..cheese n cream..

sbtu yg sgt x produktif..
bgn lmbt sbb mlm td tdo lewat..
dok gatai nk mengikut org..hahah

1 ari x mkn..
last2 sendri yg lapar..
tu namanya akibat kemalasan diri yg sgt tinggi dtambah dgn tiada teman b'bicara..erk apekah..

makanya, ari sbtu ak dpenuhi ngn keja x bfaedah lgsg..huhu
bangun ngadap lappy, mandi pastu ngadap lappy..
baca blog, buka fb..
bosan kn?

hmm baca blog seorg blogger yg femes gkla..
blog ne ak da lama ak tau, tp ms tu xdpt cari..
sbb ak tminat ngn cte yg dia kawen ngn seorg reader blog de..
btunang selepas sbulan knal n da kawen da pn..
besh kn dgr cte cinta org yg sgt simple n av a happy ending..
berangan kejap...haha

xkurang juga ada cte sedey abt sesape yg tputus d tgh jln evn da lama pn..
well, jangkamasa x menjamin sebuah hubungan kn?
xsemestinya da lama mjalin hubungan akn bkekalan..
n x semestinya bru dlm phubungan x mjanjikn kebahagiaan..

da byk benda yg ak phatikn dlm idup ne..
cheating n been cheated..
da lama berumahtangga bt then cheated on his wife..
da lama bcinta, alih2 kantoi mpunyai org ketiga..
seme ak da pnah tgk, sbg first hand pn pnah..huhu
tp xda la seme buruk kn?
ada je kwn ak yg bru knal sminggu dua skrg da bahagia bercinta dgn pasangannya =)

bg ak dlm relationship ne, yg penting adalah jujur n toleransi..
xksah la short ke long distance relationship..
ak da pnah rasa dedua..(tp dedua x kekal..hahaha boo utk diri sendri)..
xguna pn syg gila yg amat tp merahsiakn byk perkara dr pasangan..
n all d gedebang gedebung xleh itu ini pn sbenarnye nonsense..
kalu da knal org tu sebegitu, msti la menerima org tu seadanya bukan?
tu yg dnamakn toleransi..accept n tolerate..
ah~ ak pndai ckp je..
diri sendri pn tah pape.. =)

ada 1 mlm tu abg long msg, secara tetbe..
katanye rindu kt adik2 dia =)
rindu abg long juga..
pastu bole lk de cte, de buka flickr ak..
n rindukn zaman2 dlm flickr tu..
aduh, abg long ne buat miza sedey je tau :'(
sbb miza pn rindu gk zaman tu..(tgk da start berayaq mata da ne)
zmn kte semue epy berlima, berenam, bertujuh...
sgt rindu~


hmmm dah dah..

nk mkn cheesecake...teringat seorang kawan..
nk mkn kinder egg..teringat seorg kawan n seseorang itu..
nk mkn nasi lemak ayam..teringatkn mereka..



hmm asek teringat je..

skrg mls nk meluahkn sgt rasa ati kt cni..
byk benda jd yg ak regret (tp org len x regret pn..hmmm)..
nthla, nk kata nnt salah tafsir..
jd makanya, perlu buang rasa ati tu ke tempat len..
or mgkin bole cr 1 blog len khas utk isi ati?huhuhu

da la..
selesai je baju dibasuh oleh bibik elektronik, ak nk bsiap..
maw cari cheesecake n seorg boyfren..hahaha

.tagged by miss D..

Continue this game by taggin 7 people
~ikutla sape nk wat..


1. What have you been doing recently?
~ trying sooo hard to stay focus =)

2. Do you ever turn your cellphone off?
~ penah...slalu..

3. What happened at 10.am today?
~ nothing..i was still asleep

4. When did you last cry?
~ masa otw g utm kot..haha sengal

5. Believe in fate/ destiny?
~ i do

6. What do you want in your life now?
~ anything dat make me content =)

7. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains or just put up your hood?
~ i juz let it be..feels the rain on my skin =) i will walk as usual =)

8. What’s your favourite thing to do on the bed?
~ sleep..make sum love..haha

9. What bottoms are you wearing now?
~ shorts yg btompok cat =)

10. What’s the nicest thing in your inbox?
~ nice things dat reminds me of nice memories..plg igt "sory honey..org t'tdo"..sengalkn?

11. Do you tend to make the relationship complicated?
~ yeah i do

12. Are you wearing anything borrowed from anyone?
~ nope..xske..cube mengelak seboleh yg mungkin

13. What was the last movie you caught?
~ the punisher =)

14. What are you proud of?
~ nthla

15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?
~ cant remember..n mls maw check

16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
~ richard ashcroft's a song for lovers

17. Do you have any nicknames?
~ yep...a few

18. What does the newest text say?
~ nth..sumtg from maxis

19. What time did you go to bed last night?
~ 5 am kot..

20. Are you currently happy?
~ trying to :o)

21. Who gives you the best advise?
~ mereka

22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
~ x..

23. Who did you talk on the phone last night?
~ no one

24. Is something bugging you now?
~ yeah~

25. Who was the last person to make you laugh?
~ hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm no one i guess..pathetic? hell yeah


i rili shud b stdying my eng ethics..wah sangat malas~

..mari kita stretch kan badan..

ini yg terjadi bila anda duduk dlm lecture yg sama utk 4 jam setengah~~~

pardon them...please..haha

tlg jgn wat perangai begini bila lecturer anda sedang mengajar di hadapan ye

ak ske subject real time..tp masa yg lama sgt mengantukkn n mbosankn...
kesian en riduan, kami ne x menumpukan perhatian langsung..
da ar ada test jumaat ne..
naseb bek kuiz td leh jwb..huhu

..kegilaan yg gila..

da lama x apdet..
nthla, tiada mood..

aritu ke utm tiada mbawa kemenangan pn..
tp mbawa pulang pengalaman n kenangan..
huhu knal ngn ramai org bru evn dlm team sendri pn..
ada korea, ade dato lee chong wei..hahaha
macam2..

masa ke utm tu teringat pd seseorang..
smpai tmimpi2 gk la..
da lama x mimpi psl dia..hmmmm

blk aritu kesakitan badan yg teramat..
sampai tpaksa mbatalkn niat nk g kemaman..
kecewa dowh xdpt pegi, tmbah ag dak2 ne cte besh pegi..
rugi2..
tp kalu pegi aritu watnye kakiku yg sakit ne decided nk cramp or sakit tlebey2 dlm long hours ride ke sana, x ke haru biru namenye..
baik elakkan dr tpakse menyusahkn org..
xpela, org kata xda rezeki..

hmm ari ahad blk sini d spend kn utk tdo sj..badan sakit..
jln pn rasa cam sket ag mirip kingkong bjalan..haha
ari isnin harinya muram sbb ujan..
tp ak sdikit gembira aritu...

ari isnin spent sum tym ngn seorg kawan yg sanggup melayan karenah kawannya yg sengal ini..
thnx kpd org itu =) u made my day la..
juga kembali bcakap ngn seseorg..
thnx sbb sudi bsembang ngn org..
u oso made my day.. rindu nk bsembang ngn awk sbenarnye..hmmm

ade 2 test mgu ne yg mane satu ape pn blom d sentuh..
ah~ malasnya..
psm juga x bjalan..mharap pd org utk mbantu progres, tp tiada yg dpt mbantu..
aduh...
sememangnye ak ke utm aritu mmg meninggalkan sgalenye d utem lah..

bila fikir semula, ak sbenarnye sgt nervous..
risau..
cemas..
cuak..

eh lupe..ade seorang teman lama menasihati..
stop writing bout sumtg dat make u sad cuz u cant move on dat way..
yeah babe, u're totally rite..
m trying my besh...
mcm kate2 ko, kte sama2 cuba eh..
thnx a lot dear..hugs~

okla..baik tdo..
mbebel sorg2 kt cni mcm 1 dunia maw tau ape yg dlakukn..

p/s: baca psl kenangan mira zaman skola dlu, sgt kelakar kn kehidupan kita.. dan mira, ya, hanya org gila faham kegilaan itu...

..LocKEd in LoVe..

I cant recognize who i am
when i'm lookin in a mirror
shattered by the love i have for you
and i know that u feelin the same
we were once both beautiful minds
attracted to each other
the differences that we have
somewhere alone in life we kinda lost our way

and so im not just gonna sit around
and let u forget what we were
once that we're straight in being together
we need to find keys out of this prison

locked in a prison
in a prison i know that we made
why cant we be like the birds and the bees
livin for each day
locked in love, your love, my love, it's our love
it's such a shame

i cant remember the moments we shared
when im staring at the pictures
the ones we hung on the wall
why cant be be like then today
we were once both growing with love
drowning to each other(lovin every moment we spent)
(what can we do to recover them)
how did we get so blind
how do we find our way

but i'm not just gonna sit around
and let u forget what we were
once that we're straight in being together
we need to find keys out of this prison

i dont wanna let this go
nooo ooooo ooo
(i dont wanna let this go)
(i dont wanna let it fail)
(i dont wanna walk away)
(but i cant get out this way)

hmm dr aritu da dgr lagu ne..
bru teringat nk cari..
suka lagu ne..

hmm mbuatkn tbe2 diri merasa rindu pula..
haish..
dia mmg xmo menegur..
nk tnye khabar pn dia xmo..
biarlah..nk wat cane..
ramiza, berenti menanges..haha

mlm ne ada traiing ag..
n tomorrow m off for d weekend..
gementar..


rindu...waaaaaa

..senyuman ragamu..

hm spt suda lama x apdet kn..
uhu x mengapa, tiada yg mbaca..
huhu


sgt pnat, sgt exhausted..
ah lagu sebelas januari..hmm rindu...

tgk jadual, sgt penuh..
maknanya kepenatan..
tetapi bagus juga, bole menolong utk melupakn..

tp bole lupa ke?
tp mengetahui yg ak ne susah melupakn org..
mmg tidak akn lupa, malah masih rindu..
haish..

td sbenarnya xmo tulis ttg ne...
maw tulis ttg benda lain..

apelah yg aku mengarut ne..
blog tiada isi..
tiada misi..
hanya mdatangkn komplikasi..

ari jumaat daku tiada d cni..
ari ahd bru blk..
ari isnin pd malamnya ak akn berangkat semula..
hari rabu kamu bole nmpak ak d mlk

bagus juga kesibukan..
bole melupakan..
tp sbenarnya bkn melupakan..
ttp bpura2 lupa ttg ketiadaan..
berlakon lupa ttg kekacauan jiwa..

..semakin hari semakin..

hujung minggu yg sangat tidak produktif..
eh, produktif sedikit..

aku?hmmm ntah la mahu kate ok atau x..
cuba utk mjadi ok..
cuba menyibukkan diri..
supaya kurang berfikir ttg ape yg berlaku dlm kehidupan...

mujur hari jumaat dpt undangan kerja d pd utk hari sabtu..
yeah, bkenalan dgn org baru..
ke sana bsama pali, zul n tpah..
ke tempat yg tiada nama ttp sebuah ladang kelapa sawit..
satu je yg aku xsuka dgn kerja itu..
menjaga org yg sudah dewasa dr aku yg sgt pandai(sbb bkerja dgn kompeni yg glemer,so aku kira mereka org pndai lah) tetapi bangang..
huh~
not all of them are like dat..sum r nice enuf, dgr kate..
tp ada segelintir tu, huh perangai kalah macam budak darjah 1..
ape mereka x aware ke sgt besar tanggungjawab kami jaga keselamatan dorg tu..
abaikan..

selepas memujuk rayu kpd zul, pali n tpah kami ke teluk kemang..
kebetulan zul mahu bjumpa dgn seseorg kt sana..
masa tu angin punye laaaa kuat..
pastu da tgedik2 nk mandi air laut..haha
buat ayat sedey sket last2 pali pn kate "jomlah..ko ni saje nk racun aku kn"
yeay..!!!!
mandi laut..!!

walau daku x reti berenang, tp sgt la seronok yg amat dpt main air laut..
dh lama x mandi laut..
lil D kate nk bwk g picnic pn, x bwk..mmg x akan bawak la..
plan bsuka ria d laut bsama mereka, nth la..tpaksa diam...
akan tetapi, tidak mengapalah..
pali..!! maceh..!!!!!!


balik kepenatan, terus tdo..

ahad? bosan..
maw basuh kereta sbb da kalah kate rally da clk daku itu..
last2 kuar bjalan d jj n mkn mengenyangkn perut.. =)

sgt x bermanfaatkn weekend daku..haih psm psm...
cik ramiza, xnk grad ke? psm hg tu x jalan ag...


nephew aku c rezza da ada facebook..
"hi maksu, its rezza saying hi"
suddenly aku berasa sgt laaa tua..
wah, nasib baik bkn rizwan shah yg ada facebook..