..farewell..

it's new year's eve

well, i am at home, taknak keluar but eventually i have to..
got dinner with friend's family..so kena la keluar jap lagi..

actually i have lost interest of celebrating new year like yearsssss ago..
sejak masa keja kt bonita, balik keje kul 11 n i have no mood to go out..
since then, dah memang xda feeling nk celebrate new year ni..

2011 - pergi terengganu, tiba2 dah pukul 12 lebih kt homestay budak2 ni dok buat tutorial pakai shawl..haha
2010 - yep, i went to the curve..tu pun sbb bwk syipa n keri..kalau tak mmg dok umah je..
2009 - masa ni la yg keje bonita tu..
2008 - pegi supper ngm family kat cyberjaya..

so, yeah it's plain boring..but i love it..
mungkin i'm getting older, but heck, who cares? i prefer to be a lazy bum sitting comfortably in my house..

2011

what have i achieved in this whole year?
bazir duit - checked!
kerja - checked!
yeah, i never have any resolution towards new year..
target? ada la but not resolution..
what is the most i can be proud of ialah, what was actually my target in 2012, i achieved it this year..
ye, saya berjaya membeli rumah =)
masih belum settle the paperwork due to lawyers' thingy, but i already got the house's keys since september!
tapi rumah tu utk investment..sbb masih belum mampu duduk sendiri..
insyaAllah, target kalau gaji dah 3.5k n above, baru boleh duduk situ..
sbb the distance frm my workplace, the monthly payment etc, no i cant afford it yet..
but at least i can call it my own =) (despite it would be bank's, tp byr bulan2 smpai 30thn akn dtg -_-)
i'm proud to be a 25yrs old with a house as an asset =) ye, sy berjaya dapat kunci sebelum birthday..yeay!

gadgets..
things that i thought i would never have, but i came to have it.
i got my bb (n lost it), my ipad n another bb..
thanks to credit card! bermakna saya semakin byk utang..
no no no, it's not healthy, believe me!
but i'm trying my best to minimize the hutangsssss..setakat ni, i've managed well =)

kerja..
i'm hanging in there =)
makin lost interest, tapi saya okey..
masih seorang pemalas, tapi berjaya menyiapkan kerja2 yg diberi..
so i think, i'm doing ok =)
masih tiada perancangan utk tukar kerja..n masih tiada rezeki..
everybody who started job there around my time, ramai dah takde..
rezeki diorang lebih baik =)

er ape lagi?


love life?
hahaha..again..HAHAHA
ok i dont mean sound pathetic, but i dont actually care about it..
ye, saya masih single..dan i'm enjoying it..
jgn kata i just wrote this because i'm in denial..
believe me, i'm perfectly happy to be single..
come to think about it, kalau aku tak single, mesti takde harapan nak memiliki rumah..
see, how grateful i am to be single.
meroyan desperately was never on my list..
kalau Tuhan nk bagi, adalah kan?
doa tetap doa, tapi selebihnya kerja Dia =)

ape lagi? ape lagi?

life lesson?

well byk yg aku belajar dlm 2011 ni.
the value of friendship, family n love.

family, saya dapat kakak ipar baru n one n only =)
dia dah mengandung 3 bulan, insyaAllah semua baik n i'm having another niece/nephew mid of nxt yr!
papa n mama asyik tak sihat..
even m not comfortable to stay at home (sbb ntah perangai dr asrama) i'm trying my best utk balik whenever i can..jenguk diorg at least..
adik beradik..er mcm tu la jugak..bettter dr when i was younger, stahun kdg2  x ocntact..
skrg masing2 pkai bb, so pape bsg je bbm grup..hahaha

friends..
lesson 1 - hargai kawan yg da lama ngn korang. especially bila korang da ada someone new in ur life, sedarlah kwn2 yg ada skrg dan sejak dulu yg tolong tongkatkn korg masa jatuh terduduk. jgn ada org baru, hati kwn2 yg lama ni korang buat mcm bola. kekalkan tradisi sama mcm pegi kenduri sama2, hang out skali skala..etc..betul, aku pun kurang jumpa kwn2 lama due to the geographical reason (pdhl kl je pn) m trying my best utk jumpa yg mana bole whenever i can
lesson 2 - jgn buruk perangai. kalau kt luar cantik perangai tp kt rumah mcm celaka pn tak guna jugak. especially dok pegi cite wayang drama makyong segala bagai kt org luar kan. shame on u..
lesson 3 - try ur best not annoy ppl. aku rasa n aku pasti aku pun ada perangai annoying..sbb tu aku malas bersosial skrg, takot ter'annoy' org lebih..haha tp kamon, sedar diri..tu la gunanya org suruh muhasabah diri setiap kali sebelum tidur. n sedar that the world doesn't revolves around u. especially tentang part menceritakan betapa bahagianya or betapa sedihnya diri kt semua org..skali skala, bole terima, byk kali kala, menjengkelkan..n another reason aku jarang apdet fb n twitter..hahaha

love?
er aku kurang arif ttg hal ini..so aku cte berdasarkan org sekeliling aku la eh...
it wont be yours melainkan it is yours.
selagi belum nikah, belum tentu hak milik kau
cinta la kejap mana pun, lama mana pun, kalau dah sah jadi milik kau, benda tu dah certain..
sebelum tu, byk benda kena tempuh, kena duga..
just appreciate them for what they are, you'll be happier than you could ever be..

as for me, as hard as it it, i am happy
at least for now..

okla, need to get ready..
kejap lagi khairi sampai aku tak siap lg ada kena bebel..
da la malas nk kuar ni sbenarnya..
seb bek nk pegi dinner ngan a good bunch of people, a family =)

so, toodles 2011..
welcome 2012..
hopefully u'll do good n kind and bring joy n prosperity to me, my loved ones n ppl around me..

ok, bye!

Lion-Fish

..randomly..

hola!

saje rindu ngn blog..rasa lama sgt bersawang nye kan
yelah, bukan aku buat bisnes ke cr duit ikot blog ke (eh kau) nk kene update tetiap hari..huhu


anyway, nothing much..
i mean nothing much yg boleh d cerita instead of too many things that happened..
benda yg menyakitkan hati tu, letak jauh2..lagi ingat lagi sakit hati..ye tak?huhu

anyway..

dari apa aku perasan, i'm prone to fall sick nowadays..
sangat melemahkan..
i mean, i never feel so weak n helpless macamtu..
yelah, sebelum ni sakit macam 2 kali setahun je..
tapi tahun ni, sampai habis MC dgn annual leave..
siap terpaksa amek unpaid leave T_T
stress!
tapi takpalah, sabar je lah kan..
dugaan..

updated my "penghabis duit" ke ios 5..xda beza pun kecuali benda alahiMessage..
so kalau korang JB on 4.3.3, simpan je la..
sebab xda lg JB utk ios5 utk ipad2..ipad1 ada lah..itu pn plg hebat semi-tethered *pasni kene check update*

most probably m going on a trip again..
havent fully decide yet since i am really in a tight budget..
wedding, even if it's not yours, will still burn a hole in ur pocket -_-"

ouh cakap pasal wedding..
Congratulations to dear friends,
Zaren Mukrish & Nadia 
selamat dah abg tua aku sorang ni..haha
hope u guys will have wonderful life together ahead =)

ape lagi ape lagi..
oh, i hate Windows T_T
especially Win7..betul2 menyusahkan arini.
nk tukar balik pkai fedora, xboleh..
sbb upcoming project pkai Domino server yg Admin Notes hanya leh pkai Win T_T
urgh..

okla, nk buat benda lain lak..babai


skrg ni tgh gembira leh bbm sepanjang masa..
tp nt tgh bulan satu meroyan la balik..huhu ok bye!

grow some balls and suck it up!

ni entry aku cakap awal2 aku nak maki hamun orang..
sbb aku da cukup baik sebenarnya tegur secara berhemah
bukan seperti aku sound org lain..

SO KALAU TAK SUKA JANGAN BACA, BLOG AKU BLOG BODO2 JE


mcm aku ckp, aku sound receptionist aku lg teruk kot dr kau..
ok cani..

aku tegur elok2, ko nk cari gaduh ngn aku eh?

aku tegur elok2 kot bongok! kalu x aku da sound direct siap maki hamun..
bodoh!

btw, ni pun blog aku kan, suka hati aku la aku nk tulis apa..
yg ko rajin sgt nk dtg blog aku kenapa?
dah xda balls sgt nk counter attack ngn pompuan?

aku tulis secara general bagi nasihat, kalau boleh jgn spam group..
yg ko ni bukan jantan nk take it as advice and suck it up kenapa?


btw, sebenarnya, aku mmg nk remove ko dr friendlist aku..
cuma aritu xsempat buat, ko da delete aku..
tapi kan, ko tau x, kalu aku delete kau pun, tapi ko spam kt group, aku leh baca jugak la..
nama pun group kan? like i've mentioned before la..
wall kau, hak kau..tp w all group, it means everyone in the group's business la!
ke susah sgt nak paham?

oh satu lagi
KAU YG ADD AKU KAT FACEBOOK DULU!
bukan aku!
aku pun tak kenal kau..sbb tgk byk mutual friend je aku accept..
huh!

aritu ko tulis post yg konon ckp aku menyusahkan kau nk cr nama aku n delete n block aku tu, aku dah malas nk layan dah..
skali bila aku tgk balik ko nak menyindir tiap kali post, tu dah melampau..
GROW BALLS N SUCK IT UP LAH!
org len semua da cakap kt kau, jgn layan dah..
yg ko nk panjang2 kn cte kenapa?
sudah2 la weh!
buat cara org dah dewasa sikit..
tu aku ckp, org tegur, suck it up!
mature 101 kot...


nk kene tulis mcm ni ke baru ko nak paham?
ke bila aku tulis cani, nt ko nk ckp, "ape pnya pompuan xda adab, nk bising sana sini"
sapa yg dok memekak melolong kt setiap post skarang?
huh

oh ye, gaya penulisan sy mmg hebat..
sbb tu la ada org jugak sudi folow..
and sudi stalk..kan?

It's 4 am

Well it's actually 4.15am already..
Xle tdo sejak tjaga tgh malam td
Memula risaukn lil d, smpai dia da blk pn aku tetap gk xle tdo -_-

X lama lagi nk raya haji..
Tidaklah berapa mempunyai perasaan pun
Yolah, thn lpas mama&papa g haji, 2 thn lepas msuk spital, 3 thn lepas kene keje.. Tahun2 sbelum tu kira holiday blk umah -_-

Thn ni maybe la laen sket since da ada kakak ipar kn..
Tp tatau la apa yg lain nya
Sudah ade gk g piknik ke mana ke


Anyhow, sape yg blk kampung arini, semoga selamat sampai yeh..
Be extremely careful during this long weekend =]

Ok, bye

Mokmok pn da sdap tdo da

..blog saya bukan blog tarik duit =) ..

Well...

Sejak beberapa menjak ni aku ada annoyed sikit lah ngn dak U aku neh..
sbb stiap kali aku dpt notifications kt tpon, dia ada post something kt group alumni..
aku pun dgn semangatnya buka la kt tablet, sbb dr hengpong xsanggih aku tu, nk buka grup kene dr browser..renyah!
buka2 org dok tampal iklan promote blog..
ok fine..xpelah, dia nk cr rezeki..

tapi kan.....kalau kannn...
dah smpai 2 3 4 kali sehari jadi mcm tu, semestinyalah aku annoyed.


ok, aku tidak lah ada perasaan hasad dengki dgn org yg generate income from blog/churp2/says.my
aku respek lah sbb ko rajin kan nk buat benda2 tu, dari aku yg malas gila nih..
kalau ko nk spam kt wall ko sendiri, nobody wud mind..
tapi kalau ko spam kt a purposed group, it wud be everybody in the group's business..
get it?

camni, wall kau, hak kau..
tapi wall group, hak group..
setakat nk post seketul dua spt yg aku tgk ada dlm tu..xksah lah..
itu namanya nk promote perniagaan dan peluang..
tapi kalau sehari empat lima kali, ape cite bai?
tu bukan promote dah namanya, tu desperate!

aku ada gak kawan2 yg buat duit dr blog..
kagum aku ngn dorg sbb dpt beli gadget canggih2 dr blog earning..
tp diorg yg berjaya ni, xde la aku tgk smpai spam merata2 nk canang dia nye blog or link churp2 etc..
i mean, dok spamming mcm tu do u nothing good..
yg penting ko pndai promote blog ko in a minimal way..

yes, aku pun ada nuffnang nye iklan kt atas tu..
tu dr dulu ms zaman x ramai org blog aku da letak..
masa tu bodoh, semua plugin nk letak..
aku xpnah check pn berapa earning aku..kalau 0 pun m not surprised..

in a way, sebenarnya isi blog kau yg akan attract org ke blog kau..
kalau kau dok post benda yg kau copy paste (or salin) dr blog org, newspaper, n setakat itu je mmg xde org minat bai..
pastu ko pun pegi la spam segala pelusuk alam tentang blog kau..and churp2..and says.my..
haiya...
sakit mata tau..
cuba ko mantapkan skill menulis, xpun jd la blogger gosip ke..untung2 ko jd sefemes BeautifulNara..who knows?
tp setakat mengkopipes, xyah la bai..aku gugel xsampai pn blog kau..

dalam 2 3 bulan lepas..
ada receptionist opis aku, suka nau letak link dlm group opis aku dlm fb..
i mean link blog dia, promote bisnes dia, suruh like gmba anak dia..
scr frequently..
so masa tu aku sound kt status fb aku, ckp grup opis biarla utk opis, jgn nk constantly promote diri sendiri dlm tu..aku rasa dia baca kot status tu..
if she did, she took it well..
she stopped pasting those links, she didnt delete me from her friend list n we still smile to each other..
dan aku tengok, perniagaan dia berkembang je..even without spam wall group =)
kalau rasa nk low bajet nye mekap or henna, leh la carik dia (tgk, aku siap promote lak)
and that is how u should react to any criticism or comment...
bukan laa pegi maki hamun n delete siap block org tu..
nampak sgt ko x mature, even ko da tua n ada anak..
well maturity doesn't have anything to do with age, cuma u're supposed to be more mature as u get older :P


btw, blog aku ada 11 follower..mmg sikit kan?
tapi aku bangga sebab aku xletak benda alah follow kt tepi tu pn, dorg sanggup cr cara nk follow aku..
better dr org add tp x baca kan?
eh yg x follow aku pun ada je pembaca setia entry aku yg merapu2 dan x menjana duit langsung nih..hehe

so, siapa yg jenis mcm org yg aku encounter hari ni;
aku tak dengki kau nk cari duit..
tapi dr cari duit sambil menyakitkan hati org, aku rasa x manis pun in the return =)
korang dah tua, pandai la fikir kan? =)


da byk kali nk update ios5,tp x bjaya..
stress tul ble ko linux user yg xleh donlod n pkai itunes -_- wireless konon!


ok, bye!

..just because takde idea..

dah nk dekat 2bln abg tunggal aku jadi suami orang..

tahun depan dah nak jadi bapak orang..

semoga berbahagia hingga ke selepas akhir nafas..

semoga anak dalam kandungan selamat dan menjadi anak sedara sy yg soleh n baik =)