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..seyesly, deym seyesly..

all dis tense makes me wanna sleep..


p/s: cyg, thnx thnx thnx..sbenarnye nk mnta kinder egg td, tp malu =) huhuhuhu

p/s/s: cyg...sory org x wat psm ag..nk tdo..cakit pale..dah, jgn bebel..xmo dgr..muahahaha

p/s/s/s: ok, ok bkn pada org yg same....pada org yg baca, nnt la apdet psl earth hour, bday papa, kondisi ati, isi otak n sgale..kalu da apdet tu, nmpk sgt ak x wat pape utk innotek + psm.. muahahha..

And I'll never give myself to another
The way I gave it to you
Don't even recognize
The ways you hurt me
Do you?
It's gonna take a miracle to bring me back
And you're the one to blame

..juz aint a great day..

well...
it was ok at d beginning of d day..
clas abes awl..
then skip pjumpaan ngn tnc..
huhuhu

petang g trening..
singgah tasik sbb chepul kate nd ade sane..
g tgk xda pn..
trening..
n ms nk menuju ke dewan sukan..
nk langkah besi penghadang jalan tu..

sape tatau, ne la besi penghadang jalan tu..tp bkn yg kt campus..
ne kt hiway mane tah

sumhow i slipped..
so dpt laaaaa satu luka yg pjg..huhu
padan muka...

panjang n tebal punye luka..
sengal..

da la otw nk kuar kwsn dt tu kne tahan ngn guard..
malang betul...

seb bek mlm dok umah diam2..
konon stdy ic dsgn..
std menda len ade laa..
huhuhu jwbnye, arini bab theoey ak x reti jwb lgsung..
hhuhu

..quickie..

juz a quick apdet..

for those who loves to twittering..i found dis on youtube..huhu



hmm y i seldom apdet my blog?
i do av soooo much to say..
but..
juz but..
m lazy, m tired n i got other things dat need to b done..
plus..
a little plus..
malas nk ckp pape..
cuz i dun wanna make things worse anymore..

ade org ckp my blog mcm da ceria sket...
is it bcuz i av another place to pour out my anger, sadness etc?
nope..
if u DO read, my blog still got sum -ve writing here n there..
cuma, da mls nk da nk tulis bnda sedey2 marah2 sgt..
1st, ikot nasihat a dear friend of mine, my exclassmate in tpg, mai..she said, quit saying things dat hurt u cuz u cnt move on dat way..
2nd, da byk bnda jd kt idop ak..juz dun wanna make my fucked up life become more miserable, messier etc..

agpn asek d kategorikn blog emo je oleh incik ikram hakimi..
cheh smpaikn arini ade org dtg dr blog de sbb of:
p.s : aku rasa macam penulisan aku dah sama emo dengan Mija. Hohoho

okla..
nk g treninig
igt nk sgh jp kt tasik..
bye

..empty house full of memories..

melaka-semenyih-ipoh-sunway-melaka
huhu wut a weekend =)

went back to ipoh last weekend..
umh kt sane da nk djual, so av to kemas n pilih ape yg nk diambil n tgl or buang..
sbb umh kt sane full of thingy back from d hse was bought sumwhen in 80s..
huhu sgt bnyk harta khazanah =)

blk ipoh sunday morning rain is falling..
erk.
dlm nk dkt tghari bru smpai sane..
g pasar besar sbb mama nk beli sumthg..
alih2 mama ngn k.ida borong 2 papan telur..
tu nsb bek x jd beli taugeh (ipoh's taugeh is d best)..tp ak xmkn taugeh pn ;p
da kul 1 bru blk umah..huhu


ni la pasar besar ipoh..dlu ada superkinta..
hm supermarket yg lps tu ganti ngn parkson.. belah bawah pasar, ats supermarket..dlu2 beli bju raya kt cni la =)


ni yik foong..
ms zaman akak2 n abg ak, sgt la femes tpt ne..
k.ida kate, nk wat sluar tah pape(in trend pd zaman mereka) wat kt cni la..
time ak, xpegi sgt tpt ne..huhu


ne kdai jual nasi ganja..
lg besh dr pelita, dr glenmarie dr seme lah..
lil D, ne la kdai org ckp nasi wangge wangge tu (pardon d spell…

..masih tidak produktif..

masih melalui mgu yg kurang produktif..
wah, ape nk jd dgn kamu ni, ramiza..
byk keja yg tgendala tuh!

gembira msg ngn sum1..
evndo isi msg tu, ehm hampeh lgsg..
sgt tidak seswai utk kanak2 bwh umo..huhuhu

test? hm bole la..masih blom menguasai subj ic design..
kalu lukis gmba ic malaysia pn belum tentu leh pas..erk, apekah?
mengarut..
keje?
muahahaha buat lg last minute..
psm?
ak tlg org figure out de pnye coding, tp coding ak x siap2 ag..
pdhal kne wat database gmba..
mmg pemalas la kamu ne ramiza..adoiiii

jadi ape aku buat?
berkasih sayang dgn encik google..
dan berbicara ttg perkara x masuk akal..
yg x bermanfaat utk pembelajaran pada waktu ini..
bt maybe can become handy later..hahaha abaikn..

penutup mgu pmbelajaran?
class ethic yg ak xwat pape sementara org len present d hadapan..
duduk d blkg smbil borak, tgk gmba, mengarut etc..
menulis, msg ttg bnda akademik, sopan, x senonoh..haha
dan akhirnya, tgn ku dicubit oleh kar lok mgunakn meja..
dan bila mlm, bru ak sdar..
ak da memalukn diri sendri..
tu la, …

..Life ain't anYthinG aLonE..

hari ne hari gembira ak..
erk bkn, smlm..skrg sudah hari baru..



hurm walaupun kesemua kuliah tidak dihadiri..
kecuali subj engineering ethic krn ak student yg beretika.. =) ahah

thanx kepada beberapa org yg made my day..
my day was next to perfect (dselangi air mata.haha)


thnx lil D..
da lama org xbcakap epy2 ngn awk kn =)
maceh sbb dgr org meluahkn perasaan yg sengal smbil melayan all those craps..hahahaha
thnx a lot..i miss talking to u happily like dat =)

little D yg bsama ketika proses menangis..haha

thnx pd mereka yg ym ak spanjang ptg..
sbb xda sape yg ym menyakitkn ati..
besh smbil bergosip n mbuat post mortem sendri..hahaha

thnx kpd dat sum1 yg namanye xle d mention d cni..hahaha
thnx sbb slalu teman org, n talk to me when nobody wont even want to talk to me..
thnx sbb slalu teman org mkn..maceh =)
x kurus da la org mcm ne..hahahhaha

aik..da jd mcm entry dedication lk..
xpela..aslkn ak epy arine..
thnx again to those who made my day..
love u lah..!! hahaha

..inDuLge..

dressed up..more than i usually do..
ye ah slalu kuar sgt selekeh..
start kete terus g JJ..


lasagna + oreo cheesecake + vanilla milkshake
yummy..

a self treat for myself..
n it's perfect, evndo i av to eat alone..
bt then bak kate miss-D, we need time for ourselves..
so, pedulikan lah mata memandang melihat seorang perempuan yg sdikit melawa sbb-biasanya-dia-selekeh mkn bseorangan..
makan sedap2 lak tu..
mahal lk tu..
wah abes duit ku..
tp xpe, dlm sminggu ak kurang mkn, so kira utk sminggu nye mkn ah tu..
huhu

bab kurang mkn..
more ppl kate ak cengkung..
wah sgt xbesh..
sbb ble ckp cengkung as if x sihat la kn..
adala sorg tu yg menukarkn ke-cengkung-an ak as a gud thing
"okla, kecik sket muka..comel"..
i tot muka bulat2 yg comel, bkn cengkung..

hmm teringat beberapa perkara mjengkelkn for dis week..
c jantan sial tu asek tepon n ym..
tolonglah, i told u i dun evn want to admit dat i knew u.
so butt off..
ko da ade awek, yg bg ak cukup baik utk ko..
eh x, bg ak de sgt baik, yg ko x spatutnye des…

..cheese n cream..

sbtu yg sgt x produktif..
bgn lmbt sbb mlm td tdo lewat..
dok gatai nk mengikut org..hahah

1 ari x mkn..
last2 sendri yg lapar..
tu namanya akibat kemalasan diri yg sgt tinggi dtambah dgn tiada teman b'bicara..erk apekah..

makanya, ari sbtu ak dpenuhi ngn keja x bfaedah lgsg..huhu
bangun ngadap lappy, mandi pastu ngadap lappy..
baca blog, buka fb..
bosan kn?

hmm baca blog seorg blogger yg femes gkla..
blog ne ak da lama ak tau, tp ms tu xdpt cari..
sbb ak tminat ngn cte yg dia kawen ngn seorg reader blog de..
btunang selepas sbulan knal n da kawen da pn..
besh kn dgr cte cinta org yg sgt simple n av a happy ending..
berangan kejap...haha

xkurang juga ada cte sedey abt sesape yg tputus d tgh jln evn da lama pn..
well, jangkamasa x menjamin sebuah hubungan kn?
xsemestinya da lama mjalin hubungan akn bkekalan..
n x semestinya bru dlm phubungan x mjanjikn kebahagiaan..

da byk benda yg ak phatikn dlm idup ne..
cheating n been cheated..
da lama berumahtangga bt then cheated on his wife..
da lama bcinta, alih2…

.tagged by miss D..

Continue this game by taggin 7 people
~ikutla sape nk wat..


1. What have you been doing recently?
~ trying sooo hard to stay focus =)

2. Do you ever turn your cellphone off?
~ penah...slalu..

3. What happened at 10.am today?
~ nothing..i was still asleep

4. When did you last cry?
~ masa otw g utm kot..haha sengal

5. Believe in fate/ destiny?
~ i do

6. What do you want in your life now?
~ anything dat make me content =)

7. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains or just put up your hood?
~ i juz let it be..feels the rain on my skin =) i will walk as usual =)

8. What’s your favourite thing to do on the bed?
~ sleep..make sum love..haha

9. What bottoms are you wearing now?
~ shorts yg btompok cat =)

10. What’s the nicest thing in your inbox?
~ nice things dat reminds me of nice memories..plg igt "sory honey..org t'tdo"..sengalkn?

11. Do you tend to make the relationship complicated?
~ yeah i do

12. Are you wearing anything borrowed from anyone?
~ nope..xske..cube mengelak seboleh yg mungkin

13. What …

..mari kita stretch kan badan..

ini yg terjadi bila anda duduk dlm lecture yg sama utk 4 jam setengah~~~

pardon them...please..haha

tlg jgn wat perangai begini bila lecturer anda sedang mengajar di hadapan ye



ak ske subject real time..tp masa yg lama sgt mengantukkn n mbosankn...
kesian en riduan, kami ne x menumpukan perhatian langsung..
da ar ada test jumaat ne..
naseb bek kuiz td leh jwb..huhu

..kegilaan yg gila..

da lama x apdet..
nthla, tiada mood..

aritu ke utm tiada mbawa kemenangan pn..
tp mbawa pulang pengalaman n kenangan..
huhu knal ngn ramai org bru evn dlm team sendri pn..
ada korea, ade dato lee chong wei..hahaha
macam2..

masa ke utm tu teringat pd seseorang..
smpai tmimpi2 gk la..
da lama x mimpi psl dia..hmmmm

blk aritu kesakitan badan yg teramat..
sampai tpaksa mbatalkn niat nk g kemaman..
kecewa dowh xdpt pegi, tmbah ag dak2 ne cte besh pegi..
rugi2..
tp kalu pegi aritu watnye kakiku yg sakit ne decided nk cramp or sakit tlebey2 dlm long hours ride ke sana, x ke haru biru namenye..
baik elakkan dr tpakse menyusahkn org..
xpela, org kata xda rezeki..

hmm ari ahad blk sini d spend kn utk tdo sj..badan sakit..
jln pn rasa cam sket ag mirip kingkong bjalan..haha
ari isnin harinya muram sbb ujan..
tp ak sdikit gembira aritu...

ari isnin spent sum tym ngn seorg kawan yg sanggup melayan karenah kawannya yg sengal ini..
thnx kpd org itu =) u made my day la..
juga kembali bcakap ngn seseorg..
thnx sbb sudi bsemb…

..LocKEd in LoVe..

I cant recognize who i am
when i'm lookin in a mirror
shattered by the love i have for you
and i know that u feelin the same
we were once both beautiful minds
attracted to each other
the differences that we have
somewhere alone in life we kinda lost our way

and so im not just gonna sit around
and let u forget what we were
once that we're straight in being together
we need to find keys out of this prison

locked in a prison
in a prison i know that we made
why cant we be like the birds and the bees
livin for each day
locked in love, your love, my love, it's our love
it's such a shame

i cant remember the moments we shared
when im staring at the pictures
the ones we hung on the wall
why cant be be like then today
we were once both growing with love
drowning to each other(lovin every moment we spent)
(what can we do to recover them)
how did we get so blind
how do we find our way

but i'm not just gonna sit around
and let u forget what we were
once that we're straight i…

..senyuman ragamu..

hm spt suda lama x apdet kn..
uhu x mengapa, tiada yg mbaca..
huhu


sgt pnat, sgt exhausted..
ah lagu sebelas januari..hmm rindu...

tgk jadual, sgt penuh..
maknanya kepenatan..
tetapi bagus juga, bole menolong utk melupakn..

tp bole lupa ke?
tp mengetahui yg ak ne susah melupakn org..
mmg tidak akn lupa, malah masih rindu..
haish..

td sbenarnya xmo tulis ttg ne...
maw tulis ttg benda lain..

apelah yg aku mengarut ne..
blog tiada isi..
tiada misi..
hanya mdatangkn komplikasi..

ari jumaat daku tiada d cni..
ari ahd bru blk..
ari isnin pd malamnya ak akn berangkat semula..
hari rabu kamu bole nmpak ak d mlk

bagus juga kesibukan..
bole melupakan..
tp sbenarnya bkn melupakan..
ttp bpura2 lupa ttg ketiadaan..
berlakon lupa ttg kekacauan jiwa..

..semakin hari semakin..

hujung minggu yg sangat tidak produktif..
eh, produktif sedikit..

aku?hmmm ntah la mahu kate ok atau x..
cuba utk mjadi ok..
cuba menyibukkan diri..
supaya kurang berfikir ttg ape yg berlaku dlm kehidupan...

mujur hari jumaat dpt undangan kerja d pd utk hari sabtu..
yeah, bkenalan dgn org baru..
ke sana bsama pali, zul n tpah..
ke tempat yg tiada nama ttp sebuah ladang kelapa sawit..
satu je yg aku xsuka dgn kerja itu..
menjaga org yg sudah dewasa dr aku yg sgt pandai(sbb bkerja dgn kompeni yg glemer,so aku kira mereka org pndai lah) tetapi bangang..
huh~
not all of them are like dat..sum r nice enuf, dgr kate..
tp ada segelintir tu, huh perangai kalah macam budak darjah 1..
ape mereka x aware ke sgt besar tanggungjawab kami jaga keselamatan dorg tu..
abaikan..

selepas memujuk rayu kpd zul, pali n tpah kami ke teluk kemang..
kebetulan zul mahu bjumpa dgn seseorg kt sana..
masa tu angin punye laaaa kuat..
pastu da tgedik2 nk mandi air laut..haha
buat ayat sedey sket last2 pali pn kate "jomlah..ko ni s…