..mY briGhtLy shiniNG starS saYs..

hehe..
aNy coMMent gUyz?? erk n GUrLz??

spinning spinning..
my head is spinning like a wheel..
m speechless..
m heartless..
m restless..
sungguh bosan..

kenapakah?
mengapakah?
perlukah?

tersudut termenung jauh...
mengenangkan nasib kita..
kita miliki separuh
berbentuk hati
cinta namanya...

termenung dan termenung..
nasib apakah ini?
huhuhu weeeehuuuuu.....
do i hv to b owez caught in dis bizzare situation?
haha lalalala sengal..

dearie,
m feeling weakness going on..
never felt so gud to b so wrong..
got my heart all locked down..
then u turn me around...
m feeling like a nu born child..
everytime i get d chance to c u smile..
it's not complicated..
i was so jaded..
do u noe dat ur love is d sweetest sin?
indeed, u are my sweetest sin..
*sigh~

when is it gonna stop?
it's like an endless chase in a circle..
m going in circle..
cuz m going nowhere..
n i noe where m standing..
dat's d sole reason m still here, not moving..


me.re.ka..
me.reka..
luv being wif those..
n luv u to d bits..

mau pulang..

..merGhapU meGhaban...

cuti...cuti...
rabu cuti...khamis cuti...jumaat cuti...
sabtu cuti...ahad cuti...
cuti wtpe?
cuti utk tdo..
cuti utk meluangkn masa bsama mereka..
cuti utk kemas rumah (ehem ehem)
cuti utk laundry tym..
cuti utk jalan-jalan..
cuti utk bersenam..

rabu..
bgn lmbt..mkn ns ganja..tdo..men badminton..tdoooooooo
khamis..
bgn lmbt..wat brunch..celebrity fitness..kenny roger..plaza alam sentral..not d best moment..
jumaat..
bgn lmbt..maxis..swichtec..merah..puncak alam..sunway..ibrahim maju..tdo....

jumaat...
1830 hours..
nenek dah xda :'(
innalillah..

sabtu..
bgn awal...r&r nilai..jasin...tmn maju...jasin..semenyih..ibrahim maju..ibrahim maju..sunway...mmz...puncak alam..movies marathon..

nenek tenang je, mcm tdo...
alhamdulillah...
cium nenek, maafkn amy ye nek kalu ade salah pape..

ahad...
tdo...tdo...makan..tv..tdo...makan...tv..ttdi jaya..darussalam..mentari court..

n today is monday..
huhuhuhuh sgt mls mau kerja..
bosan bosan bosan...
lallalallalallalalalalalalalala....
esok kerja..
lusa kerja..
sampai la jumaat kerja..
lalalala hari-hari kerja...
lalalala bosan dengan kerja haha..

logbook??
report???
presentation????
adoih..penin penin..
jgn semakkn kepala anda..
lalalallalala

..triBute.to.thE.idiOts..

weehuuu..

u've started to write...
n u started to talk s***
u tot u're defending urself..
but u're actually humiliating urself..

u're just a tiny bug..
who's bugging ppl around..
when u tot ppl wud entertain..
actually ppl feel lyk throwing up @ u..

we've been around for so long..
we noe how to judge ppl...
we've seen n been wif different kind of ppl...
n u're juz nothing..

wanna come clean?
instead u're juz revealing ur faults..
wanna show dat u're happy?
yeah, u're happiness on sum1's pain..
saying dat u're nice, u're not guilty?
get lost, u're not welcome in dis world..
tot we're nothing compared to u?
haha very so d funny la..
we're much better off wthout ppl lyk u..

stop writing...
cuz u're juz annoying ppl..
stop writing..
cuz there's nothing gud in it..
stop writing..
u make ppl sick of u..
stop writing..
u're not gud at it at all..
stop writing..
it's better for u to blow up ur computer n stop writing...
cuz u're juz sux at it..
[hurm blowing up u're hands is quite a gud idea too, though..haha]

..UBU @ kL..

weeehuuuuu.....

yeay..!!
jupe fendy..!!
yeay..!!





hehehehe =)

..ciRcLeLinG ciRcLe..

weehuuuuu...

huhu sengal sungguh ramiza neh..

[r]am[iz]a yg sengal...
dia sgt sengal..
sengal yg amatlah dia..
atau mungkinkah dia sudah pergi kuar dr mindanya??
atau dlm bhs mat salleh nye, she's out of her mind?
tp ape ye sengal dlm bhs inggeris?
weehuuu


amy: huhuhu ko igt ko sorg je da gle, aku ne lg laaa da glo ko tau x? (smbil melompat2 d tepi jalan dlm hujan)
leen: ko asl lk? mcmane mi, dia da wat aku syg kt dia, alih2 dia tinggal aku mcm tu je?
amy: aku gilo, wuhuuuuuu...(ade mamat bru trun kete tkejut tgk pompuan ne m'jerit).. asl ha, kte slalu dpt nsb yg sama...kn? ape ko wat msti aku pn akn wt gk..ape aku wat tgk2 ko pn wat gk..sengal..
leen: tu la psl...abes seme nk same...
amy: aku glo..aku glo (smbil menari2 di dlm hujan...jp ag prof razak mohaideen tgk smcm kt pompuan ne ms dia nk msuk kete)

epy epy epy me...
m i? u i j k l...
sad sad sad me...
m i? e f g h


mija: weeehuuuuu :)) :(( =))
neng: sewel kwn aku sorg ne...jp gelak jp menanges jp tgolek2 (em not d exact words laa...lebey kurang)

adakah? apekah?

miza: ..sy sudah glo..wuuhuuuu..
bambino: kata< tu 1 doa..isk manusia ni nk jd glo..
miza: ..at least sy glo pn sy x b'utang dgn org..
bambino: utang wajib dibayar walaupn x dituntut
bambino: break utk sementara..mls nk pk, xdan nk layan

siapakah paling sengal????
sila undi calon kegemaran anda...

bambino: gud<
bambino: nnt nk continue kwn
bambino: sy in4m


baru ku tau dlm persahabatan bole break kejap..
barulah ku tau dlm nk dkt 22 thn idup ne, kte bole "pause,play,stop" friendship...
funny funny

tAgGed..

wuuhuuuuu...
hurm sbenarnye sy telah di'tag' oleh en fendy ..sungguh bermurah ati beliau kerana m'tag sy..
disbbkn sy budak baru belajar, sy telah mbuat survey ape kene mengena tag ini ngn sy..
bru la sy tau kne cite '8 things bout me'...bt m not sure laa, yg org tau ke tatau?xpela ye, sy hentam ajalah...

1. nama di fs ke blog ke netlog sy slalu nye sy letak ramiza.my..ini krn name sbenar sy ramiza bt mohd yunus...sy ske name sy, sbb tu sy ske letak name btul sy...slain itu sy juga dipanggil dgn beberapa nama panggilan iaitu mija, miza, iza, ja , mijako(knk2 class sy yg bg), amy n girl (2 panggilan ini digunakn oleh family n close fren).. ade juge cubaan utk mberi sy nickname yg tah pape...tp semue cubaan itu gagal..hahaha sila cuba lg ye =)

2. utk pengetahuan umum terutama mereka yg kate sy ne org kelantan, ingin skali sy mberitahu bahawa walaupn sy pndai kecek klate n tau tmpt2 di klate, sy bukanlah anak jati kelantan..malahan sy tidak ada saudara mara yg tgl d sana... sy hnye pnah tgl n blaja di sana saje ye.. sy sbenarnye adelah anak kelahiran ipoh, perak yg mbesar di merata tmpt tmasuklah perak, kelantan, sabah n negeri sembilan..

3. sy seorg penggemar sukan...sy main volleyball dan paintball..tp sy juge ske tgk bola, golf, tennis..ape lagi ye? hehehe sy men volley dr darjah 6 lg, diajar oleh teman karib sy..sy join paintball pula sjk di mtrx di mane anda bole tgk sejarah paintball sy di post sbelum ini.. sy tau mengenai golf krn ibu bapa sy men golf n my father said dat "i hv d nature to play golf".. sy tidak mpunyai team fevret dlm bola, jd seme sy akn tgk dgn bsungguh2..sy tgk tennis n tau sket2 sbb slalu tmn ayh sy tgk channel sport..huhuhuhu ape lg ye...

4. hurm sy sudah lama berkecimpung dlm friendster iaitu ketika di tingkatan 5 (2003)..org yg m'add sy dlm fs adalah ili-zawani..sy mgunakn fs utk bhubung dgn kwn skolah sy disamping menambh kwn2 bru..gmba background fs sy x pnah btukar sjak sy 1st yr, sbb sy amat sukakn wallpaper tsebut..huhu si samping fs, sy juga ade netlog, tagged dan facebook..tp sy x ske gne facebook, sbb mcm susah jew..sy reg facebook pn sbb akak sy gne facebook..hurm

5. sy adalah ank yg bongsu dr 4 adik beradik..sy ade 2 kakak n sorg abg..ms ngh internship ne sy tgl ngn akak sulung aka k.ida sy di sunway...k.ida currently keje kt hotel one world sbelah ou...akak kedua sy aka k.dik sekarang menetap di southampton, uk..dia sudah berkahwin n mpunyai 4 org hero kesayangan papa sy...kt sane dia keje kt matalan d samping blaja kt kolej apetah..smlm dia msg kate dpt msuk southampton university..congratz sis! dan abg tunggal sy aka abg cik bekerja sbg ptd di jbtn ape tah..huhuhu x pnah amek tau..sy slalu bselisih pndapt ngn dia..tp sy tau dia sygkn sy sbb dia kdg2 bg wit kt saya =)

6. sy mula mengenali blog di fs...malah sy mpunyai blog di fs..sy blog d ctu sblum sy beralih arah ke blogspot setelah c buntal it exec sy block fs di ofis..huhuhuhu jika anda ke sana, anda dpt mbaca luahan perasaan sy sbelum ini..hehehe disamping itu, sy sgt ske bc blog org..sy mengisi ms lapang dgn mbaca blog org..tp sy tatau la ade org x bc blog sy..tp ms kt fs sy ade pembaca yg kdg2 salah tafsir insan yg sy cerita di dalam blog sy itu org yg mereka kenali..huhuhuhu

7. sy ske bgambar n m'ambil gmba...huuhu sy rs ini bole dilihat dr jumlah gmbar di dlm fs sy n sbrape byk hard disk sy digunakn utk menyimpn gmba..sy mpunyai flickr yg menyimpan gmba2 kenangan terindah sy setelah cubaan sy utk mgunakn fotopages x berjaya..sy mpunyai sebuah kamera digital iaitu canon ixus i5..tp sbenarnye cam tu kepunyaan ayh sy, tp dia x gune sy pn ambil lah..hahahahaha sy juga sdg blaja mgunakn adobe photoshop..tp skrg da xda software tu dlm lappy hp pavilion sy stelah kejadian tpakse format lappy aritu...

8. sy ske bkawan..sy ade ramai kwn yg berada di merata2 tmpt..ade yg dikenali dr skolah, ade yg diknali ketika mtrx, di utem, dr sports event, dr ofis...sy peramah ke?huhuhu sy peramah ngn org dikenali shj..sbb sy ni sbenarnye pemalu org nye..sy mpunyai beberapa teman rapat yg sy percayai..ade yg sy knali dr zaman sy kanak2 lg, n ade yg sy knali ketika da muda remaja..huhuhu sy mudah rapat ngn dak laki sbb sy ske kwn ngn laki..usually they dont backstab u..sbb ade certain dak pompuan yg sy knal, dpn sy baiklah amat, tp belakang mengutuk x hengat dunia..sengal je..tp kwn2 rapat sy tdiri drpd perempuan, yg x tgolong dlm pompuan sengal tsebut...so diharap anda jgn la jd spt golongan sengal tsebut ye...


hurm sudah cukup 8 perkara ttg sy..kalu trase nk tnye pape, jgn segan silu ye...tnye je sy...sy ne baik org nye..hahahahah
jd maka ini, sy hendaklah juga tag mereka yg sy tau ade blog...nsb andalah jika anda pernah di tag ye..sbb sy baru bkecimpung d cni jd sy dpt tag org saje...mereka yg btuah adalah:

• syifa
• teah

wassalam...

aGain

I been searching for you

I heard a cry within my soul

I never had a yearning quite like this before

Now that you are walking right through my door

All of my life

Where have you been

I wonder if I'll ever see you again

And if that day comes

I know we could win

I wonder if I'll ever see you again

A sacred gift of heaven

For better worse, wherever

And I would never let somebody break you down

Until you cried, never

All of my life

Where have you been

I wonder if I'll ever see you again

And if that day comes

I know we could win

I wonder if I'll ever see you again

At every time I've always known

That you where there, upon your throne

A lonely queen without her king

I longed for you, my love forever

All of my life

Where have you been

I wonder if I'll ever see you again

And if that day comes

I know we could win

I wonder if I'll ever see you again

I wonder if I'll ever see you again

dis is 1 of my all tym fevret..huhu sudah jatuh cinta sama ini lagu sejak bila tah...

ske lagu ini..

it makes me wonder sumtym dat i've been searching 4 dat person for my whole life..

n but when i meet dat person, will i ever see him again after dat?

evn skrg pn ade org yg aku tertanye yg adakah aku akn jupe dia lg?

*sigh~

..mY LifE..

in my life..
i'm searching for happiness
but i noe it won't be dat easy..
in my journey..
i've cried n i've laughed..
sumtym wit everybody, all of d time alone..
in my world,
i've made my mistakes..
i've hurted hearts, i've felt misery..
i've been thru all, i've faced it all..
but y is my happiness is still far away

nEscafe kiCkstaRt oPen

Venue:
Malaysian PaintBall Academy (MAPAAC), Petaling Jaya, Selangor.

Date:
Sunday, March 16, 2008

Format:
5man games, base flag system
Eatch player eliminated : 4 Points Each (20 possible)
Players alive : 2 Points Each (10 possible)
Pull Flag: 20 Points
Flag Hang: 50 Points

Division:-
Open Division:
RM250 per team Inclusive 1000 pellets per team
Open to Div 3 & 4 teams in Malaysia only (NO Div1 & 2 players allowed)
ONLY mechanical house markers. Harness & Pod is allowed.

School Division:
RM150 per team Inclusive 1000 pellets per team

Prizes from division less than 10 teams will be deduct 30%.

Additional pellets @ RM200.00/case or RM60.00/bag

Prizes:
Open Division
1st - RM1000 + Medals
2nd - RM750 + Medals
3rd - RM500 + Medals
4th - Medals

School Division
1st - RM500 + Medals
2nd - RM350 + Medals
3rd - RM250 + Medals
4th - Medals

Contact:
Laloque:017-693 9148
Fazi: 013-394 8488

This event specially brought to you by,
Nescafe & Laloque geng (Team Outrec)
Homepage: http://www.kickstart.com.my/
Supported by, MY-NPL & MAPAAC

Event Information:
When:
1400hrs to 1900hrs Saturday (Field Walking)
2000hrs to 2130hrs Saturday (Team's Captain Meeting -if require)
0800hrs to 1700hrs Sunday (Tournament)

Where:
Malaysian PaintBall Academy (MAPAAC), Kompleks Sukan Astaka, Petaling Jaya, Selangor.

For more information, please contact: -
Laloque @ 017-693 9148
Fazi @ 013-394 8488
Mr. Sofian Daud @ 016-332 3337

..sCreweD..

dunno wut shud i say..
dunno wut shud i do..
dunna how shud i act..
dunno where shud i go..
dunno where to turn..
dunno where to stop..
dunno how to start...
dunno wut m doing..
dunno wut i want..

shud i run?
shud i stop?
shud i hide?
shud i cry?
shud i laugh?
shud i talk?
shud i walk away?
shud i stay?
shud i tell?

all dis keep repeating in ma head dis few weeks..
i tot i cud control it..
i tot i cud escapes it..
i tot m strong to resists it..
i tot i wudnt b in dis mess..
i tot i'll pass thru..

but..
m wrong..
m damn wrong..
m in dis mess..
m in deep sh*t..

cane ne?
juz dun wanna b there nemore..
dun wanna go thru dat nemore..

pnat...pnat..
pnat pk..
pnat lost..


m lost..
m screwed..
m losing..
m invisible..
m nothing..

mY paiNtbaLL hisTory

weehuuu..

hahaha...hurm psl paintball..

how did i get involved wif dis sport?

hurm well...

act masa kt matrix, 2005 kot..

babah tnye pnah dgr x psl paintball n nk try x?

so we all pn excited pegi laa men paintball kt perlis..

huhuhuhu then ms open day kmk..

abg long n abg su n others brought paintball to kmk..

so ms tu knal laa d delta angels team..

knal abg use, padell, seth, ajib, harlem, uncle rosli, n others..

so after matrix, delta ajk keje for asian cup 2005

ktorg(me, abg long, emma, awin, kimi, aima, iza, misya, apek, eiy n others ade ag eyh...lupe laa) keje laaa kt pdg dpn amcorp tu..

me, abg long n emma jd marshal..

d rest jd tech crew..

'twas a memorable event..

kne lk ngn theme lagu ms tu, "mungkin nanti"..

hahahaha

but then ble da masuk univ..

tpakse tglkn cuz da jauh..

smpai laaa last year..

my college built a team, "LEopArD hUnterZ"

consist of me, ada, syifa, ifa, kucai, amad, zul, pali, azfar, hafiz n fazrul...

we did great..

agk dikenali gk laa.

but unfortunately for us..

dr segi financial ktorg x brape kukuh..

al-maklumlah semenye student..

so mmg lmbt la ktorg nk nek..

ktorg je yg still pkai mechanical marker g lawan ngn e-markers..

hahahahhaha

so now during my internship, aku da xmen..

now m a mpro ref...

hehehe so dats all..

hhehehehehehe bosan eyh..ahaha

..nu borN babY..

weehuuu...

well dis is my 1st entry for dis blog..
i've been writing blog b4 at friendster's blog..
but since dat 'buntal' it exec block fs, so i figured out to start blogging here..
well...
m not d kind who will owez update ma blog..
huhuhu but i'll write whenever i want..
n whenever i want to say sumtg..
huhuhu
slalunye cmtu laa..
tp sy ske bc blog org..(gedix gle ayat)..
haahahaha
k laa...
jp ag i'll write wut happened dis few weeks back..
jp ag eyh...
hhahaha...
till then..