm telah di tag oleh en keri

so this is it..
8 thIngs dat wiLL maKe u reGret knOwing raMiza 8 reaSons for u to Hate raMiza . . . 1. she drives a perodua kelisa limited edition..black n blue in color registered with plate number AAQ 22. 2. she didnt eat veggie..bt she's into ulam n salad.. 3. she can be outgoing but most of d tym she's a listener n observer.. 4. she is hot tempered..bt yet easily cool off.. 5. chocolate is her fave..sgt ske sbenarnye.. 6. u can say dat she's bad..she is, i admit that..she've done several things dat she regret which of can make u hate her bt then she'll owez b there for u even u hated her.. 7. she find it very difficult to say no to sum1, she'll answer ur call in d middle of her sleep..she'll reply ur text even wit her both eyes closed.. 8. she's not addorable, not lovable..bt yet it's hard for her fall in luv..bt then once she fall for u, she'll do anything to make u happy..evendo in d end, she'll b d one dat hurts all …

..seALed..

where i'm standing, i can go nowhere what i'm feeling, i couldnt ask more what i have, is just your shadow what i'm holding onto, is just your presence .... you're near, yet untouchable you're in my arms, yet unreachable ignoring me, would be the best loving you is what i do best .... but still, it's just in my dreams where my memories with you are sealed with tears . . . mentari court 0445hrs, april 3rd 2008

..mY seCret..

..for d one.. . . what i feel, only i know.. what i possess, only i have.. our heart, only we who care.. our love, only we who keep.. the pain, others cant bear.. the tear, other cant wipe.. what i have for you, i give it all.. what i feel for u, let i keep it with me.. and my love for you, let it slowly dies with me.. . . ..mmz, bukit jelutong.. ..2015 hrs, 1st april 2008..

..oUr wiShes weRe grAnted in A weEk..

PapA's 61st biRthdaY


kami satu family (except k.dik n family) mkn di tgi friday's subang parade nina pn ikut skali mlm tu b.cik blnje sgt kenyang bcuz it's such a big portion for a person i ate lamb chop, sgt kenyang birthday present?? haha oredi gave when i got ptptn loan kre cam advance laa... nway d foods there quite tasty
A&W nYte



wanTed to eat a&w since npl 1st leg lagi...but asyik tertangguh je..da byk kali laaa tertangguhnya..then unexpetedly ade org ajk mkn a&w..so pegi je la smbil menonton movie 27 dresses..which quite not bad muvi..light drama..utk melihat ske2..hahaha but then me n nina enjoyed our coNey doG n root beer float..yummy...


haIrcut & j.cO
when we got our internship allowance, first thing we did was to get a haircut..hehe oredi told nina weeks before dat i wanna cut my hair..make it shorter..y? hurm one of d reason is dat my hair is damaged due to coloring n highlighting dat i did b4..another is bcuz mau tukar angin utk berambut pendek..so after ac…