..wut if..

hurm rasa cam srabut je tgk layout blog ak..
igt mau tuka biar seme kosong..
xda gmba2..
igt nk bg kale itam jew (memandangkn ak ske kale itam)..
bt then ia akn jd typical plain..
n akn jd sama cam owg len...
wut do u think?
ak mls mau cari template baru..
tmbah ag kesusahan utk jumpa jalur lebar..
dan mengabeskn ms dpn lappy..
nk gne pc kt umah ne cam sengal je..
x selesa..
agpn monitor pn da start wat perangat..
isk babab kang bru tau...
s**t monitor ne nk je ak baling dlm sg..
nk bwk blk lappy mls..
bak kate hns, lappy same berat ngn cpu..
huhuhu
nk wat cane..
ak xmampu..
ak trime je ape yg dbagi owg..
tu pn da ckup bagus da ade tu..

teringat lk ade 1 cte ne..
ade owg nk pnjam lappy ak..
tp ak x bg..
ye ar, bknnye ak kedekut..
pnah ke ak bkire ngn owg???
bt then lappy ne owg bg kt ak..
so it is my responsibilty utk jaga kn??
furthermore, bkn nye de nk gne wat keje..
gne utk tenet kt bedah..
len la ade sorg ag hamba Allah ne..
de mintk pnjam, ak kasi...
ak pilih kasih ke?
nope bt then m aware dat she's not from family yg senang..
n plus dia pegi cubic utk wat assignment..
enuf said..kn??
bt then d 1st person tu x puas ati..
mengata ak kt a fwen of mine..
cmon laa wey..
ko tu lagi senang dr ak..
pastu da ade pc sendri..
angkut ar pc tu pegi cucuk kt bedah..
n it will draw u sum attention..
n as far as i noe, u do luv attention, doncha??
haha mls ak layan pompuan cmtu..

well tmelalut lk..
back to d point...
patut ak tuka ke, patut ak biarkn je template ne..
ak bosan sbenarnye..
nk tuka jd seme itam..
n keep it simple...

ape kate anda???

..again n again..

ye..
arine jd org bodo ag..
da 3 4 kali wat cani..
xsdar diri tul...

dear...
i noe i cudnt take back wut i said..
i cant undone wut hv been done..
bt m sorry...
i noe it wont b enuf..
i noe it cant erase wut i said..
bt dat's all i av..
juz an apology...

oh i hv a lot to say..
was taking my time away..
i miss u n things werent d same..
cuz everything inside..
never come out right..


it juz wut i ever done..
wut i've ever said..
was nvr went out rite..
never..

n it's juz aint rite when u're falling for d wrong guy..
*sigh~
dis is d price dat i av to pay..

n again..
ak nk lari..
lari jauh2..
lari dr seme org yg ak knal...

..lalala..

hurmm
ble nk blk mlk eyh..
cane nk agkut barang eyh..
ble nk resign eyh..
nk dok bape ari kt umah eyh..
k.dik blk 5 aribln..
nk mkn2 n beriadah mlm tu..
tp 7 da start class..
nk kne msuk umah ag..
agkt brg ag..
adoiiii penin ar...

..a woman..

a woman has strengths that amaze men..

she can handle trouble & carry heavy burdens..

she hold happiness, love & opinions..

she smiles when she feels like screaming..

she sings when she feels like crying..

she cries when she's happy..

& laughs when she's afraid..

her love is unconditional..

there's only one thing is wrong with her..

she sometimes forget what she is worth..

dedicated to all women who is bold n strong..
yet beautiful..


dpt from hns last nyte...

..ini apa aku rasa..

nthla..
tetbe ak rs smcm...
ak rasa ak sgt la jht..
i shudnt b doing this..
bt yet i cant let go..
ak tau salah..
tp mcmane ngn ati ak?
"cherish every moments while it lasts"..
tp smpai ble?
smpai ak akn ditinggalkn tkontang kanting?
smpai ak xdpt bgn lepas ditolak?
smpai ak xle gather my strength?
ouh deym..
ak sudah pnat nk menghadap tu seme..
bt then, ak biarkn diri ak dlm dis situation..again..
ak da cuba maw mengelak..
bt then i cant help it..
was it i dun try hard enuf spt kate nina?
ak da cuba utk deny stiap ape ak rs..
ak pk dia hnye maw flirt..
tp since dahi ak dcium..
tp sjk ak dtegur x salam ngn dia b4 pulang..
since itulah ak da xle nk deny ape ak rasa..
tp smpai ble?
ak tau ak xkn ada ending..
ak tau ending ak xkn jd mudah..
ak tau endingnya ak akn menanges mcm owg gle..
ak tau endingnya ak akn dibiarkn utk mend ati ak sendri..
ak tau kamu bgaimanapn akn tinggalkn ak..
tp ak msh sayang kamu..
mgkin kamu pk bla ak blk mlk..
ak akn melupakn kamu..
ak akn go on..
ak akn jupe sum1 else n i'll forget all dis..
bt lemme tell u..
it wont b lyk dat..
it wil happen only in ur dwmz..
ak tidak akn melupakn kamu..
ak akn sentiasa mengingati kamu..
mgkn ak akn bjupe owg len..
or mungkin akn ade owg yg akn ske pada ak..
tp ak bkn semudah tu nk b'ubah ati..
ak susah nk b'ubah ati..
n itu bmakna it'll b damn hard to forget u..
*sigh~

ape patut ak buat?
patut ke kamu m'ignore ak..
mmg ak tamau kamu ignore ak..
sbb ak ske,syg in fact i told u i've fall for u..
tp ak tatau smpai ble ak akn ada dlm idup kamu..
sbb ak tau ak xkn lama dlm idup kamu..
n skali lagi ak nanges psl ne mlm ne..
maafkn ak..
ak xpatut ckp psl ne..
tp ngn sape lg ak mau bcerita..
sbb sbenarnye..
ak da pnat pendam..
ak da pnat m'deny ape ak rs..
ak da pnat pk ape akn jd pd ak..
sbb ak tau..
satu ari nnt kamu xkn peduli ttg ak..
n it makes me sad evn more..
*sigh~


n it's 2.37 in d morning..
n m still not sleeping..

..ticKie.tiCkY.taG..

well..since i've been away for sooooo long...
due my work schedule n less time to find a free wireless access..
so tag yg zaren da tag ak wat pn blom wat ag..
so dkesempatan ade kt umah ne..
ak pn mjawab la tag ini...
maaf la ye..
lmbt bebeno...

sila baca rules di blog zaren ye..
sbb ble ak coy paste die jd sebaris jew..
mls ak nk btulkn..

so, here it goes..

..deLapAn yg LapAn..

1. skrang mcari wit tmbahan even waktu li wit melimpah ruah..sbb byk da abes pd benda2 x bfaedah..so jgn tiru mcm sy ye...keje di sunway pyramid kt kdai baju di new wing d F floor...cari la kalu jupe..haha

2. ingin mengidamkn cellphone baru...hurm ble laa nk dpt cell baru ne..dpt pda pn cam besh kn...

3. sy da 2 kali tak pegi even NPL..tu adela Malaysian National Paintball League.. sy x pegi event kt kuantan dan di MAPAAC pj bru ne..sgt sdey..yg kuantan x pegi sbb tolong mama catering..yg pj x pegi sbb sy kerja..!! waaaaaaaaaaaa

3. sy bru tau keje promoter sgt meletihkn..plg awl anda blk pn da mlm..n kdg2 sy tpk, mcm xda life..bangun, then pegi keje..blk mlm then tdo..ari off day bangun lmbt due to exhausted n dok umah sbb basuh baju stok sminggu n kemas umah...

4. sy seorg yg single..sy pnah bcinta dua kali but i rather say dat sy bcinta skali sbb salah sorg ex sy tu sy xpnah knal..jd bg sesape yg ade org yg nk d rekemenkn sila lh ye..hahahahaha xda ar m not dat desperate..n actualy m done wit finding sum1..bior je la..ade, ade..xda, xdala..kn sonang..bt then currently m in love but not in a relationship..haha pening korang..

5. sgt sukakn chocolate...bagi choc pe pn..mesti sy mkn..huhu tp kn kalu bab ice cream sy ske mkn vanilla...besh..hurm da lama x mkn haagen dazs (btoi ke eja??).. tetiap ari lalu dpn cafe dia...waaaaa

6. sy suka bsosial...tp xda la mjd "so sial"..mksud sbenar ada la sy ske bsama kawan2...mgkin dsebabkn sy da tbiasa idup ngn rakan2 krn bsekolah di asrama penuh sjk form 1 kot..huhu bt then i prefer to b wit those whom i called fwenz n enjoying every moment...buat ms ini click kegemaran sy adalah d devilz [ainina,hfz,frdaus].. kalu d kdai lk sy sgt rapat ngn elin n mimi..dan bagaimanapn sy xmelupakn si hunys yg berada di pantai timur..(mcm salam perantauan lak..haha)

7. i do believe in long distance relationship..huhu been thru wit it..trust me..wit trust n toleration it can work out.. sy clash pn sbb bkn jauh, ble da dkt bru clash..sengal..

8. sy x pnah diberi bunga...nina kate sy wat ayt cam sdey2 je xpnh dpt bunga..ini bkn meminta simpati ya..saje nk gtau sy xpnah dberi bunga..tp aritu sy dpt choc yg dgubah mcm bunga..sy nk letak gmba, tp x amek ag gmba..nnt sy wat post psl tu ye...sy consider sbg bunga..thnx to lil dvl ats pmberian itu..really appreciate it... thnx so much dear..tp sy msh menunggu sape yg akn jd owg first bg sy real flower...

jd tamatlah ceritera di ats..

so d lucky 8 will be:

1. cik teah

2. cik hunys

3. en irfan

4. cik ainina

5. en hafizi .... ye ak da start mengarut..

6. mamat kedai cheetah...

7. mamat yg kdai rmbut apt..

8. tun mahathir..agknye die layan x tag ak..sengal...

maceh...

thank u for attending my class..

haha

..aLL d waY to soUth..

setelah slalu dgembar gemburkn ttg segamat..
akhirnya tcapai gk la nk pegi..
dat day..me, ainina, lil dvl n sharul aka 'kazen kte' pn berangkat la ke segamat..
watpe d sana?
ktorg attend wedding bro faizal =)

kebetulan ak dpt cuti..
nina lk off..
so dpt laa menunaikn hasrat mau ke segamat..

ktorg btolak from mentari kul 10 lebey..
kononnye ade owg tu nk amek kul 9.30..
tp de kul 9 pn blom bgn ag..
huhuhuhu

menurut 'kezen kte', segamat lebey kurang 3 jam lebey ar..
ktorg jupe epul, reen n mak reen kt r&r senawang..
so bmula laa aksi sape bwk kete ag laju n sape smpai dlu kt segamat..

kul bape eyh smpai segamat..
hurm around 1 lebey gk ar..
jpe abg long dlu..
so trus g umah bro..
smpai2 salam2 senyum2 trus mkn..
huhu weather aritu agk panas ar..
bpeluh gk ar..

kul bape tah pengantin smpai..
amek gmba ngn mereka.
kaco mereka tym mkn :p
pastu mula laaa sesi bgamba..
ade owg mengata ak ngn nina taw..
tp mereka tu yg bgamba lebey..
huhu

pas g umah bro, g mkn ngn abg long kt old taste kopitiam
ak rasa kenduri nye mknan cukup punye byk..
tp bole dorg mentedarah ag kt kdai tu..
ak rasa owg kdai tu pn takut tgk dorg mkn cam antu kebulor..
isk2..

pastu 'kezen kte' pn bwk kami ke dataran segamat..
huhuhu bergedixkn kt ctu lk..

hehehehe then kul 7 ktorg pn blk..
ye ar sok tu keje..
blk kot tangkak-jasin-melaka..
then blk mentari..

to conclude..it was fun =)

thnx to lil dvl, hafizi n sharul