The 4 is pushing 3 over the cliff

Selamat tinggal 2013
Thanks for what you have tought me
We've been through a lot..

And, like every year..the wish stays the same..

2014, please be good to me..

Happy New Year ;)

Going round again?

Hola..

Haha memang peram je blog ni..datang dan pergi sesuka hati..

I was feeling a bit mellow these past few days.. without having a reason to..but i did anyway..

Tadi baca balik through my previous post.. i'm not sure, but it think i don't change that much. But in a way, i think i am a different person than i was years back

Surely, dah nak masuk tahun baru, penambahan umur mestilah ada. Tapi I do hope that I am wiser.

I still miss Kak Ida, I still cry whenever I came across things we used to do together or went to the place we used to go together. It never got easy to forget, after all, she's my sister. I will never forget her, never will.

Anyway, got a new job after i was being forced to resign. One door close, another opens. Right?

LilD still here, there. Still love him like i always did years ago. But i think i'm stronger now. He's happier with his family. Yeah, can't let him go nor have him. So, we still stuck?

Banyak nak buat, banyak nak cerita tapi kita ada banyak masa ke?
Anyway, i chose to cherish the moments that i have..regardless with who i spend it with.

Better off now. Feeling super lazy today.
Toodles

i am here

Was I wrong to be by your side when thing got rough, or should I just leave you alone with your own miseries?
Was I wrong to fight for you, to be with you or should I just let you drift away?

I might not be the pillar, your strength to keep you from falling to the ground, but I will never gonna leave you to face your hard time along

I rather be with you through the hardship, to share your pain than only exists in your glory days

I rather be unappreciated than being a trophy..
At least you know I was there, I was there by your side when the world was against you..


rmy
27 July 2013

entahlah apa gunanya update

okey

sebenarnya memang takda hati nak berblog
so, kenapa masih di sini?

saja teringat
teringat yang masih ada blog sebenarnya


nanti lah bila ada mood kita sambung
tak sambung takpe, tak penting..
haha

.that moment.

hurm

who would have guessed?
my last post in the blog was half an hour posted before my sister passed away..
malam tu kan x bole tidur, tak sangka takleh tidur tu sebenarnya bersebab..


hurm

she was a good sister
sape2 yg kenal arwah would agree
Arwah antara orang yg baik2 yg aku kenal

hurm..


al-Fatihah

..Hanging by a moment..

Hey ya..

Yes, dah lama tak udate blog, as usual, no surprise..
Blog bila ada masa dan kemahuan..
Sudahhnya,memang terabai begitu sahaja..

Anyway,
Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri
Consider adalah yang membaca blog ni, kalau takde, boleh abaikan je..
I blog as a medium to express how I feel, bukan wajib untuk sesiapa pun baca..

See, dah start nak merapu tak tentu hala, memang Ramiza..


Nothing much happened for the past few months (if I'm not mistaken)..
Just the normal, routine life I was and still having..
For the past month, I was staying alone as my sister went home to our parents' selling ayam golek/panggang kat bazar..
Dan hidup pun makin berterabur..
Baru nak menyelesakan diri hidup alone, Mokmok pulak patah rahang..
I gave my attention to him and ignore other things..
Sebabnya, as I usually am, aku memang ambil masa to do things..
Bila mok on wet food and strict diet, kena feed, tunggu dia makan, tidy up his mess, I just couldn't concentrate on other things..
Sudahnya, benda lain semua terabai..
Susah betul jadi orang pemalas ni..huhu

Anyhow, I'm trying my hardest to pull back my life on track..
Tapi tu lah, perubahan tu bagus tapi susah..
Susah bila ada will, tapi mental tak kuat..



Oh, anda, dah lama tak dengar khabar berita..
Hopefully everything goes well, as you want them to be..


And you, aimishyu!

Ok, bye!
Sent from my BlackBerry®

..Nothing..

"Am I better off dead? Am I better off a quitter?"


Hurm..
Hurm..

Sejak kebelakangan ni badan semakin cepat penat..
kepala pun cepat pening..
Sejak dah balik keje ni, makin penat even keje x brape byk pun..
Pembawakan ubat kot?

Sekarang ni sibuk pindah ofis..
Nanti rindu lah dgn kawasan tenang seperti resort kononnya ni..
I'll miss the less busy traffic too..


Hurm
Sebenarnya entahlah..
Susah mau cakap..
Maybe it needs time..
Just maybe
Sent by Maxis from my BlackBerry® smartphone