..aku bukan siapa-siapa untukmu..

hmm semua org da abes paper..aku je blom ag (ye classmate ak pn blom)..ahad baru officially my 7th sem ne tamat..aish, lmbt nye...tp std pn blom :D

badan ak kesakitan =( smlm pas dak umah ku yg 2 itu meninggalkn rumah terus kemas umah..huhuhu ak, nina n eila abes ubh seme blk..serabut ak tgk umah..basuh dapur, ubah itu ini.. mlm nye tolong hns agkt barang lk.. ouh ya my hsemts for nxt sem:

1. nur ainina ahmad
2. fazila aziz
3. nurul hanis mohd nasir
4. amirah salwani abbas (wah ak msh igt nama penuh die..!!)
5. sape eyh sorg ag, mmbr c mirah

huhuhu saje nk mglemerkn hsmet ku..xdek keje..hasil dr mengemas umah, tlg hns n biah (biah jd jiran dpn umh) angkt barang, ak kesakitan blkg badan arine..huhu tangan sakit, my back hurts..huhuhu tp arine bjalan x hengat dunia..hehehe

nxt, sape x ske dgr luahan perasaan or jiwang karat besi buruk jgn proceed

hurm..guyz, tell me..
wut else shud i do or say when every word spoken is wrong n every action done is disaster?

seyesly, m at my wit's end..ak da tatau maw wtpe da..ckp sket salah..buat lebey sket dikata ak tlalu dependent..padahal, as far as m concern ape yg ak wat, xda bezanye ngn ape yg ak slalu wat for past 5 months ne..so, ape lagi salah ak? ape ag ak patut wat? suruh jgn dependent, ak x msg pn over a day..kalu msg pn juz wish smoge av a great day/week ahead..tp ble da senyap sehari lebey msti la tdetik rasa risau d ati kn..ble call, dkate dependent..waaaaaaaaaa dlu ak slalu call, de x ckp lk cmtu..nape skang cmtu? uhuk uhuk..

knape?
knape time ak x eran nk msg dolu², dia tnye nape ak senyap..
knape time ak x eran maw kasitau ak da nk pulang ke, maw ke mane² ke, ade la yg msg "bgtau nina je?huh baru nk gtau org"..
knape time ak x eran nk salam or say gudbye sbelum bpisah ade org call "awk lupe buat ape td?slalu sbelum blk awk salam ngn org kn?"..
knape ms ak nyanyi "baiknya kupergi, tinggalkn dirimu, sejauh mungkin utk melupakan"..pastu kn ade makhluk tu tetbe jawab "mcm la jauh sgt melaka kl..mcmla awk x cuti, x balik cni..awk pn igt jalan g puncak alam kn"..
knape time ak x kisah pn akn kehadirannya dalam idup ade org ym nina "nina, ko x ksah ke ak kawan ngn mija?yela ak ne kn..."
knape time ak x jatuh sayang ade org msg dr BANDUNG ckp "yela, org kn jahat..still nk ngorat awk evn.."..

knape dia ckp all those things ms ak xperlukn, xsayang dia? bole x aku kate seme tue bllsht?

you will always be in my life
even if i'm not in your life
cause u're in my memory

cyg..
jgn risau, org pegang pd janji org..i noe where i stand, n i will nvr forget dat..i've known all along dat sumday i'll lose u..bt i nvr tot it wud b dis fast..tp sumpah..org xpenah regard awk as my boyfriend..org slalu sdar diri..tp ape yg awk nk dr org sbenarnye? org rs ape yg org wt same je ngn ape org av been doing for past 5 months ne..bt slap me hard if m wrong..org tau org teruk sgt smpai awk kate org dependent, SELLFISH..n seyes, org da tatau nk watpe da..seyes org da buntu..org da minta kt awk, kalu btul u dun want me in ur life anymore PLZ gtau org..dun keep me in d dark..tell it straight to my face..tu je org minta..

cyg..
keep in ur mind..
awk kenangan terindah org..
u'll owez be there, in my memory..
seyes, org xkn lupakn awk..
tp org tau, mudah bg awk lupakn org kn..n it's gud for u..
org sehina org ne x patut pn dikenang =)
thanx for being in my life evn utk sekejap..
thnx bg org epy evn utk seketika..
thnx wat org bahagia..even utk sedetik..


xpela, da nanges teruk da ne..da la rasa cam nk kne flu je ne...


p/s: maaf entry drama kerajaan...da x terluah kt sape..so luahkn kt cni..