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* escape: an inclination to retreat from unpleasant realities through diversion or fantasy; "romantic novels were her escape from the stress of ...
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* Escapism is mental diversion by means of entertainment or recreation, as an "escape" from the perceived unpleasant aspects of daily stress. It can also be used as a term to define the actions people take to try to help relieve feelings of depression or general sadness.
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* Escapism| エスカピズム|esukapizumu is the sixth single by Japanese band Antic Cafe. The title track is featured on the album Shikisai Moment.
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* An inclination to escape from routine or reality into fantasy; A genre of book, film etc. that one uses to indulge this tendency
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ouh, single dr japanese band itu tiada kne mengena..
hurm..
internet adala escapism ak..
well blogging to be exact..
bole cerita apa sahaja (hm tidak juga)..
ak ske blk sunway..
kejamkn ak x berapa gemar blk umh semenyih..
n ak juga x brape gemar mau spend time d mlk..
ak ske blk sunway..
kt sana ak bole relax..
ye, ak b'untung dpt kakak yg sempoi..
de x kisah..
ak bole dok diam sahaja d ctu..
utk ak relax..
bkn ak x ske blk semenyih..
tp kalu x ada, msti juga ada skali, perkara yg mbuat ak trasa..
ak ske jupe mama, papa..
ak ske mkn d rumah..
ak ske bermain ngn kucen d rumah..
ak ske bmanja dgn shadow (ouh, rindu pada yatt )
tp ble 1 perkara itu terjadi..
ak jd sedey dok umah..
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bkn ak xske dok mlk..
ak epy ada kwn2 d cni..
tp ak tensen dok cni..
fikir, knape ak xbole jd pandai mcm dorg..
ak da b'usaha (kot?)..
ak epy ade hunterz n huntress..
ade hns senget..
ouh tp satu je ak xske dok cni..
seme nye dr poket sendri..
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nape ak ske dok sunway?
bkn krn mau lepas dr pemerhatian parents..
d mlk ak juga bebas..
bt then..
d sunway tmpt ak bole relax..
ak x perlu fikir apa pn..
xperlu tension..
xperlu ada org marah..
xperlu jaga hati org..
xperlu bfikir...
tp x dinafikn ade juga perkara len yg buat ak ske ke sana..
yeah perkara itu..
itu mbuatkn kepulangan ak ke sunway lebey bmakna..
tp adakah kepulangan ku bermakna pd dia?
hm, tidak..ku yakin itu jawapannye..
ak sdg dlm phitungan..
mau ke sunway tidak esok..
mau jupe de..
tp adakah? de?
hurm..
ak ke sana sbb ku tau de x akan ke cni..
apa yg ada d cni bg de..
sudah semestinya tiada apa..
tidak spt ak ke sana..
ada sesuatu yg menggembirakn hati...
hurm...
..aLphaBets beComes woRds becoMes phRases beComes seNtenCes beComeS wuT it Shud hAve saId..
Thursday, August 28, 2008
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
..meLaka opEn coNCLusiOn..
huntress men ari ahad aritu..
well supposed to be sabtu n ahad..
bt redtma, noe them too well..
bkn mau mengata, bt dat part of redtma x pnah b'ubah..
then bole lg d torture nye kami dok tgh pns..
nk batalkn game sbb de rasa de bsalah..
itu ok, bt do u av to repeat it for almost half an hour under d hot sun?
duh..
dlm grup huntress menang 2 game, kalah 1 game..
ada was d heroin 4 d first game..
kami seme da kne hit, tgl ada sorg..
n eliminated d 3 guys..!!
hoho sgt bangga dgn de..
itu game pertama dgn team dr utem juga..
game kedua lawan sapetah..
but seme lelaki..
ouh ya, team kami je yg perempuan..
dan kami berlima sahaja yg perempuan dlm tournament itu..
sbelum msuk field, tdengar sorg opponent tu kate:
"dayus la aku kalu kalah ngn pompuan2 neh" dgn nada bongkak..
hurm we've won d game with perfect 100..
huh, sorry guyz..
3rd game lawan mfv combat..
sbelum msuk field tdengar mereka kata:
"dik, bole ke lawan combat abg ne, kalu mng ngn ktorg kompen juara"
bongkak kn?
ya, diakui mereka mmg hebat..
bt then, kne blagak sebegitukah?
kami kalah teruk gk..
seme sbb ak kne hit masa breakout..
sory ye teammates ku sekalian..
we placed as 6th..
masuk quarterfinal..
lawan ngn redtma lizzard..
kami kalah..
hmm epy sungguh mereka..
well ak tiada niat pn mau mbenci mereka..
tp mereka, huh sungguh meluatkn..
sjk dr npl lagi..
mereka kate ak blagak ketika npl..
bt then, how m gonna entertain u guys yg nk wat lawak bodo ms ak ngh keje?
kalu kne marah, bkn korg yg kne, ak..
mengom..
selepas game tgu smpai ke final..
then makan bsama ref kt seberang tasik..
gmba x byk..
well...
ne lebam plg truk..
x teruk pn...
well supposed to be sabtu n ahad..
bt redtma, noe them too well..
bkn mau mengata, bt dat part of redtma x pnah b'ubah..
then bole lg d torture nye kami dok tgh pns..
nk batalkn game sbb de rasa de bsalah..
itu ok, bt do u av to repeat it for almost half an hour under d hot sun?
duh..
dlm grup huntress menang 2 game, kalah 1 game..
ada was d heroin 4 d first game..
kami seme da kne hit, tgl ada sorg..
n eliminated d 3 guys..!!
hoho sgt bangga dgn de..
itu game pertama dgn team dr utem juga..
game kedua lawan sapetah..
but seme lelaki..
ouh ya, team kami je yg perempuan..
dan kami berlima sahaja yg perempuan dlm tournament itu..
sbelum msuk field, tdengar sorg opponent tu kate:
"dayus la aku kalu kalah ngn pompuan2 neh" dgn nada bongkak..
hurm we've won d game with perfect 100..
huh, sorry guyz..
3rd game lawan mfv combat..
sbelum msuk field tdengar mereka kata:
"dik, bole ke lawan combat abg ne, kalu mng ngn ktorg kompen juara"
bongkak kn?
ya, diakui mereka mmg hebat..
bt then, kne blagak sebegitukah?
kami kalah teruk gk..
seme sbb ak kne hit masa breakout..
sory ye teammates ku sekalian..
we placed as 6th..
masuk quarterfinal..
lawan ngn redtma lizzard..
kami kalah..
hmm epy sungguh mereka..
well ak tiada niat pn mau mbenci mereka..
tp mereka, huh sungguh meluatkn..
sjk dr npl lagi..
mereka kate ak blagak ketika npl..
bt then, how m gonna entertain u guys yg nk wat lawak bodo ms ak ngh keje?
kalu kne marah, bkn korg yg kne, ak..
mengom..
selepas game tgu smpai ke final..
then makan bsama ref kt seberang tasik..
gmba x byk..
well...
ne lebam plg truk..
x teruk pn...
..buKan mAhu menYatakn stAnd, juZ bceriTa n bkoNgsi pAndanGAn..
ari isnin..
ptg monteng clas krn headache..
ptg bgn2 bpakat ngn hns mau pegi jln2..
trasa bosan d rumah..
ari slase..
kelas spt biasa..
arine x monteng ye..
tghari blk umah..
study (huhu percayalah) smbil mkn megi (keadaan kewangan kurang memuaskn)..
g clas (utk pertama kali ku faham ape yg diajar oleh pm jamal)..
blk mula2 ajk syipa g jogging..
ye kami bjogging, di melaka sentral..
huhuhu kemudian makan kfc..
=syipa kempunan dr ari ahad aritu=
blk mau stdy..
aish kene wat report utk present microC sok..
akhirnya skrg suda 0115 hrs..
sdgkn suda janji sama lil d mau tdo by 12..
::sowy cyg, owg ada keje td, then cuba utk study:
study pn tidak..
ebook yg ada tidak mbantu *sigh~
camno ne..
seb bek std dlm clas td..
teringat pbincangn d kfc..
kami melihat seorg lelaki yg lenggoknyelembut..
huhu ku rasadia lg lembut dr ku, definitely..deym
well ak tiada apa² perasaan pada lelaki lembut..
tidak mbenci mereka pn..
juz itu mbuat ak teringat perbualan d skirmish aritu..
bersama wan n zul..
mereka menyampah thadap seorg lelaki lembut yg msuk kdai..
(ak tiada perasaan apa² thadap perwatakan lelaki itu)..
tp ape yg wan ckp, ade kebenaran d ctu..
"da la skrg pompuan byk, pastu laki pn nk jd pompuan..kesian kt pompuan sbb laki yg kurang makin bkurangan..tpaksa la bkongsi laki"
hurm tu sila rujuk pd link yg ak sertakan dlm previous entry jika anda mau bkongsi lelaki..
ok kte smbung..
"pastu mija, ko nk bising², marah² kalu laki kawen len sedangkn laki da kurang, btul x mija?"
oi apsal lk ak yg kne ne..lari gle topik..huhuhu
well tujuan ak bkn nk nyatakn stand ak thadap poligami, mahupun terhadap lelaki lembut..
takut ade yg tahu ttg ak salah sangka tentang ape yg ak cuba mau crite di cni..
baiklh, kte smbung pbualan itu ya..
mija: "xdala, ak x bising pn kalu laki nk poligami, mereka ada hak" n jgn kata ak sanggupmerampas hak org atas stand ak..n jgn kate ak x sayang hubby ku nnt sbb ak sanggup benarkn mereka poligami..
wan: " yela tu..pompuan mana nk kongsi² ne..ko sanggup pulak eyh" well, aku akui mmg amatlah kurang sgt perempuan yg sanggup bkongsi..
mija: "laki ada hak..tp ada syaratnye gk..tu kne igt la.. kalu mkn sendri pn x tertanggung ape ag nk tanggung 2 3 wife" sila rujuk link kt salah satu previous entry ak..
perbualan seterusnye d censored dan tidak seswai utk tatapan umum..
well tujuan ak bkn nk nyatakn stand ak thadap poligami, mahupun terhadap lelaki lembut..
takut ade yg tahu ttg ak salah sangka tentang ape yg ak cuba mau crite di cni..
tapi ape yg wan cakap tu ade betulnya kn?
lelaki sudah berkurangan, perempuan sudah ramai..tp ramai lelaki yg mahu mjadi perempuan sekaligus megurangkn lagi bilangan lelaki dan menambah bilangan perempuan..
lelaki kurang, perempuan ramai tp perempuan tidak mahu berkongsi.. [tp ak xsalahkn mereka yg x mahu bkongsi...ask urself, kamu suka bkongsi?]
itu cerita d skirmish pd petang jumaat lepas sambil melihat hujan lebat di luar..
kalu ak x dmm, mungkin ak xkn berada dlm conversation tsebut kn?
hasilnya, pulang dr skirmish ak mbawa pulang 3 facemask: jt flex8, vforce profiler n proto switch EL bersama 2 pasang wristband eclipse..dan juga buah fikiran lelaki² d skirmish..
dan suasana d kfc td mengingatkn ak ttg cite ini..
dan skrg ak menulis d blog..
hmm mengantuk pula..
well tujuan ak bkn nk nyatakn stand ak thadap poligami, mahupun terhadap lelaki lembut..
takut ade yg tahu ttg ak salah sangka tentang ape yg ak cuba mau crite di cni..
jgn salah sangka ya jik kamu tahu dat part of my life...
ApA kaTA kAMu?
ptg monteng clas krn headache..
ptg bgn2 bpakat ngn hns mau pegi jln2..
trasa bosan d rumah..
ari slase..
kelas spt biasa..
arine x monteng ye..
tghari blk umah..
study (huhu percayalah) smbil mkn megi (keadaan kewangan kurang memuaskn)..
g clas (utk pertama kali ku faham ape yg diajar oleh pm jamal)..
blk mula2 ajk syipa g jogging..
ye kami bjogging, di melaka sentral..
huhuhu kemudian makan kfc..
=syipa kempunan dr ari ahad aritu=
blk mau stdy..
aish kene wat report utk present microC sok..
akhirnya skrg suda 0115 hrs..
sdgkn suda janji sama lil d mau tdo by 12..
::sowy cyg, owg ada keje td, then cuba utk study:
study pn tidak..
ebook yg ada tidak mbantu *sigh~
camno ne..
seb bek std dlm clas td..
teringat pbincangn d kfc..
kami melihat seorg lelaki yg lenggoknye
huhu ku rasa
well ak tiada apa² perasaan pada lelaki lembut..
tidak mbenci mereka pn..
juz itu mbuat ak teringat perbualan d skirmish aritu..
bersama wan n zul..
mereka menyampah thadap seorg lelaki lembut yg msuk kdai..
(ak tiada perasaan apa² thadap perwatakan lelaki itu)..
tp ape yg wan ckp, ade kebenaran d ctu..
"da la skrg pompuan byk, pastu laki pn nk jd pompuan..kesian kt pompuan sbb laki yg kurang makin bkurangan..tpaksa la bkongsi laki"
hurm tu sila rujuk pd link yg ak sertakan dlm previous entry jika anda mau bkongsi lelaki..
ok kte smbung..
"pastu mija, ko nk bising², marah² kalu laki kawen len sedangkn laki da kurang, btul x mija?"
oi apsal lk ak yg kne ne..lari gle topik..huhuhu
well tujuan ak bkn nk nyatakn stand ak thadap poligami, mahupun terhadap lelaki lembut..
takut ade yg tahu ttg ak salah sangka tentang ape yg ak cuba mau crite di cni..
baiklh, kte smbung pbualan itu ya..
mija: "xdala, ak x bising pn kalu laki nk poligami, mereka ada hak" n jgn kata ak sanggup
wan: " yela tu..pompuan mana nk kongsi² ne..ko sanggup pulak eyh" well, aku akui mmg amatlah kurang sgt perempuan yg sanggup bkongsi..
mija: "laki ada hak..tp ada syaratnye gk..tu kne igt la.. kalu mkn sendri pn x tertanggung ape ag nk tanggung 2 3 wife" sila rujuk link kt salah satu previous entry ak..
perbualan seterusnye d censored dan tidak seswai utk tatapan umum..
well tujuan ak bkn nk nyatakn stand ak thadap poligami, mahupun terhadap lelaki lembut..
takut ade yg tahu ttg ak salah sangka tentang ape yg ak cuba mau crite di cni..
tapi ape yg wan cakap tu ade betulnya kn?
lelaki sudah berkurangan, perempuan sudah ramai..tp ramai lelaki yg mahu mjadi perempuan sekaligus megurangkn lagi bilangan lelaki dan menambah bilangan perempuan..
lelaki kurang, perempuan ramai tp perempuan tidak mahu berkongsi.. [tp ak xsalahkn mereka yg x mahu bkongsi...ask urself, kamu suka bkongsi?]
itu cerita d skirmish pd petang jumaat lepas sambil melihat hujan lebat di luar..
kalu ak x dmm, mungkin ak xkn berada dlm conversation tsebut kn?
hasilnya, pulang dr skirmish ak mbawa pulang 3 facemask: jt flex8, vforce profiler n proto switch EL bersama 2 pasang wristband eclipse..dan juga buah fikiran lelaki² d skirmish..
dan suasana d kfc td mengingatkn ak ttg cite ini..
dan skrg ak menulis d blog..
hmm mengantuk pula..
well tujuan ak bkn nk nyatakn stand ak thadap poligami, mahupun terhadap lelaki lembut..
takut ade yg tahu ttg ak salah sangka tentang ape yg ak cuba mau crite di cni..
jgn salah sangka ya jik kamu tahu dat part of my life...
ApA kaTA kAMu?
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
..cRush..
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I try and try to walk away
All that we can be, where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I try and try to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away
..nGetAg..
tag dr hunys
1) Senaraikan 5 hadiah/benda yang anda inginkan:
- handphone baru...pda is preferable
- macbook
- nintendo ds lite
- aveo
- seorg kekasih boleh ? hehe
2) Alasan terhadap perkara tersebut
- sy mau la...
3) Impresi terhadap orang yang diminati
- impression yg unexpressed..hahaha
4) 5 perkara yang dibenci
perkara eyh?
- benci tgu tren
- benci kne jln tgh pns..
- benci org menipu pastu wat cam de bgus
- benci hurm benci org blagak kot..
5) Kali pertama duduk berjauhan dari keluarga
- ms dolu2 g umh akak2...kalu dok ostel form 1
6) Tempat yang ingin kamu lawati
- venice buleh??
- paris, evn k.dik kate x besh..
- mau pegi pulau la..hurmmm
7) 5 perkataan yang selalu kamu sebut
- sengal..
- mengom..
- huh
- hmm
- dowh
8) Kalau ada duit yang banyak
- spend it bak kate hns...
9) Jika kamu tidak belajar / bekerja dalam bidang sekarang, mungkin kamu
- belajar dlm bidang len..huhuhu
10) Lagu yang kamu selalu dengar tanpa rasa muak
- more than words [kte same la hns..] oldies r great..
11) Rakan-rakan bloggers yang ingin kamu tag
- shepha
- zul..sbb de bru wat blog..
- ada..sbb de pn bru wat blog..
- sesape yg xda keje
1) Senaraikan 5 hadiah/benda yang anda inginkan:
- handphone baru...pda is preferable
- macbook
- nintendo ds lite
- aveo
- seorg kekasih boleh ? hehe
2) Alasan terhadap perkara tersebut
- sy mau la...
3) Impresi terhadap orang yang diminati
- impression yg unexpressed..hahaha
4) 5 perkara yang dibenci
perkara eyh?
- benci tgu tren
- benci kne jln tgh pns..
- benci org menipu pastu wat cam de bgus
- benci hurm benci org blagak kot..
5) Kali pertama duduk berjauhan dari keluarga
- ms dolu2 g umh akak2...kalu dok ostel form 1
6) Tempat yang ingin kamu lawati
- venice buleh??
- paris, evn k.dik kate x besh..
- mau pegi pulau la..hurmmm
7) 5 perkataan yang selalu kamu sebut
- sengal..
- mengom..
- huh
- hmm
- dowh
8) Kalau ada duit yang banyak
- spend it bak kate hns...
9) Jika kamu tidak belajar / bekerja dalam bidang sekarang, mungkin kamu
- belajar dlm bidang len..huhuhu
10) Lagu yang kamu selalu dengar tanpa rasa muak
- more than words [kte same la hns..] oldies r great..
11) Rakan-rakan bloggers yang ingin kamu tag
- shepha
- zul..sbb de bru wat blog..
- ada..sbb de pn bru wat blog..
- sesape yg xda keje
Saturday, August 23, 2008
..saPe yg pAtut stArt?..
sape patut tego sape dlu?
kalu it's juz me, xpe la kot..
tp yg ak musykil, nina pn de x ym..
slalunye ngn kwn ku yg 2 itu de lg slalu ym dr ak..
hns kate mb de maw ak tego dlu...
bt then skrg ne, sape yg malu kwn ngn sape..
sape yg xnk persahabatan tersebut dketahui?
so is it my fault?
so there goes seorg yg ak pgl besfwen..
yg ak akn cuba sdaye upaya tlg de waktu susah..
bt then seme tu xda makna pn bg de..
yelew..sape la ak ne kn..
bt then..
mmg ak sedey..
sbb de sorg kwn yg baik bg ak..
tp tu seme xda makna bg de...
mmg ak ralat x cp ngn de..
well he used to be one of a fwen yg i could talk to..
tp tu seme xda makna bg de...
d wonderful 2yrs of great friendship means nothing to him..
tu seme xda makna bg de...
or mgkin ak pnah wat benda yg sama?
bt then tu seme xda makna bg de...
Thursday, August 21, 2008
..iMage prOcessinG toOL..
demi psm..
huhuhu
well skrg ne ngh get to noe matlab...
huhu blaja wat image processing sket2...
slalu ktorg gne matlab skdr nk paparkn graf..
skrg ak da leh paparkn image..gamba....
tiada lg graf..!!
huhuhu kalu org yg da taw xyh gelak kt ak..
ak ne mmg bru blaja pn..
huhuhu sape yg reti tu, ajar ar ak..
msh byk mau blaja ne...
ini berjaya mengeluarkn gmba d matlab...bkn graph tau
ini memotong gmba tsebut....
ak pn tatau ne jd pe sbenarnye...juz ikut tutorial...
huhuhu
well skrg ne ngh get to noe matlab...
huhu blaja wat image processing sket2...
slalu ktorg gne matlab skdr nk paparkn graf..
skrg ak da leh paparkn image..gamba....
tiada lg graf..!!
huhuhu kalu org yg da taw xyh gelak kt ak..
ak ne mmg bru blaja pn..
huhuhu sape yg reti tu, ajar ar ak..
msh byk mau blaja ne...
ini berjaya mengeluarkn gmba d matlab...bkn graph tau
ini memotong gmba tsebut....
ak pn tatau ne jd pe sbenarnye...juz ikut tutorial...
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
..isnt it enuf?..
kamu slalu kate "isn't it enuf?"..
ak slalu meminta?
ak xpnah merasa ckup?
ak terlalu demand?
serasa ak, ak tdak meminta..
ouh ada..
apabila ak mnta kamu jujur..
apabila ak mnta kamu supaya lemme noe when u r here n there..
apabila ak mnta kamu to tell me sumtg..
ya, ak sdar ak terlalu meminta...
tidak sedar diri kn..
ye ak mmg xsdar dri..
apabila ak mnta itu n ini..
ak mmg x kenang dek untung..
apabila ade sesorg sudi meminjam kebahagiaan yg sementara pd ak..
bukan ke itu xcukup bagus dr tiada lgsg?
n ya ak sdar..
btul kate kamu, ak tidak satisfy ngn apa yg ada..
dia bgtau sblum dia pegi sudah cukup bagus..
dia inform ketika on da way sudah cukup baik..
jika dia x bgtau pape lgsung?
biarkn ak gelisah?
evn da anta few messages kpd dia?
x sdar diri lgsg ble anta msg kt de..
x malu btul bila rajuk singgah d ati..
"isnt it enuf wut i gave u?" mgkin itu kate de dlm ati..
tp kamu xsdar ke?
perempuan mana yg bole tahan hatinya mcm ak?
play dumb ble kamu bcerita ttg seseorg yg len?
makan ati ble kamu xhubungi ak lgsng tp diam saje..
mjadi seorg kwn yg baik ble kamu ada masalah, especially bsama dia..
faham or buat faham apabila kamu ignore ak dsbelah kamu..
meminta maaf b'ulang kali dsebabkn ak yg terasa ngan kamu..
apologizing zillion times ble kamu frust ngn ak..
trying to be happy(when m sad) n not ruining d little time dat i got to spend wit u..
cuba curi masa dr jadual yg bz utk jupe kamu, evndo utk sekejap..
yg tetap stay, evn ak tau suatu ari kamu akn lupakn ak..
yg certainly kamu akn tglkn ak..
ye..ak terlalu meminta..
bodohkn ak...
dan kamu pn kata "isn't it enuf?"
ak slalu meminta?
ak xpnah merasa ckup?
ak terlalu demand?
serasa ak, ak tdak meminta..
ouh ada..
apabila ak mnta kamu jujur..
apabila ak mnta kamu supaya lemme noe when u r here n there..
apabila ak mnta kamu to tell me sumtg..
ya, ak sdar ak terlalu meminta...
tidak sedar diri kn..
ye ak mmg xsdar dri..
apabila ak mnta itu n ini..
ak mmg x kenang dek untung..
apabila ade sesorg sudi meminjam kebahagiaan yg sementara pd ak..
bukan ke itu xcukup bagus dr tiada lgsg?
n ya ak sdar..
btul kate kamu, ak tidak satisfy ngn apa yg ada..
dia bgtau sblum dia pegi sudah cukup bagus..
dia inform ketika on da way sudah cukup baik..
jika dia x bgtau pape lgsung?
biarkn ak gelisah?
evn da anta few messages kpd dia?
x sdar diri lgsg ble anta msg kt de..
x malu btul bila rajuk singgah d ati..
"isnt it enuf wut i gave u?" mgkin itu kate de dlm ati..
tp kamu xsdar ke?
perempuan mana yg bole tahan hatinya mcm ak?
play dumb ble kamu bcerita ttg seseorg yg len?
makan ati ble kamu xhubungi ak lgsng tp diam saje..
mjadi seorg kwn yg baik ble kamu ada masalah, especially bsama dia..
faham or buat faham apabila kamu ignore ak dsbelah kamu..
meminta maaf b'ulang kali dsebabkn ak yg terasa ngan kamu..
apologizing zillion times ble kamu frust ngn ak..
trying to be happy(when m sad) n not ruining d little time dat i got to spend wit u..
cuba curi masa dr jadual yg bz utk jupe kamu, evndo utk sekejap..
yg tetap stay, evn ak tau suatu ari kamu akn lupakn ak..
yg certainly kamu akn tglkn ak..
ye..ak terlalu meminta..
bodohkn ak...
dan kamu pn kata "isn't it enuf?"
Sunday, August 17, 2008
..yg akU sKe..
hm..
ak ske mbaca..
mgkin sbb papa n mama da terapkn nilai itu sjak ak kecik...
well ak igt dlu..
ms tu bru blk dr kelas organ, dpn ipd kb..
ari sabtu...
pegi ofis papa..
there were few friends of his in there..
then papa pn kate 'she can read newspaper'..
then they asked me to read..an english newspaper...
then seme kate ak pndai...
pandai ke ak?
if i am..
then nape ak xle dpt pointer yg besh?
huhu actualy kte suda off topic.. ;p
sy ske mbaca..
sy ske baca blog..
huhu well ak mmg ske baca blog org..
n m impressed by how ppl bole crite ape saje yg mereka maw..
n kudos bg yg mereka yg mjadikn blog mereka tmpt sumber ilmu...
i loike...
hehe
well...
dsbbkn ak dknali oleh org yg mengenali ak..
ak xle tulis seske ati dlm blog..
evndo mmg ade yg ak tulis seske ati..
but itu hnya yg ak pk, harmless...
byk perkara yg ak mau tulis, komen..
bt then those things r juz sensitive..
dlm reading ak..
yg ak dpt kaitkn ngn my own life..
or mgkin xda kne mngena lgsg bt it's gud to read..
ak baca yg ini, itu dan yg itu...
yg mgkin ak dpt relate...
or mb not...
tp ak ske mbaca...
ak ske mbaca..
mgkin sbb papa n mama da terapkn nilai itu sjak ak kecik...
well ak igt dlu..
ms tu bru blk dr kelas organ, dpn ipd kb..
ari sabtu...
pegi ofis papa..
there were few friends of his in there..
then papa pn kate 'she can read newspaper'..
then they asked me to read..an english newspaper...
then seme kate ak pndai...
pandai ke ak?
if i am..
then nape ak xle dpt pointer yg besh?
huhu actualy kte suda off topic.. ;p
sy ske mbaca..
sy ske baca blog..
huhu well ak mmg ske baca blog org..
n m impressed by how ppl bole crite ape saje yg mereka maw..
n kudos bg yg mereka yg mjadikn blog mereka tmpt sumber ilmu...
i loike...
hehe
well...
dsbbkn ak dknali oleh org yg mengenali ak..
ak xle tulis seske ati dlm blog..
evndo mmg ade yg ak tulis seske ati..
but itu hnya yg ak pk, harmless...
byk perkara yg ak mau tulis, komen..
bt then those things r juz sensitive..
dlm reading ak..
yg ak dpt kaitkn ngn my own life..
or mgkin xda kne mngena lgsg bt it's gud to read..
ak baca yg ini, itu dan yg itu...
yg mgkin ak dpt relate...
or mb not...
tp ak ske mbaca...
Saturday, August 16, 2008
..cuti..
hehe...
daku sudah mula bcuti...
sudah jupe kesayangan2 ati..
=)
smlm ade wat entry..
maw upload gmba..
akn tetapi kegunaan wifi free di mentari amat tidak mbanggakn..
nnt ku publish ya skali ngn gmba...
juz for an update...
little d sudah mpunyai besfwen bru =)
daku sudah mula bcuti...
sudah jupe kesayangan2 ati..
=)
smlm ade wat entry..
maw upload gmba..
akn tetapi kegunaan wifi free di mentari amat tidak mbanggakn..
nnt ku publish ya skali ngn gmba...
juz for an update...
little d sudah mpunyai besfwen bru =)
Thursday, August 14, 2008
..dream on..
sy tgk bulletin ne dpt sambutan hangat d frenster..
huhuhu jd sy mau tampal d cni pula...
huhuhuhu
well ini sudah post sy kedua utk mlm ne...
oopss pgunaan sy?
hehe hasil dr im ngn odette..
bincang masalah dunia...
sudah pukul 3 lebey...
ble maw tdo ne...
proposal - check
print sumtg - check
basuh baju - check
kemas baju - ini blom..
sok smpt x????
huhuhu jd sy mau tampal d cni pula...
huhuhuhu
Every girl dreams that one day she willfind a boy that does these things forher.Even the smallest action can havethe BIGGEST impact in someones life.• give her one of your t-shirts tosleep in.• leave her cute text notes.• kiss her in front of your friends.• tell her she looks beautiful.• look into her eyes when you talk toher.• let her mess with your hair.• touch her hair.• just walk around with her.• forgive her for her mistakes.• look at her like she`s the only girlyou see• tickle her even when she says stop.• hold her hand when you`re around yourfriends.• when she starts swearing at you, tellher you love her.• let her fall asleep in your arms.• get her mad, then kiss her.• tease her and let her tease you back.• stay up all night with her when she`ssick.• watch her favorite movie with her.• kiss her forehead.• give her the world.• write her letters.• let her wear your clothes.• when she`s sad, hang out with her.• let her know she`s important.• let her take all the photos she wantsof you.• kiss her in the pouring rain.• when you fall in love with her, tellher.• and when you tell her, love her likeyou`ve never loved someone before.-*-*-*-*-*-*-guys repost as : i`d do this for her.girls repost as : the perfect boyfriendif you don`t repost this in fourminutes you will lose the one you love.if you do repost this in four minutesthe one you love will :message you;call you;kiss you;love you back
well ini sudah post sy kedua utk mlm ne...
oopss pgunaan sy?
hehe hasil dr im ngn odette..
bincang masalah dunia...
sudah pukul 3 lebey...
ble maw tdo ne...
proposal - check
print sumtg - check
basuh baju - check
kemas baju - ini blom..
sok smpt x????
..svm..
hurm ape itu svm?
svm adela support vector machine...
waaaaaaaaaaaaa mane nk cari algorithm ne..
penin ak...
da la abg macho da warning...
"sbelum kne tembak ngn sy idup2, baik cari algorithm svm ne"..
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
ptg td da cari smpai penin2...
nk muntah tgk screen ne..
pastu td tdo...kesakitan kepala yg amat...
bangun pn sbb kne amek tket ngn ebaad...
pastu kemalasan yg amat...
cane nk wat keje...
hurm skarang da kul 0130 hrs..
still xjupe algortihm tue..
seyes da givap..
btulkn proposal..
print..
pastu print manual td tue...
pastu kmas baju..
pastu tdo..
da la bju by x bsuh..
mane smpt nk kering...
hurm....
svm adela support vector machine...
waaaaaaaaaaaaa mane nk cari algorithm ne..
penin ak...
da la abg macho da warning...
"sbelum kne tembak ngn sy idup2, baik cari algorithm svm ne"..
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
ptg td da cari smpai penin2...
nk muntah tgk screen ne..
pastu td tdo...kesakitan kepala yg amat...
bangun pn sbb kne amek tket ngn ebaad...
pastu kemalasan yg amat...
cane nk wat keje...
hurm skarang da kul 0130 hrs..
still xjupe algortihm tue..
seyes da givap..
btulkn proposal..
print..
pastu print manual td tue...
pastu kmas baju..
pastu tdo..
da la bju by x bsuh..
mane smpt nk kering...
hurm....
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
..as it is..
i noe wut it is..
i noe there's nothing..
but m still standing here..
waiting for nothing..
well..
i've signed up for this..
i took d risk..
n m juz epy d way the things r..
ouh well, juz enuf for me to stay epy..
u can say m bad..
u can say anything dat u like..
but i cant lie to my own heart..
dat i didnt care..
but i guess it's juz enuf for me..
as the temporary love n romance fills me..
evndo m standing on d uncertain..
touching the shadow that soothes me..
well i do noe there's no future..
well i noe m not going anywhere..
but dis is wut i've signed up for..
juz to love n to be loved..
juz for once..
juz for a sec..
juz for awhile..
and juz to feel dat there's sumone..
willing to make me epy..
evn juz for awhile..
it's enuf as it is...
i noe there's nothing..
but m still standing here..
waiting for nothing..
well..
i've signed up for this..
i took d risk..
n m juz epy d way the things r..
ouh well, juz enuf for me to stay epy..
u can say m bad..
u can say anything dat u like..
but i cant lie to my own heart..
dat i didnt care..
but i guess it's juz enuf for me..
as the temporary love n romance fills me..
evndo m standing on d uncertain..
touching the shadow that soothes me..
well i do noe there's no future..
well i noe m not going anywhere..
but dis is wut i've signed up for..
juz to love n to be loved..
juz for once..
juz for a sec..
juz for awhile..
and juz to feel dat there's sumone..
willing to make me epy..
evn juz for awhile..
it's enuf as it is...
n dear..
i hope dat u'll understand..
i didnt ask much..
i didnt ask anything..
m grateful..
for having u..
evn it's for awhile..
thanx..
i hope dat u'll understand..
i didnt ask much..
i didnt ask anything..
m grateful..
for having u..
evn it's for awhile..
thanx..
Monday, August 11, 2008
..penGacAu keNtenterAMan aWAm..
well ne actualy ape yg ak rasa start mlm khms lepas..
bru nk post arine..
nape da lama bru nk post?
sbb ak bharap sgt org yg tlibat baca...
jantan sial: awk ada ktna? jom kuar mnum
me: xmo, nk tdo (pdhl ak ngh lepak ngn mmbr)
jantan sial: ala jom la...kta kuar mnum sat
me: xmo
nape ak tpu ak nk tdo? sbb jantan ne xpaham bahasa...tatau la bhs ape de paham...
jantan sial: awk ktna? jom kuar p jln2..
me: sy tgh men game, bye
jantan sial: jom la kuar sat..
me: bye
text from jantan sial: jom kuar nk?
text tu x ku reply...wat sakit otak je..
woi jantan..
hg da tau hg ada awek kt cni, dok thegeh2 cari ak pehal?
awek ko tu ckup punye baik, yg ko dok cbuk nk kaco idup ag asl?
kalu ko nk try to b a fren, xpayahlaa...
sbb ko xlayak jd kawn ak..
sbb nye?
sbb ko mcmsial...
n jgn nk salahkn ak da..
n btw jantan sial,
jgn risau la psl ak ada bf ke x..
it's non of ur business pn..
m epy as a single..
n ak tetap akn tunaikn janji ak, dat u'll b d 1st to noe if ak ade pakwe..
nnt ak anta komen kt fs or myspace ko ( ala yg ko ckp ko xda tu, penipu bsar..!!) gmba cium molot ak..
puas ati ko?
so in d mean time, xyh la nk wish ak b'bahagia ngn sape2..
sbb ak bahagia tanpa knal ko...
bru nk post arine..
nape da lama bru nk post?
sbb ak bharap sgt org yg tlibat baca...
jantan sial: awk ada ktna? jom kuar mnum
me: xmo, nk tdo (pdhl ak ngh lepak ngn mmbr)
jantan sial: ala jom la...kta kuar mnum sat
me: xmo
nape ak tpu ak nk tdo? sbb jantan ne xpaham bahasa...tatau la bhs ape de paham...
jantan sial: awk ktna? jom kuar p jln2..
me: sy tgh men game, bye
jantan sial: jom la kuar sat..
me: bye
text from jantan sial: jom kuar nk?
text tu x ku reply...wat sakit otak je..
woi jantan..
hg da tau hg ada awek kt cni, dok thegeh2 cari ak pehal?
awek ko tu ckup punye baik, yg ko dok cbuk nk kaco idup ag asl?
kalu ko nk try to b a fren, xpayahlaa...
sbb ko xlayak jd kawn ak..
sbb nye?
sbb ko mcm
n jgn nk salahkn ak da..
n btw jantan sial,
jgn risau la psl ak ada bf ke x..
it's non of ur business pn..
m epy as a single..
n ak tetap akn tunaikn janji ak, dat u'll b d 1st to noe if ak ade pakwe..
nnt ak anta komen kt fs or myspace ko ( ala yg ko ckp ko xda tu, penipu bsar..!!) gmba cium molot ak..
puas ati ko?
so in d mean time, xyh la nk wish ak b'bahagia ngn sape2..
sbb ak bahagia tanpa knal ko...
..sy epy..
baru pulang...
tp td pn singgah ke mitc..
maw tgk suasana pesta konvo..
tp, erk bosan...
weekend jupe kesayangan2 ati...
d devilz =)
smpai mlm tue..
jln2 amek masa sbb lil dvl xle amek awl..
ke swichtec jupe anas n epul..
then pulang...
sok nye lepak d umah..
ptg kuar jln2 kt pyrmd ngn k.ida..
teman de sopin...
diriku dpt habuan sbb meneman =)
lil d amek, pegi mnum..
pastu k.ida bg cdgan nk p tesco..
'aga' ( perkataan baru ku belajar arine, ejaan xdpt dpastikn btul or salah) hfz..
trus menuju ke tesco..
dak2 ne borong megi..
pastu bsg megi x sdap..
padan muka...
bgn pagi lepak tgk dvd..
da tghari kuar g pasar minggu shah alam..
niat d ati maw cari pets..
tp yg djual hnya ikan n hamster...
tiada yg bkenan...
jln n jln n jln...
lil d got me sumtg... =)
tp td pn singgah ke mitc..
maw tgk suasana pesta konvo..
tp, erk bosan...
weekend jupe kesayangan2 ati...
d devilz =)
smpai mlm tue..
jln2 amek masa sbb lil dvl xle amek awl..
ke swichtec jupe anas n epul..
then pulang...
sok nye lepak d umah..
ptg kuar jln2 kt pyrmd ngn k.ida..
teman de sopin...
diriku dpt habuan sbb meneman =)
lil d amek, pegi mnum..
pastu k.ida bg cdgan nk p tesco..
'aga' ( perkataan baru ku belajar arine, ejaan xdpt dpastikn btul or salah) hfz..
trus menuju ke tesco..
dak2 ne borong megi..
pastu bsg megi x sdap..
padan muka...
bgn pagi lepak tgk dvd..
da tghari kuar g pasar minggu shah alam..
niat d ati maw cari pets..
tp yg djual hnya ikan n hamster...
tiada yg bkenan...
jln n jln n jln...
lil d got me sumtg... =)
hehehe ak sbenarnye bkn fan mane2 club..
xda fave club pn..
xpnah t'pk akn pkai bju specific club..
hohoho oleh kerana lil dvl peminat liverpool..
he got me dis jersey..
thanx a lot cyg...
love it to d bits =)
conclusion:
sy sgt epy =)
dpt jupe d devilz kesayangan atiku..
dpt bju dr akak ku..
n dpt sumtg dr kesayangan ati =)
xda fave club pn..
xpnah t'pk akn pkai bju specific club..
hohoho oleh kerana lil dvl peminat liverpool..
he got me dis jersey..
thanx a lot cyg...
love it to d bits =)
conclusion:
sy sgt epy =)
dpt jupe d devilz kesayangan atiku..
dpt bju dr akak ku..
n dpt sumtg dr kesayangan ati =)
Thursday, August 7, 2008
..nPL mLk coNCLusioN..
huhuhu bru bkesempatan utk at conclusion for npl...
tourney went well..
d2 nye team xbyk..
utem anta byk team..
as a ref?
hurm dpt blaja jd base ref..
pegang la radar-x tue..huhuhu
1st tym tauu....
bt d second day tu jd tukang toss coin kt luar jew..
huhuhu
ak pkai suar baru for dis event..
PROTO 08...
hadiah from sumbody yg da lama dknali..
thnx uncle...appreciate it very much....
ari khms minggu lepas went to kl amek suar bru tue...
sgt laa berbaloi sbb dpt free =)
back to d event..
as i said, everything went smooth..
dak2 ne pn men ok..
congratz to spunky militia, praetorian n steal bird..
u guyz done a gud job...
proud to noe u guyz...
other than dat, xda argument yg bsar from players...
ref pn enjoy je...
kami tgl kt casa loga (ye kew namenye)...
tourney went well..
d2 nye team xbyk..
utem anta byk team..
as a ref?
hurm dpt blaja jd base ref..
pegang la radar-x tue..huhuhu
1st tym tauu....
bt d second day tu jd tukang toss coin kt luar jew..
huhuhu
ak pkai suar baru for dis event..
PROTO 08...
hadiah from sumbody yg da lama dknali..
thnx uncle...appreciate it very much....
ari khms minggu lepas went to kl amek suar bru tue...
sgt laa berbaloi sbb dpt free =)
back to d event..
as i said, everything went smooth..
dak2 ne pn men ok..
congratz to spunky militia, praetorian n steal bird..
u guyz done a gud job...
proud to noe u guyz...
other than dat, xda argument yg bsar from players...
ref pn enjoy je...
kami tgl kt casa loga (ye kew namenye)...
Tuesday, August 5, 2008
..aRchiVe..
kepenatan sbenarnye ne..
pnat weekend aritu x ilang ag..
nnt ku apdet psl npl...
td ms ngh restore lappy ne..
bukak ym..
tgk archive kot2 ms ak install len de ilang msg2 lama..
ouh ak ske smpan msg2 ku..
xksah la ym ke tpon ke...
ade yg besh..
ade yg menyakitkn ati..
ade yg klaka..
ade yg menyedihkn..
tp plg besh bc ym ngn seseorg..
tgk2 byk gk msg ak ngn de..
klaka..
cuz start from bahasakn diri sy awk..
cam klaka je..
hehehhehe...
bc msg2 dlm archive tue..
bole igtkn ak ttg byk menda..
bout d first date ke (ini tpu, juz assume)..date bsama2 rakan2 ke..
well sumtg to treasure..
smtg to remember..
forever n owez...
pnat weekend aritu x ilang ag..
nnt ku apdet psl npl...
td ms ngh restore lappy ne..
bukak ym..
tgk archive kot2 ms ak install len de ilang msg2 lama..
ouh ak ske smpan msg2 ku..
xksah la ym ke tpon ke...
ade yg besh..
ade yg menyakitkn ati..
ade yg klaka..
ade yg menyedihkn..
tp plg besh bc ym ngn seseorg..
tgk2 byk gk msg ak ngn de..
klaka..
cuz start from bahasakn diri sy awk..
cam klaka je..
hehehhehe...
bc msg2 dlm archive tue..
bole igtkn ak ttg byk menda..
bout d first date ke (ini tpu, juz assume)..date bsama2 rakan2 ke..
well sumtg to treasure..
smtg to remember..
forever n owez...
well...
ade gk yg watkn ak kuar air mata..
deym...
ade gk yg watkn ak kuar air mata..
deym...
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