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..stUpiD.mistaKe..

I've been letting you down, downGirl I know I've been such a foolGiving in to temptationWhen I should've played it coolThe situation got out of handI hope you understandIt can happen to..Anyone of us, anyone you think ofAnyone can fallAnyone can hurt someone they loveHearts will break'Cause I made a stupid mistakeIt can happen to..Anyone of us, say you will forgive meAnyone can failSay you will believe meI can't take my heart will break'Cause I made a stupid mistakeA stupid mistakeShe was kind of excitingA little crazy I should've knownShe must have altered my senses'Cause I offered to walk her homeThe situation got out of handI hope you understandA stupid mistakeshe means nothing to me(nothing to me)I swear every word is truedon't wanna lose youm i juz a stupid mistake?m i owez is?

..can u TeLL mE??,,

can sumbody juz tell me?


..Q..

ak pnat..

pnat jg ati seme owg..

bt then it was never enuf..

m i too demanding..

if i ask d same from other ppl..

pnat jaga ati..

senyum ble kecewa ngn mereka..

gelak ble sakit ati..

tsengih ble marah..

ak pnat...

bt then..

nape ak trasa cam mereka x pduli pn ape ak rasa?

nape dorg x jaga ati ak..

or ak je yg xpnh puas ati ats ape yg dorg wat?

*sigh~



ak pnat ble tiap kali..

tiap kali jln blk umah, ak kne tahan..

tahan from others to c dat m sad..

dat m crying..
pnat la wat 2 benda at d same tym...jln kaki smbil tahan d tears..hurm abes2 ak ne..blog pn da jd cam orbituary..*sigh~ak bsalah kew?

..cuRreNt..

deym...
rs spt mau..
mau ..... lagi...
deym...
ak pnt cmne..
rs cm nk demam...
org kate..
kalu kte tlampau bgembira..
jgn tlalu xcitd..
sbb benda buruk akn menyusul...

deym..
ak pnat..
n rasa nk dmm...

..hey...

hurm...
nth la..
patut x ak jd owg yg pentingkn dri sendri?
only cares for wut i feel..
atau ak kne jaga ati owg len?

wut if...
kalu ak cari kegembiraan ak sendri ngn menyakitkn ati owg len?
ak cr benda yg ak epy ngn x pedulikn owg len?
so shud i care bout others and juz ignore my feeling?

wut do i feel?
nth laa...
rs spt maw mcampakn diri sendri dr puncak pyrmd ne..
ouh shud i start to look for sumtg else?
hurm cik mija..
knape laa kamu jenis camne..
hard to fall n hard to let go n forget..

hey myself..
how r u?
r u ok?
or r u breaking up inside there?
r u torn apart?
r u holding on there?
or hv u hang urself up on d sky?
how does it feel to cut d wrist?
stopping d blood from circulating d body..

aduh...
ak pn tatau nape ngn ak..
dia pn da senyap jew...
hurmmmmm
*sigh~

biarkn ak mnjaga perasaan ini.. mjaga segenap cinta yg telah kau beri... engkau pergi aku xkn pergi.. engkau menjauh aku xkn jauh.. sbenarnya diriku masih mharapknmu...

..i BeLieVe in YOu..

you dont remember me
but i remember u
i lie awake n try so hard
not to think of u
but who can decide what they dream?
and dream i do..
i believe in u
i'll give up everything just to find u
i hv to be with u to live, to breath
u're taking over me

..woRk..

currently kt tmpt keje..
sbb sgt bosan...
bwk la lappy..

ade org cte..
dia mimpi..
m trying to commit suicide..
kelar tangan..
dia dtg umh sewa kt mlk..
nvr told dat person umah ku yg mana..
bt he described perfectly...
dia dtg umh..
n saw nina 's crying...
bt i wasnt there..
btul ke anda bmimpi cmtu???

..tiRinG..

tetiap ari keje..
pnat..
bosan..
but wut to do..
cheers to wuteva dat brings d food on d table, aite?
keje kt pyramid..
tetiap ari keje..
da sminggu keje..
bru sehari off..
n sgt la byk msuk shift petang..
meaning blk mlm...
*sigh~

mama kate bgus la keje..
kne pndai cari wit sendri da skrg..
mama da xmampu nk bagi..
bole tolong je sket2...
*sigh~
slama ne aku byk mtk wit eyh..
hurm...

ade org ckp..
blog aku dpenuhi kisah sedey je..
mcm jiwa ku ne sgt kronik..
btul ke?
suram muram eyh blog ku ini?
m i over expressing ma feeling?
atau aku hnye perlu cerita yg gumbira shj..
yg dukalarasukarsurammuramkelam harus aku simpan sahaja..
bmonolog shj d dalam ati...
smpan shj ttg perkara tsebut..
org akn bosan..
hurmm........

sejak keje da jarang bsuka ria...
jarang ade masa bsama mereka..
jarang ade masa utk diri sendri..
aritu aku ad keje shift pagi..
so abes keje kul 7..
mereka ajk tgk cte ironman..
hehehe nsb bek...
kalu x mesti aku kebosanan tdak bsosial..
dan dengki mereka tgk movie..
ari khmis lak aku off...
dok umah...
tdo...kem…

..deym..

aku melihat ape yg aku da tau.. aku tau ape yg aku patut tau.. tp aku wat benda yg aku tak patut buat.. it made me realize (actualy yg utk seberapa byk kali yg kamu bole kire) yg aku ne stupid.. huhuhuhu ouh sungguh penat la beperasaaan begini.. perasaan yg ku memang aware.. then knape aku msh lg mau mnjadi org yg bodoh? satu persoalan yg kurang reti utk aku jwb.. penatlaa..pnat pnat.. tp sendri yg cari psl.. mau salahkn sape lg? juz blame it on maself.. ouh dear.. y cant u get ur own life.. instead of bugging ppl's life? ouh deym.....

..dream..

smlm mimpi...
mimpi sumtg..
takut benda tu jd..
if yes, m so dead..
camne eyh..
shud i tell..
or shud i find ma own solution..
ouh damn...
siapakah??