nthla..
tetbe ak rs smcm...
ak rasa ak sgt la jht..
i shudnt b doing this..
bt yet i cant let go..
ak tau salah..
tp mcmane ngn ati ak?
"cherish every moments while it lasts"..
tp smpai ble?
smpai ak akn ditinggalkn tkontang kanting?
smpai ak xdpt bgn lepas ditolak?
smpai ak xle gather my strength?
ouh deym..
ak sudah pnat nk menghadap tu seme..
bt then, ak biarkn diri ak dlm dis situation..again..
ak da cuba maw mengelak..
bt then i cant help it..
was it i dun try hard enuf spt kate nina?
ak da cuba utk deny stiap ape ak rs..
ak pk dia hnye maw flirt..
tp since dahi ak dcium..
tp sjk ak dtegur x salam ngn dia b4 pulang..
since itulah ak da xle nk deny ape ak rasa..
tp smpai ble?
ak tau ak xkn ada ending..
ak tau ending ak xkn jd mudah..
ak tau endingnya ak akn menanges mcm owg gle..
ak tau endingnya ak akn dibiarkn utk mend ati ak sendri..
ak tau kamu bgaimanapn akn tinggalkn ak..
tp ak msh sayang kamu..
mgkin kamu pk bla ak blk mlk..
ak akn melupakn kamu..
ak akn go on..
ak akn jupe sum1 else n i'll forget all dis..
bt lemme tell u..
it wont b lyk dat..
it wil happen only in ur dwmz..
ak tidak akn melupakn kamu..
ak akn sentiasa mengingati kamu..
mgkn ak akn bjupe owg len..
or mungkin akn ade owg yg akn ske pada ak..
tp ak bkn semudah tu nk b'ubah ati..
ak susah nk b'ubah ati..
n itu bmakna it'll b damn hard to forget u..
*sigh~
ape patut ak buat?
patut ke kamu m'ignore ak..
mmg ak tamau kamu ignore ak..
sbb ak ske,syg in fact i told u i've fall for u..
tp ak tatau smpai ble ak akn ada dlm idup kamu..
sbb ak tau ak xkn lama dlm idup kamu..
n skali lagi ak nanges psl ne mlm ne..
maafkn ak..
ak xpatut ckp psl ne..
tp ngn sape lg ak mau bcerita..
sbb sbenarnye..
ak da pnat pendam..
ak da pnat m'deny ape ak rs..
ak da pnat pk ape akn jd pd ak..
sbb ak tau..
satu ari nnt kamu xkn peduli ttg ak..
n it makes me sad evn more..
*sigh~
n it's 2.37 in d morning..
n m still not sleeping..
..aLphaBets beComes woRds becoMes phRases beComes seNtenCes beComeS wuT it Shud hAve saId..
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aku paham situation hg ni mija.
u've told me abt this.
erm.
nk ckp pon ssh.
it's all abt what u feel.
org leh ckp pape je.
tp kita yg rs the happiness and the hurt too.
not them.
be strong gurl.
as u've told me when i was down dulu.
if u feel ure not going anywhere abt this r'ship,
stop la skrg.
sume org nk happy ending kan?
at least u've known that the ending wud be so hurtful.
so why go on.
whatever it is.
be strong.
be smart.
make smart decision.
as a fren,i'll support u whatever it is.
the same way u've supported me thru my sorrows.thanks.
i'll be here whenever u need me.
love ya lots.
(aku rs grammar aku terabur.hoho)
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