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Hello...

Dah lama x apdet blog..rindu pulak..muahahaha
Well, i've been bz for these past weeks..
with ian was arnd for this past month, mmg amat menyeksakn..

hurm td mcm ade idea nk apdet..ne da xda da.
mane ilang idea pn tatau..

kondisi diri?
pnat, tdo x cukop, tp kesihatan mcm ok je..
da kurang da migraine which is good la kn?
juz kdg2 je idung soksek sbb ade 3 eko dak nakal kt umah..
other than that, i'm fine, i guess..

kondisi ati?
haih~
nth la..
kadang2 juz rasa mcm i dont care anymore.
or mgkn tlalu pnat utk amek peduli.
well dis so called relationship(which is not) have passed the 2yrs milestone.
who had guessed that we will b arnd this far..kn?
hm smlm pn gado gk..cant remember cane leh start..
tp of kos la mst ak yg start..yep, come n blame it on me =)
n i ended up with saying sumtg..
sumtg yg i hope he'll b happy to hear it..
i do hope u do, dear..
mgkn bole buang saja segala kenangan.
mgkn bole buang saja semua barangan itu..
mungkin it'll be easier for u.
mungkin it'll make u feel a lot better..
haih~ u shud nvr promised no to hurt me..
sbb it does hurts me more..


sbenarnye kn.
da lama x nanges kuat2 mcm smlm..
xda la kuat smpai 1 blok dgr, wut i mean btol2 nanges..
pastu rasa cam lega sket..
yela mgkn sjk kebelakangan ne ape2 yg ak terasa ak juz diam..
tahan diri utk nanges..
tahan diri utk look strong..
jd makanya ble dpt nanges skali, tros lega..
xlega sgt la sbb gado, tp rasa ati da ringan..
mgkn ringan sbb ati pn da kosong, ati da mati..
pastu sudahnye xle tdo sbb rs lenguh2 cam nk dmm..
pastu msuk opis dgn mata puffy..
1 sbb utk x best utk ari isnin yg biru ini (da la wilayah cuti arini..cis)
hahaha ak pn tatau ape ak merapu..
otak da x stable da..

ye, ye mmg buang masa baca..
xyh baca..
bye