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..escapism..

Definitions of escapism on the Web:

* escape: an inclination to retreat from unpleasant realities through diversion or fantasy; "romantic novels were her escape from the stress of ...
wordnet.princeton.edu/perl/webwn

* Escapism is mental diversion by means of entertainment or recreation, as an "escape" from the perceived unpleasant aspects of daily stress. It can also be used as a term to define the actions people take to try to help relieve feelings of depression or general sadness.
en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Escapism

* Escapism| エスカピズム|esukapizumu is the sixth single by Japanese band Antic Cafe. The title track is featured on the album Shikisai Moment.
en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Escapism (song)

* An inclination to escape from routine or reality into fantasy; A genre of book, film etc. that one uses to indulge this tendency
en.wiktionary.org/wiki/escapism

ouh, single dr japanese band itu tiada kne mengena..

hurm..
internet adala escapism ak..
well blogging to be exa…

..meLaka opEn coNCLusiOn..

huntress men ari ahad aritu..
well supposed to be sabtu n ahad..
bt redtma, noe them too well..
bkn mau mengata, bt dat part of redtma x pnah b'ubah..
then bole lg d torture nye kami dok tgh pns..
nk batalkn game sbb de rasa de bsalah..
itu ok, bt do u av to repeat it for almost half an hour under d hot sun?
duh..

dlm grup huntress menang 2 game, kalah 1 game..
ada was d heroin 4 d first game..
kami seme da kne hit, tgl ada sorg..
n eliminated d 3 guys..!!
hoho sgt bangga dgn de..
itu game pertama dgn team dr utem juga..

game kedua lawan sapetah..
but seme lelaki..
ouh ya, team kami je yg perempuan..
dan kami berlima sahaja yg perempuan dlm tournament itu..
sbelum msuk field, tdengar sorg opponent tu kate:
"dayus la aku kalu kalah ngn pompuan2 neh" dgn nada bongkak..
hurm we've won d game with perfect 100..
huh, sorry guyz..

3rd game lawan mfv combat..
sbelum msuk field tdengar mereka kata:
"dik, bole ke lawan combat abg ne, kalu mng ngn ktorg kompen juara"
bongkak kn?
ya, diakui me…

..buKan mAhu menYatakn stAnd, juZ bceriTa n bkoNgsi pAndanGAn..

ari isnin..
ptg monteng clas krn headache..
ptg bgn2 bpakat ngn hns mau pegi jln2..
trasa bosan d rumah..

ari slase..
kelas spt biasa..
arine x monteng ye..
tghari blk umah..
study (huhu percayalah) smbil mkn megi (keadaan kewangan kurang memuaskn)..
g clas (utk pertama kali ku faham ape yg diajar oleh pm jamal)..
blk mula2 ajk syipa g jogging..
ye kami bjogging, di melaka sentral..
huhuhu kemudian makan kfc..
=syipa kempunan dr ari ahad aritu=
blk mau stdy..
aish kene wat report utk present microC sok..
akhirnya skrg suda 0115 hrs..
sdgkn suda janji sama lil d mau tdo by 12..
::sowy cyg, owg ada keje td, then cuba utk study:
study pn tidak..
ebook yg ada tidak mbantu *sigh~
camno ne..
seb bek std dlm clas td..

teringat pbincangn d kfc..
kami melihat seorg lelaki yg lenggoknye lembut..
huhu ku rasa dia lg lembut dr ku, definitely..deym
well ak tiada apa² perasaan pada lelaki lembut..
tidak mbenci mereka pn..
juz itu mbuat ak teringat perbualan d skirmish aritu..
bersama wan n zul..
mereka menyampah thadap seorg le…

..cRush..

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I try and try to walk away
But I knowthis crush ain't goin' away

..nGetAg..

tag dr hunys

1) Senaraikan 5 hadiah/benda yang anda inginkan:
- handphone baru...pda is preferable
- macbook
- nintendo ds lite
- aveo
- seorg kekasih boleh ? hehe

2) Alasan terhadap perkara tersebut
- sy mau la...

3) Impresi terhadap orang yang diminati
- impression yg unexpressed..hahaha

4) 5 perkara yang dibenci
perkara eyh?
- benci tgu tren
- benci kne jln tgh pns..
- benci org menipu pastu wat cam de bgus
- benci hurm benci org blagak kot..

5) Kali pertama duduk berjauhan dari keluarga
- ms dolu2 g umh akak2...kalu dok ostel form 1

6) Tempat yang ingin kamu lawati
- venice buleh??
- paris, evn k.dik kate x besh..
- mau pegi pulau la..hurmmm

7) 5 perkataan yang selalu kamu sebut
- sengal..
- mengom..
- huh
- hmm
- dowh

8) Kalau ada duit yang banyak
- spend it bak kate hns...

9) Jika kamu tidak belajar / bekerja dalam bidang sekarang, mungkin kamu
- belajar dlm bidang len..huhuhu

10) Lagu yang kamu selalu dengar tanpa rasa muak
- more than words [kte same la hns..] oldies r great..

11) Rakan-rakan bloggers yang ingi…

..saPe yg pAtut stArt?..

sape patut tego sape dlu?
kalu it's juz me, xpe la kot..
tp yg ak musykil, nina pn de x ym..
slalunye ngn kwn ku yg 2 itu de lg slalu ym dr ak..

hns kate mb de maw ak tego dlu...
bt then skrg ne, sape yg malu kwn ngn sape..
sape yg xnk persahabatan tersebut dketahui?
so is it my fault?
so there goes seorg yg ak pgl besfwen..
yg ak akn cuba sdaye upaya tlg de waktu susah..
bt then seme tu xda makna pn bg de..
yelew..sape la ak ne kn..

bt then..
mmg ak sedey..
sbb de sorg kwn yg baik bg ak..
tp tu seme xda makna bg de...

mmg ak ralat x cp ngn de..
well he used to be one of a fwen yg i could talk to..
tp tu seme xda makna bg de...

d wonderful 2yrs of great friendship means nothing to him..
tu seme xda makna bg de...

or mgkin ak pnah wat benda yg sama?
bt then tu seme xda makna bg de...

..iMage prOcessinG toOL..

demi psm..
huhuhu

well skrg ne ngh get to noe matlab...
huhu blaja wat image processing sket2...
slalu ktorg gne matlab skdr nk paparkn graf..
skrg ak da leh paparkn image..gamba....
tiada lg graf..!!


huhuhu kalu org yg da taw xyh gelak kt ak..
ak ne mmg bru blaja pn..
huhuhu sape yg reti tu, ajar ar ak..
msh byk mau blaja ne...


ini berjaya mengeluarkn gmba d matlab...bkn graph tau

ini memotong gmba tsebut....

ak pn tatau ne jd pe sbenarnye...juz ikut tutorial...

..isnt it enuf?..

kamu slalu kate "isn't it enuf?"..

ak slalu meminta?
ak xpnah merasa ckup?
ak terlalu demand?


serasa ak, ak tdak meminta..
ouh ada..
apabila ak mnta kamu jujur..
apabila ak mnta kamu supaya lemme noe when u r here n there..
apabila ak mnta kamu to tell me sumtg..
ya, ak sdar ak terlalu meminta...

tidak sedar diri kn..
ye ak mmg xsdar dri..
apabila ak mnta itu n ini..
ak mmg x kenang dek untung..
apabila ade sesorg sudi meminjam kebahagiaan yg sementara pd ak..
bukan ke itu xcukup bagus dr tiada lgsg?
n ya ak sdar..
btul kate kamu, ak tidak satisfy ngn apa yg ada..

dia bgtau sblum dia pegi sudah cukup bagus..
dia inform ketika on da way sudah cukup baik..
jika dia x bgtau pape lgsung?
biarkn ak gelisah?
evn da anta few messages kpd dia?

x sdar diri lgsg ble anta msg kt de..
x malu btul bila rajuk singgah d ati..
"isnt it enuf wut i gave u?" mgkin itu kate de dlm ati..

tp kamu xsdar ke?
perempuan mana yg bole tahan hatinya mcm ak?
play dumb ble kamu bcerita ttg seseorg yg len?
makan ati ble …

..yg akU sKe..

hm..
ak ske mbaca..
mgkin sbb papa n mama da terapkn nilai itu sjak ak kecik...

well ak igt dlu..
ms tu bru blk dr kelas organ, dpn ipd kb..
ari sabtu...
pegi ofis papa..
there were few friends of his in there..
then papa pn kate 'she can read newspaper'..
then they asked me to read..an english newspaper...
then seme kate ak pndai...
pandai ke ak?

if i am..
then nape ak xle dpt pointer yg besh?
huhu actualy kte suda off topic.. ;p

sy ske mbaca..
sy ske baca blog..
huhu well ak mmg ske baca blog org..
n m impressed by how ppl bole crite ape saje yg mereka maw..
n kudos bg yg mereka yg mjadikn blog mereka tmpt sumber ilmu...
i loike...
hehe

well...
dsbbkn ak dknali oleh org yg mengenali ak..
ak xle tulis seske ati dlm blog..
evndo mmg ade yg ak tulis seske ati..
but itu hnya yg ak pk, harmless...

byk perkara yg ak mau tulis, komen..
bt then those things r juz sensitive..
dlm reading ak..
yg ak dpt kaitkn ngn my own life..
or mgkin xda kne mngena lgsg bt it's gud to read..
ak baca yg ini, itu dan yg itu...
y…

..cuti..

hehe...
daku sudah mula bcuti...
sudah jupe kesayangan2 ati..
=)

smlm ade wat entry..
maw upload gmba..
akn tetapi kegunaan wifi free di mentari amat tidak mbanggakn..
nnt ku publish ya skali ngn gmba...

juz for an update...
little d sudah mpunyai besfwen bru =)

..dream on..

sy tgk bulletin ne dpt sambutan hangat d frenster..
huhuhu jd sy mau tampal d cni pula...
huhuhuhu

Every girl dreams that one day she will find a boy that does these things for her. Even the smallest action can have the BIGGEST impact in someones life. • give her one of your t-shirts to sleep in. • leave her cute text notes. • kiss her in front of your friends. • tell her she looks beautiful. • look into her eyes when you talk to her. • let her mess with your hair. • touch her hair. • just walk around with her. • forgive her for her mistakes. • look at her like she`s the only girl you see • tickle her even when she says stop. • hold her hand when you`re around your friends.

..svm..

hurm ape itu svm?
svm adela support vector machine...
waaaaaaaaaaaaa mane nk cari algorithm ne..
penin ak...
da la abg macho da warning...
"sbelum kne tembak ngn sy idup2, baik cari algorithm svm ne"..
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

ptg td da cari smpai penin2...
nk muntah tgk screen ne..
pastu td tdo...kesakitan kepala yg amat...
bangun pn sbb kne amek tket ngn ebaad...
pastu kemalasan yg amat...
cane nk wat keje...

hurm skarang da kul 0130 hrs..
still xjupe algortihm tue..
seyes da givap..
btulkn proposal..
print..
pastu print manual td tue...
pastu kmas baju..
pastu tdo..

da la bju by x bsuh..
mane smpt nk kering...
hurm....

..as it is..

i noe wut it is..
i noe there's nothing..
but m still standing here..
waiting for nothing..

well..
i've signed up for this..
i took d risk..
n m juz epy d way the things r..
ouh well, juz enuf for me to stay epy..

u can say m bad..
u can say anything dat u like..
but i cant lie to my own heart..
dat i didnt care..

but i guess it's juz enuf for me..
as the temporary love n romance fills me..
evndo m standing on d uncertain..
touching the shadow that soothes me..

well i do noe there's no future..
well i noe m not going anywhere..
but dis is wut i've signed up for..
juz to love n to be loved..
juz for once..
juz for a sec..
juz for awhile..

and juz to feel dat there's sumone..
willing to make me epy..
evn juz for awhile..


it's enuf as it is...





n dear..
i hope dat u'll understand..
i didnt ask much..
i didnt ask anything..
m grateful..
for having u..
evn it's for awhile..
thanx..

..penGacAu keNtenterAMan aWAm..

well ne actualy ape yg ak rasa start mlm khms lepas..
bru nk post arine..
nape da lama bru nk post?
sbb ak bharap sgt org yg tlibat baca...

jantan sial: awk ada ktna? jom kuar mnum
me: xmo, nk tdo (pdhl ak ngh lepak ngn mmbr)
jantan sial: ala jom la...kta kuar mnum sat
me: xmo

nape ak tpu ak nk tdo? sbb jantan ne xpaham bahasa...tatau la bhs ape de paham...

jantan sial: awk ktna? jom kuar p jln2..
me: sy tgh men game, bye
jantan sial: jom la kuar sat..
me: bye

text from jantan sial: jom kuar nk?

text tu x ku reply...wat sakit otak je..

woi jantan..
hg da tau hg ada awek kt cni, dok thegeh2 cari ak pehal?
awek ko tu ckup punye baik, yg ko dok cbuk nk kaco idup ag asl?
kalu ko nk try to b a fren, xpayahlaa...
sbb ko xlayak jd kawn ak..
sbb nye?
sbb ko mcm sial...
n jgn nk salahkn ak da..

n btw jantan sial,
jgn risau la psl ak ada bf ke x..
it's non of ur business pn..
m epy as a single..
n ak tetap akn tunaikn janji ak, dat u'll b d 1st to noe if ak ade pakwe..
nnt ak anta komen kt fs or myspace ko ( ala y…

..sy epy..

baru pulang...
tp td pn singgah ke mitc..
maw tgk suasana pesta konvo..
tp, erk bosan...

weekend jupe kesayangan2 ati...
d devilz =)
smpai mlm tue..
jln2 amek masa sbb lil dvl xle amek awl..
ke swichtec jupe anas n epul..
then pulang...

sok nye lepak d umah..
ptg kuar jln2 kt pyrmd ngn k.ida..
teman de sopin...
diriku dpt habuan sbb meneman =)
lil d amek, pegi mnum..
pastu k.ida bg cdgan nk p tesco..
'aga' ( perkataan baru ku belajar arine, ejaan xdpt dpastikn btul or salah) hfz..
trus menuju ke tesco..
dak2 ne borong megi..
pastu bsg megi x sdap..
padan muka...

bgn pagi lepak tgk dvd..
da tghari kuar g pasar minggu shah alam..
niat d ati maw cari pets..
tp yg djual hnya ikan n hamster...
tiada yg bkenan...
jln n jln n jln...
lil d got me sumtg... =)



hehehe ak sbenarnye bkn fan mane2 club..
xda fave club pn..
xpnah t'pk akn pkai bju specific club..
hohoho oleh kerana lil dvl peminat liverpool..
he got me dis jersey..
thanx a lot cyg...
love it to d bits =)


conclusion:
sy sgt epy =)
dpt jupe d devilz kesayanga…

..nPL mLk coNCLusioN..

huhuhu bru bkesempatan utk at conclusion for npl...
tourney went well..
d2 nye team xbyk..
utem anta byk team..

as a ref?
hurm dpt blaja jd base ref..
pegang la radar-x tue..huhuhu
1st tym tauu....
bt d second day tu jd tukang toss coin kt luar jew..
huhuhu

ak pkai suar baru for dis event..
PROTO 08...
hadiah from sumbody yg da lama dknali..
thnx uncle...appreciate it very much....
ari khms minggu lepas went to kl amek suar bru tue...
sgt laa berbaloi sbb dpt free =)

suar proto ku kale biru..


back to d event..
as i said, everything went smooth..
dak2 ne pn men ok..
congratz to spunky militia, praetorian n steal bird..
u guyz done a gud job...
proud to noe u guyz...
other than dat, xda argument yg bsar from players...
ref pn enjoy je...
kami tgl kt casa loga (ye kew namenye)...


MPRO @ NPL MALACCA


lebam plg teruk...mknenye xda yg truk sgt....ne npl plg sket kne pellet

..aRchiVe..

kepenatan sbenarnye ne..
pnat weekend aritu x ilang ag..
nnt ku apdet psl npl...

td ms ngh restore lappy ne..
bukak ym..
tgk archive kot2 ms ak install len de ilang msg2 lama..
ouh ak ske smpan msg2 ku..
xksah la ym ke tpon ke...

ade yg besh..
ade yg menyakitkn ati..

ade yg klaka..
ade yg menyedihkn..

tp plg besh bc ym ngn seseorg..
tgk2 byk gk msg ak ngn de..
klaka..
cuz start from bahasakn diri sy awk..
cam klaka je..
hehehhehe...

bc msg2 dlm archive tue..
bole igtkn ak ttg byk menda..
bout d first date ke (ini tpu, juz assume)..date bsama2 rakan2 ke..
well sumtg to treasure..
smtg to remember..
forever n owez...



well...
ade gk yg watkn ak kuar air mata..
deym...