..sCreweD..

dunno wut shud i say..
dunno wut shud i do..
dunna how shud i act..
dunno where shud i go..
dunno where to turn..
dunno where to stop..
dunno how to start...
dunno wut m doing..
dunno wut i want..

shud i run?
shud i stop?
shud i hide?
shud i cry?
shud i laugh?
shud i talk?
shud i walk away?
shud i stay?
shud i tell?

all dis keep repeating in ma head dis few weeks..
i tot i cud control it..
i tot i cud escapes it..
i tot m strong to resists it..
i tot i wudnt b in dis mess..
i tot i'll pass thru..

but..
m wrong..
m damn wrong..
m in dis mess..
m in deep sh*t..

cane ne?
juz dun wanna b there nemore..
dun wanna go thru dat nemore..

pnat...pnat..
pnat pk..
pnat lost..


m lost..
m screwed..
m losing..
m invisible..
m nothing..