..makes me wish dat i was nvr brought to this place..

here i am, staring blankly clueless at the screen..
maw std dr aritu lg tp ak failed..last² ak tdo or blogwalking..


seyes, ak tiada ati nk std..ak da buang 3 ari ak mcm tu aje..cuz i've done nothing..ak xle nk std langsung..tatau mood nk std pegi mane..adoi da la paper nnt bderet, dua² yg ak nye carry mark teruk lk tue..ouhhhh deym..



sudahla di awal hari b'argue..i tot it cud be happy-exchanging-strories tym..bt i was wrong..totally damn wrong..ak xda niat pn nk annoying kamo..juz maw bsembang..tp da kalu kate ak merimaskn, ape lg harus ak kate? ouh mgkn kamo da bosan mdengar ak kate yg ak 'tiada niat' n ak feeling 'sorry'..tp ape lg harus ak rasa? ye ak sedey, ak hurt dgn penyataan kamo itu..n i cud do nothing more..sudah ku kata, kalu kamu maw ak mjauh, katakn saja..i'll leave without question..tlg jgn wat ak begini jika kamo suda tdk maw ape² ag to do wit me..bt plz say it..hmmm ak pk ak sudah b'usaha utk keep my promise..rupenye x memuaskn ati kamo lg..*sigh~




ok jgn kate ak x std bkait ngn masalah ats..ye mgkin ia sdikit m'affect tp xda la spenuhnye...seyesly, ak x jupe mood ak tu..da puas ak cari..da puas ak ligan..still x jupe..
nt la ak jupe nnt ak tambat de..jgn kasi lari lg..