Monday, November 29, 2010

Thursday, November 25, 2010

..belakang kepada kotak satu..

Perasaan?
Terasa mellow, pathetic, lame, loser, semua ada..
Dan itu menyumbang kepada muka plastik yg dipamerkan kepada org sekeliling..
Tapi menanges laju2 jugak dkt sahabat rapat..


Ramai org kata.
Mungkin this is the thing should really end.
Tanya aku?
Tak payahlah..
Aku sendiri dah buntu mahu buat ape.
Yg aku tahu, i'm back to kotak satu.

Tapi kali ni aku rasa lain.
Mungkin sebenarnya diri makin tabah..
Atau mungkin hati makin sedikit..
Mungkin perasaan makin kosong..

Atau mungkin kerana dia masih ada.

Still, i still pray that there'll be away.
In any means..
That this thing would end.

Tapi siapa tahu kn?
Kita buah catur.
Yg Maha Berkuasa yg gerakkan kita.
Sebab tu kita hamba pada Dia.


ok, aku da rasa aku start melalut.
time tidur.

ok, bye

Monday, November 22, 2010

..intuition..

Hm

Usually i can sense whenever something bad is going to happen..
terutama kalau ada kaitan dgn my loved ones..

n i am rite.
n i hate myself for it...

Friday, November 19, 2010

..last, past, best..

pick ur pick..


Dah jadi kebiasaan for most people.
When u exactly found a person who satisfy all the criterias in ur "dream guy/girl checklist", u will most likely hang to the statement that "he/she is perfect for me!"
U flirted, dated, broke up, make up and broke up again.
Jadi makanya, you decided that he/she is not the one for you.


Tapi...
But...
You still claim that he/she is the best u ever had and u kinda frustrated when u couldnt find someone who is at least u are comfort with..
and again, u will claim that he/she is the best u ever had.

He/she might be the best you ever had, but he/she may not be the last.

i want u to be my last
i dont want u to be my past
n i dont need u to be the best

=)


ok, bye


pies: sbenarnye da dalam draft. mengarut. kala bosan kte edit balik.

Thursday, November 18, 2010

..global positioning system tak berjaya..

Bila ketika hati sedang kosong, ketika itulah perasaan pathetic makin memuncak.
Dan ketika itulah memang kasihan pada diri sendiri.


It's not a must.
Tapi itulah, ketika rasa kosong, lame, pathetic, sadis, plastik er bukan plastik..
Time tu rasa macam memerlukan.
But yet again, hello, kamu baru berusia 24thn kotttt...


Seyesly secara seriusnya yang sgt seriously.
Encek Betul atau Kanan atau Tuan Sempurna yg might not exist.
Bilakah kamu mahu muncul?
Do u really need a GPS?
Do u know how to gugel a place and use the Google Map?
Do i really need to get a BB just to create a possibility?
Or, perlu saya tnya sama ada anda sebenarnya wujud atau tidak?


Ouh, bukanlah desperate..
Cuma sekarang tengah pathetic mode.

ok, bye

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

..pemerhatian yg memerhati..

hm

org yg kamu tengok pergi surau sentiasa pun tidak menjamin dia tidak pernah melakukan salah.
mahupun dosa.

best sgt ke beer?