terasa mau berkata2..
td cam ade jew benda nk ckp..
tp cam da lupe lk..
hurm...
aku akn senyum ble aku trase..
aku nanges sbb aku bodoh..
aku ketawa sbb aku sedey..
aku sgt bodoh kerana menanges bile dgr lagu yg aku rasa spt mceritakn perasaan aku...
sbbnye?
sbb sebolehnye aku maw..
aku maw org faham ape aku rasa tanpa aku katakn kpd mereka..
sbb aku tidak bole berkata ape aku rasa kpd mereka..
it's a big no..
knape?
sbb aku tiada hak..
sbb aku tidak layak sama skali..
sbb aku bkn sesape bg mereka..
jd siapakh aku?
kurasa..
ku rasa spt..
hurm..
aku hnye peneman..
aku hnye penghibur mereka..
aku hnye utk mereka bsuke ria..
aku hnye utk bgembire..
adekah aku bgembire?
ya aku gembira dpt mgembirakn mereka..
aku gembire mereka tidak bosan dgn ku..
aku gembire when i saw d smile is sketch across his face..
dan aku sgt gembira ble mereka pura2 care ttg aku..
n adakh aku sememangnye gembire?
epy epy epy me...
m i?
aku layak utk epy?
bgaimana aku layak sdgkn aku tdk layak utk dianggap lebey..
lebey dr phibur..
lebey dr peneman di kala sunyi..
aku tidak pernah beyond dat..
m not sure dat i will..
i dun evn remember when was d last tym i was sum1's priority..
aku tidak igt ble kali t'akhir aku seorg yg penting dlm idup seseorg..
i forgot d last tym dat sum1 was there for me..
juz to talk n console me..
to comfort me n to hold me close..
sbenarnye aku sudah penat..
aku penat dgn semue ini..
aku sudah penat mjadi dat other girl..
aku sudah pnat mjadi bitch..
aku tau aku jahat..
aku sgt jahat sbenarnye..
tp..
aku pn pnye perasaan..
adakah aku salah sbb aku suka pada org itu?
m i damn wrong to fall for a guy?
or m i dun even av d right to fall for anyone?
patutkah aku mjadi seorg yg tiada perasan?
boleh sesiapa ajar aku utk mjadi sesorg yg bole menipu diri sendri?
ouh ya plus menipu org d sekeliling..
dan menjadi org yg tdak mpunyai perasaan...
mybe i shud ask sumbody to teach me not to ever fall...
diriku sungguh bodoh bukan?
i shud be awarded as d foolest ppl ever exist in d world..
a moron..
hahhaha
hurm...
bg kamu yg mbaca..jika ada la..
i was told sy mpunyai org yg ske mbaca blog sy..
sjk sy d fs lg..
tp kn..
utk org tsebut..
sy mnta kamu jgn mbuat andaian yg bukan2 ttg blog ini..
kerana sy tamau minta maaf kpd org yg sy x wat salah..
bosan, itupn jika kamu tau maksudnye..
krn walaupn sy tdk mpnyai lover..
tp sy tdaklah gila maw kpd kekaseh mu..
cuma sy hanya bodoh..
bodoh sbb owez b there kpd mereka..
mereka yg beyond my reach..
ouh ya..
aku patut minta org mengajar aku utk bhenti mjadi org bodoh..hurmm
kpd dia..
(maaf krn mengecewakn kamu, dia bkn kekaseh kamu ya)
diriku akn sentiasa bersama kamu..
di kala kamu susah..
di kala kamu sng (jika kamu menginginkn aku)..
diriku akn sentiasa mbantu kamu..
samada yg remeh..
atau skalipn mengusik jiwaku..
aku tau aku x bole meminta..
dan aku tau aku bkn sesapa..
tp ku mau kamu tau..
kamu adalah sesuatu..
sesuatu dlm hidupku..
yg ckup mbuat ku gembira..
walaupun sekadar sesaat..
yg cukup menyentuh aku..
walaupn utk sedetik...
yg cukup mbahagiakan ku..
walaupn tiada makna bg kamu..
aku cherish semue detik ku bsama kamu..
evn ku tau kamu tidak pnah mengingatinye..
kamu penting bg ku..
kamu adalah priority ku..
ouh ya call me old fashion, bt i do willing to anything for d 1 i love..
jd kamu jgn rs bsalah jika aku menyusahkn diriku..
kerana itulah kebodohan aku..
cuz i owez be there for d one dat wont understand my feeling..
d one who wont noe my feeling towards kamu..
sy sentiasa utk kamu evn kamu bkn utk saya..
yeah i am a bitch..
td cam ade jew benda nk ckp..
tp cam da lupe lk..
hurm...
aku akn senyum ble aku trase..
aku nanges sbb aku bodoh..
aku ketawa sbb aku sedey..
aku sgt bodoh kerana menanges bile dgr lagu yg aku rasa spt mceritakn perasaan aku...
sbbnye?
sbb sebolehnye aku maw..
aku maw org faham ape aku rasa tanpa aku katakn kpd mereka..
sbb aku tidak bole berkata ape aku rasa kpd mereka..
it's a big no..
knape?
sbb aku tiada hak..
sbb aku tidak layak sama skali..
sbb aku bkn sesape bg mereka..
jd siapakh aku?
kurasa..
ku rasa spt..
hurm..
aku hnye peneman..
aku hnye penghibur mereka..
aku hnye utk mereka bsuke ria..
aku hnye utk bgembire..
adekah aku bgembire?
ya aku gembira dpt mgembirakn mereka..
aku gembire mereka tidak bosan dgn ku..
aku gembire when i saw d smile is sketch across his face..
dan aku sgt gembira ble mereka pura2 care ttg aku..
n adakh aku sememangnye gembire?
epy epy epy me...
m i?
aku layak utk epy?
bgaimana aku layak sdgkn aku tdk layak utk dianggap lebey..
lebey dr phibur..
lebey dr peneman di kala sunyi..
aku tidak pernah beyond dat..
m not sure dat i will..
i dun evn remember when was d last tym i was sum1's priority..
aku tidak igt ble kali t'akhir aku seorg yg penting dlm idup seseorg..
i forgot d last tym dat sum1 was there for me..
juz to talk n console me..
to comfort me n to hold me close..
sbenarnye aku sudah penat..
aku penat dgn semue ini..
aku sudah penat mjadi dat other girl..
aku sudah pnat mjadi bitch..
aku tau aku jahat..
aku sgt jahat sbenarnye..
tp..
aku pn pnye perasaan..
adakah aku salah sbb aku suka pada org itu?
m i damn wrong to fall for a guy?
or m i dun even av d right to fall for anyone?
patutkah aku mjadi seorg yg tiada perasan?
boleh sesiapa ajar aku utk mjadi sesorg yg bole menipu diri sendri?
ouh ya plus menipu org d sekeliling..
dan menjadi org yg tdak mpunyai perasaan...
mybe i shud ask sumbody to teach me not to ever fall...
diriku sungguh bodoh bukan?
i shud be awarded as d foolest ppl ever exist in d world..
a moron..
hahhaha
hurm...
bg kamu yg mbaca..jika ada la..
i was told sy mpunyai org yg ske mbaca blog sy..
sjk sy d fs lg..
tp kn..
utk org tsebut..
sy mnta kamu jgn mbuat andaian yg bukan2 ttg blog ini..
kerana sy tamau minta maaf kpd org yg sy x wat salah..
bosan, itupn jika kamu tau maksudnye..
krn walaupn sy tdk mpnyai lover..
tp sy tdaklah gila maw kpd kekaseh mu..
cuma sy hanya bodoh..
bodoh sbb owez b there kpd mereka..
mereka yg beyond my reach..
ouh ya..
aku patut minta org mengajar aku utk bhenti mjadi org bodoh..hurmm
kpd dia..
(maaf krn mengecewakn kamu, dia bkn kekaseh kamu ya)
diriku akn sentiasa bersama kamu..
di kala kamu susah..
di kala kamu sng (jika kamu menginginkn aku)..
diriku akn sentiasa mbantu kamu..
samada yg remeh..
atau skalipn mengusik jiwaku..
aku tau aku x bole meminta..
dan aku tau aku bkn sesapa..
tp ku mau kamu tau..
kamu adalah sesuatu..
sesuatu dlm hidupku..
yg ckup mbuat ku gembira..
walaupun sekadar sesaat..
yg cukup menyentuh aku..
walaupn utk sedetik...
yg cukup mbahagiakan ku..
walaupn tiada makna bg kamu..
aku cherish semue detik ku bsama kamu..
evn ku tau kamu tidak pnah mengingatinye..
kamu penting bg ku..
kamu adalah priority ku..
ouh ya call me old fashion, bt i do willing to anything for d 1 i love..
jd kamu jgn rs bsalah jika aku menyusahkn diriku..
kerana itulah kebodohan aku..
cuz i owez be there for d one dat wont understand my feeling..
d one who wont noe my feeling towards kamu..
sy sentiasa utk kamu evn kamu bkn utk saya..
yeah i am a bitch..
please forgive me, i know not what i do
please forgive me, i can't stop lovin' you
ouh..
dear lil dvl..
m gonna miss u damn much..
very much indeed..
evn 'little d' is wit me..
bt he'll nvr can replace u..
juz filling in ur space (trase salah pd aytku)..
bt 1 thing dat i learned today..
'little d' nvr gonna leave me..
but..
"engkau ttp pergi, pergi meninggalkn ku sendiri"
huhuhuhuh sengal sungguh ramiza
sudah la...
panjang lebar gemok sungguh post ini..
kegilaan ku ditengah mlm...
jgn baca krn ianya bosan..
tiada pengisian utk kamu pn..
hnya mceritakn kebodohan aku..
huhuhuhu lalalalalala
dear lil dvl..
m gonna miss u damn much..
very much indeed..
evn 'little d' is wit me..
bt he'll nvr can replace u..
juz filling in ur space (trase salah pd aytku)..
bt 1 thing dat i learned today..
'little d' nvr gonna leave me..
but..
huhuhuhuh sengal sungguh ramiza
sudah la...
panjang lebar gemok sungguh post ini..
kegilaan ku ditengah mlm...
jgn baca krn ianya bosan..
tiada pengisian utk kamu pn..
hnya mceritakn kebodohan aku..
huhuhuhu lalalalalala
ramiza...get a life..!!
ini little D aku..comelkn dia memakai glove =)damn...mane dlink_wireless yg sering ku curi itu?
aku maw publish post ini..
kamu sentiasa buat begini di saat aku rasakn penting..cepatlh...
aku mau tido pula ne..
hurm hnye leh publish pg ini..
gud morning..
11 comments:
huhu..b strong..chaiyok2!!
maceh dear..
really need it..
Love can be a many splendored thing
Can't deny the joy it brings
A dozen roses, diamond rings
Dreams for sale and fairy tales
It'll make you hear a symphony
And you just want the world to see
But like a drug that makes you blind,
It'll fool ya every time
The trouble with love is
It can tear you up inside
Make your heart believe a lie
It's stronger than your pride
The trouble with love is
It doesn't care how fast you fall
And you can't refuse the call
See, you got no say at all
Now I was once a fool, it's true
I played the game by all the rules
But now my world's a deeper blue
I'm sadder, but I'm wiser too
I swore I'd never love again
I swore my heart would never mend
Said love wasn't worth the pain
But then I hear it call my name
(The trouble with) The trouble with love is
It can tear you up inside
Make your heart believe a lie
It's stronger than your pride
The trouble with love is
It doesn't care how fast you fall
And you can't refuse the call
See, you got no say at all
Every time I turn around
I think I've got it all figured out
My heart keeps callin' and I keep on fallin'
Over and over again
This sad story always ends the same
Me standin' in the pourin' rain
It seems no matter what I do
It tears my heart in two
(The trouble with love is) The trouble with love, yeah
(It can tear you up inside) It can tear you up inside
(Make your heart believe a lie) Make your heart believe a lie
It's stronger than your pride
(The trouble with love is)
It's in your heart
It's in your soul (doesn't care how fast you fall)
You won't get no control
(and you can't refuse the call)
See, you got no say at all
(The trouble with love is) Oh, yeah
(It can tear you up inside)
(Make your heart believe a lie)
maceh zaren..
pnah mjadi lagu kegemaranku dahulu..
=)
mmg trabel sngguh cinta ni hoho
someday, someone ur prince charming will come knocking right on ur door!! [trust me.he's the one yg akan tergile2kan cik ramiza kite nih =P]
hns: mmg cinta itu trabel... bosan n pnat...
teah: i do hope so..hurm
love is a leap of faith..
datz y ur hurt if i fall..
for the pain of unrequited love, one can bear it but the longing..
the weight is just too much kan huhu..
yeah it's burden...
msh wondering knp aku msh bole tahan..
mgkin aku gila..
huhuhuhu thnx so much
erk.....how to put this lightly? cherish every moment u have while it lasts coz nothing lasts...even ur breath...life's too short to keep wondering and waiting...
bt wondering n waiting can at least console sum1's heart...
aint it true sumtym?
well dear..
i do cherish every moment..
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