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..m addicted to drug..

Hi..

saje nk apdet sbb rs cam blog da tbiar.
ye ye ak tau ak slalu ckp cmni.
tp bkn ade org sgt bc blog ne..as far as i concern la..
org yg dlu rajin ade pn, skarang ne paksa pn jgn arap de nk type addrs neh kt browser de..
hahah

actually otak tgh blur gle skang..
dgn kondisi ati yg x pnah meningkat..
dan juga keadaan diri yg semakin sorot..

fikir2 balik kn, ape kene la ngn ak..
smpai need to take drug(read:prescribed meds) semata2 utk tdo..
sdangkan tdo adalah satu perkara yg xpnah jd masalah utk ak sblom ne..
sbb stress kah?
hurm i av to b frank dat these few days mmg ak stressed out.
stressed sgt yg amat.
menyebabkn ak mmg nk tuka keje len (tu cte len yg da lapuk)..
time wat psm dlu pn x stress mcm ne even grade da mcm ujung tanduk..
sket lg mau fail..tp msh bole tdo..

kadang2 kn..ak rs cam robot.
pegi keje mcm org gle, sdangkn ak rasa org gle pn x keje cm ak..
kene buat keje yg sama berulang kali not bcuz d nature of d job, bt bcuz of org yg ak xplain 45 kali pn dorg xpaham n lepa…

..sementara boleh disenyum..

holla!

huhu rajin sungguh mengapdetkn?
hahaha xpe, mood tgh baek..

ati sunggug riang arini..
kenapa?
sbb arini saya jupe lil D utk lunch..
dan arini sy bmain badminton d bkt jelutong..
bsama lil D n dak2 swichtec yg len..
mestilah gembira bukan?
bersama kesayangan ati..
pastu had fun yg sgt seronok..
hahah exaggerate gle..
sungguh..
gembira sungguh yg teramat arini..
bkn senang mau dpt ari yg mgembirakn seperti ini..
apetah lg ak da lama x bsosial, it's juz fun..
dan mengingat juga memori yg lama..
tp memori ttp memori..
sekadar boleh mengingat, tp x bole re-live it..
tp close to dat is more than enuf..
sbb tu kte perlu cherish every moment of every second =)

mokmok cyg,
thnx a lot for today..
really appreciates it..
n i owe u for dat =)
luv ya!

men badminton pn da over excited perempuan ne..
hahha ko tatau perasaan nye, so juz bear with it..
ak juz gembira..so let me be it..
boleh kn?

ok bye =)

..updated!timba ilmu d perigi sekolah?..

Hi..

ok arini mcm rajin nk apdet blog.
tetbe cam ade idea nk apdet.

well, xdala menarik sgt..
juz nk share some memories.
certain ppl do know yg ak kn slalu pndah randah (slalu la sgt) time kecik2 dlu..
i've stayed few states around my years..
skolah pn da byk da skolah ak pnah msuk..
so tetbe rasa cam nk share sket psl skolah ak pnah attend up to..
mgkn dr kindergarten, bt i'm not very sure of the yr..
tp xpela kn



KINDERGARTEN
Canning Garden, Ipoh, Perak (1991-1992)x igt sgt pn psl dis school. tp i do remember yg ak pnah ade sports day, nek bus pegi tadika.igt sket2 je =)
St Martin's Kindergarten, Kota Bharu, Kelantan (1992) bangunan belakang tu la class dlu..huhu
when we moved to KB, ak msuk tadika ne kt jln pengkalan chepa. pegi nek van skolah, most of them are chinese. actually it was a kindergarten yg dijaga oleh church (as u can see the tadika's name). Kami pkai skirt, xmcm tadika len..huhu..ms ak darjah satu cam pelik gk la sbb rmai yg tadika kt tg anis or tadika fat…

..it has been 3 years..

hi.

ye da 3thn sjk ak officially jd single..
evn ak mcm da x mengaku ex ak yg last tuh..
tp da 3thn la ak bstatus single yg x taken..huhu

arini juga new lunar year.
so to all Chinese, Happy Chinese New Year guys.
May the year of the tiger, brings u prosperity..
td mkn dabel prosperity beger..

sbenarnye xda idea pn nk apdet.
juz trase nk apdet.
da kul 6, tp still blom tdo.
mb sbb pnat seharian kmas umah.
td jupe dila, amek keropok2 yg de bwk dr sbh..
smpat jupe kjap je, tp thnx dila, kte simpan SR utk nxt time =)

smlm (eh 2mlm lepas).
jupe lil D.
i was very sure that he wont see me again after wut happened last sunday.
tp smlm ak beg utk jupe de for a minute (ok, phm, ak pathetic)
sbb last saturday, ak salam de without knowing it was d last time ak salam n cium tgn de.
sbb ble kami bperang ari ahad tu, ak lgsg x bsalam ngn de.
so, he granted my wish yesterday.
mmg da nanges2 da otw ke sana,bkn nk bdrama mnta smpati
cuma mmg hati da x tertahan bila mengenangkn it wud b my last time utk …

..miserable thot produces unhealthy life..

hi..

nth knape skarang da mls nk apdet.
mgkn sbb xda org bc? (like ak amek tau org bc x b4..haahaha)
teda masa? mgkn..
teda idea..mgkn..
atau ilang punca? ape kene mengena?

last wiken will nvr b d best wiken in my life.
shud b voted as the worst wiken. mng tanpa btanding pn buleh.
it wasnt my proudest moment, ever.
n to d person, m sorry.
a simple sorry wont make it up for it, like u said.
i noe it, bt it's d best dat i can do.
i cant bring u flower or buy u luxury gift cuz i cant afford it.
juz my sincere(ati plg sincere lah ckp) apology jek.
nk mnta maaf nanges2 pujuk rayu pn xle..haha
like u will ever gonna see me again.

skarang mood utk buat apa saje pn xda.
seyesly.
pegi keje, wat keje, srabut ngn keje, blk keje, tgk tv, tdo.
tu je wut i've been doing.
tnyalah rakan2 loser (atau ada yg da ex loser spnjang ak xjupe korang?)
mereka pn akan kata da sbulan x jupe ak.
d last time i socialized pn ms jupe hns, zam, nina, dath ngn kwn2 dath..
lpas tu life ak, umh,ofis,kilang pana…

..fuh fuh..

Hello...

Dah lama x apdet blog..rindu pulak..muahahaha
Well, i've been bz for these past weeks..
with ian was arnd for this past month, mmg amat menyeksakn..

hurm td mcm ade idea nk apdet..ne da xda da.
mane ilang idea pn tatau..

kondisi diri?
pnat, tdo x cukop, tp kesihatan mcm ok je..
da kurang da migraine which is good la kn?
juz kdg2 je idung soksek sbb ade 3 eko dak nakal kt umah..
other than that, i'm fine, i guess..

kondisi ati?
haih~
nth la..
kadang2 juz rasa mcm i dont care anymore.
or mgkn tlalu pnat utk amek peduli.
well dis so called relationship(which is not) have passed the 2yrs milestone.
who had guessed that we will b arnd this far..kn?
hm smlm pn gado gk..cant remember cane leh start..
tp of kos la mst ak yg start..yep, come n blame it on me =)
n i ended up with saying sumtg..
sumtg yg i hope he'll b happy to hear it..
i do hope u do, dear..
mgkn bole buang saja segala kenangan.
mgkn bole buang saja semua barangan itu..
mungkin it'll be easier for u.
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